A Life Once Lost
Album • 2007
I am repulsed by the lack of dedication That you insert into this relationship Could it be that your head is elsewhere Could it be that you don't care All I know is that I am repulsed by the effortless Teeth missing But death seems so attractive this time around Excitement grows inside of me Maybe now is my time I have decided that the decisions You have made in this friendship do not exist Should I be happy or sad Should we all fall down in prayer Now is when my decision needs to prevail My heart Miles of intestines A snow-white bone structure all has vanished while I was comatose
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 25, 2025
I have to choose what I detest Either dreaming, which my mind hates Or action, which my awareness loathes I am confused I sit alone in silence To focus more on the way that I am living I am losing you And this place isn't comfortable I retaliate by not speaking So I guess I will lose Detesting both, I choose neither But since I must on occasion Either dream or act I mix the two things together Detest
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
First in line to cash in on what I created Last in line to beat the dead horse I try and try but who cares at the end of the day I figure that you only wanted to make me feel this way So that you can feel better about yourself I will dance across the floor I'm pointing fingers And laughing Because you can't Destroy me Second best I had nothing more to give Is it safe to say that none of this mattered anyway Now I've become the wanderer Forced to become a man who is Searching for something real to feel Now I've become the wanderer
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025
I am not the same anymore A sadness reveals a mind shaken The pieces of a core that's broken By an intense Inner suffering And I want nothing How clear must I be What you have What you are I want nothing from you I will use my throat to insult you I will use my hands to rip you apart I will use my eyes to watch your face During this process Someone will hurt Should we decide to talk about morals Should we decide to talk about the truth Then let us step backwards and expose ourselves Such a waste of time Yet it is unavoidable For you My downfall is needed For me A decision is wanted
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025
I think it would be amusing to sit here and write up a list Just a list that describes the way I want to destroy myself Not a simple suicide but a drawn out process of pain This was all created in my head and can't I stop thinking it I am taunted by the ignorance between us I am taunted by the wraith I feel with in us Solitude devastates me Company oppresses me People derail my thoughts I feel sick again So imagine what you would find on this list that I have created A few hundred ways of self-mutilating pain caused by injustice
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 25, 2025
These problems exist inside my mind like a heavy New Orleans fog My thinking has slowed itself down to a crawl unwillingly Compassion fueled By depression My savior is death Does this make sense My love is silenced By ignorance My answer is death Does this make sense The wind has picked up since last night and it carries with grief Our worried nature drowns us in a frigid ocean of regret My breathing stands still just long enough to feel inept Me On the receiving end of honest hostility And you On the giving end of the candid frustration
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
You know Suicide and life Are peachy conversations Based around This fantasy that will never evolve Can't say I welcome it In to my life Those tasteless kisses You pushed upon my cheek Me ruining All hope of that new crush Now is exposed It makes the children ill How about we taunt them with a flick A wave like motion With the finger of Pointing capability I wish for a state of Isolation And a sense of Nothingness It could be empty or Plain and boring But just enough to Keep me from straying This finger churns women into butter on a hot summer day I doubt they will connect the two of us anyway
Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 25, 2025
My lips rest against your forehead Your eyes close - My eyes close Our breathing falls into a rhythm Our hands embrace each other While my arms pull us in tighter Your arms are pushing me away I am fucked I have nothing because of you I've given it all to you The bastards That breed the bastards That raise the bastards That neglect the bastards Even when I tried to become something I was let down - you let me down Whether it was gently or not You affected me to a certain degree Why do I beg for acceptance in wolves Why do I look for answers in fools I guess they will have to do
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 25, 2025
We are dead The dead are born They don't die The worlds are switched around in our eyes We are dead When we think that we are living How about we show them the real The fucked up ideals neglected through time I do not live to learn anymore I make mistakes to create reactions I live for that, so what Seeing you get off on my errors The nails being the works - so essential and straight to the point The frame being you - too weak and unsound to stand-alone We are dead And that is the honest truth How about we give them the real The fucked up ideals ruined through time We have no reason to continue Rather funny when you think it through When you really break it down Reactions Reaction
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
Only when I speak to myself Is when the real Substantial conversations Flow together Words travel gently off my tongue I leave myself speechless Thoughts die horribly in my mind I retreat to nowhere To understand, I destroy myself These scars are here to stay Understand the rules Understand You could have taught me a lesson In believing these lies You would have tortured me longer Just to watch me die Silence is a friendly Handshake from an old friend Someone I confide in When I need a hand Silence Doesn't exist like it used too Silence
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
You are worthless and especially ignorant to human life Words - gestures Everything I feel towards your existence Coexists with the hatred I have for mankind Common consideration cannot coincide with you and me You talk to offend And you laugh to belittle It seems like You have grown into Such a beautiful asshole Life, a headache That is keeping me from Belonging to society What does it matter You came at me, not to me It's my choice It's my decision to crave this feeling now It has been beaten down on me for years Reality is not pretty at all A glimmer of sunshine can still exist Even when your grey clouds are moving in Disappointment Is a part of my life It is the honest And nasty way Of being let down
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 25, 2025
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