Jhazmyne's Lullaby

I feel ill with words of repentance and love I could never forget what it felt like to feel my heart drop and watch as lonley insects swarmed around it and fed off like a disease to a diagnosed patient You no longer see me What am I doing but holding back tears and thinking of you With this tainted image of me With no longer love but disappointment I'm still here I just forgot I was human for a second and that I can't just be some image I have error I long to hear your voice again untainted with openness I'm sorry for what I have done I'm sorry What have I done? and for what I have done I am truly sorry Words for you are like my pot of gold Let me not have spent my riches but without this friendship I feel poor Though I will still reflect on what we had and all of the potential...

Some nights it really gets to me and this right now is killing me Unsure as forever With eyes so wide It's as clear as day A wavering frightened glance Promise not to cry One tear's released the flood Sorrow blinks to brightness of day Be strong I faked a smile that crumbled under Sunday morning's sky Apologize 10,000 times for days run over forever in my mind But middle ground has given way and where to step is now what I face No one to have No hand to hold I suppress my position as a means to silence the truth Tormented by my every undying devotion to you I cry terrified the truth will never calm But for now if I can just push on and forget all will be alright

Reflection in her tears I can still feel that sigh of relief Confided in Me I feel safe in your arms The picture in her mind with the reinented fear that had long since settled deep in her inside I wish I knew your feelings I cannot catch the depth I can merely scratch the surface Are your dreams sweet? filled with all those precious memories of the spirit you've destroyed Contracted, is a most horrifying infection That's robbed security and destroyed trust My hear burns true I am forever changed The sun is black and I am ashamed Like her, this will never leave me Oh precious memories

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You have given me a window into my own inner human spirit and it's warmed my hear Like the powerless hand of a helpless child here I am afraid to touch the light i've felt inside I'll see to it that this breath of doubt will be the last I'll ever draw I ask only to act upon the beliefs I've so strongly spoken I'm disgusted and insulted with myself And with every brave step forward I can justify the sacrifice I belong to you Be with me now

She awaits far more the smell of dandelion Love dripping with blood A mask to cover her hate and a hand to cover the mouth He bites away at her face like cracks to concrete she breaks Like concrete to dracks she remains In still life frame covered in dust a perfumed love sickens to his eyes She gently strokes the heartache he lives for And pounds a beating rhythm agains hers as the walls still drip with blood Off her hands shielding the face of tears that endlessly love... Warning arms of compassion through blue skies of desperate lies As concrete to fists tonight rains bloodshed She dies...

Tonight will be a long night I fight my sinking eyelids so I can watch her dreaming of the last safe place Feather floors for bare feet Without even the first idea she will be lost to me I barely believe I let it be I will have to see that she will be lost to me I didn't mean it as a lie When I promised to be your contender An air stream of doubt cut me apart Every feather blown away It's going to be hard On her soft feet Jhazmyne needs her sleep just as badly as me Jhazmyne needs to sleep I know you'll make it Be strong I love you

With plastic face designs covered over a hell infested you Your fingerprints marked in blood Helpless to save you Useless to name Useless to purify a lingering sin In rubber rooms that float Every bounding speck a memoir Your devoted laughter silence No one listens A world full of ears become deaf They scratch at the scars but blood still drips from their eyes With plastic face design We become fools to your lies Hopeless to save Useless to name Your every desire to die

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