Abandoned by Light
Album • 2013
This track is instrumental.
The soul in the darkness awoken Calling out for the self destruction to begin Crying out for you to kill yourself To end the perpetual misery That like the air and black sky Is always their in your life Live, hate, die, repeat, the existence That you have created is not one at all So end it now, and return to the realm of feeling When life is a struggle for happiness Is it truly one at all? Or is it a prologned exposure to suffering That you cling to for the familiar pain For the comfort of routine in the day When all other joys are taken from you You still have your self loathing Live, hate, die, repeat once more It's no way to live, so kill yourself now Live, hate, die, repeat Perpetual misery guiding you through hell Live, hate, die, repeat Endless torment in a husk of life Live, hate, die, repeat Suicide to escape, suicide to die Live, hate, die, repeat Live, hate, die, repeat Some fucking life
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 25, 2025
The world is dying around me Everywhere there are graves Of those who never deserved life anyway Violent cries arise everywhere of Those who cling to their existence Afraid of what lies beyond the veil of this reality Where they will be judged on the failures that were Their miserable lives A blackened sky appears Heralding the coming of a dark era Where all the wounds that time and skin buried and hid Will come to the surface Thick, red testimonies to the misery received As mine soul blackens, dies and breaks free I scream to the heavens that I never followed That my life will soon be over and I buried As this shitty world dies around me I watch the blood drain from my body and Begin to pool around me A reservoir of pain leaving my body Through a score of paper thin wounds Self inflicted, a way to end this world And bring forth the dominion of sadness That will preside over my corpse Till I become one with the earth And the darkness becomes eternal
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 25, 2025
Eyes grow dim Being drifting away Wasted years before my eyes A, cold deathly feeling settles in Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral Where did my life go? years slip by like water Through old and rotted hands I cry for the lost, but it won't return Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral World grows dim again Cold settles on my heart This time it is here forever As I leave this world, I do so alone I have gone, the pain is over I am now, frost at my funeral There is frost at my funeral But no-one to see
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
Mind torn open Soul exposed Heart ripped asunder Misery inside out This is the life I know live alone One of desolation Please kill me now Wrists slashed apart A sign of sadness My being is dead Soon I shall be too Tortured by depression Broken and beaten into The shape of suicide Please kill me now Abandoned Left alone to die Skin burnt and torn A husk of existence Hollow for so long Suicide is an answer To the unspoken prayer Please kill me now
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 25, 2025
I'm cutting myself again Trying to take this pain away Trying to drown it all, in the wave I'm hurting so much, hurting for you This love is taking my life away Why did you go? This obsessive love is breaking me So i'm cutting again, cutting for you I'm taking drugs again Trying to numb myself to the pain Trying to break myself, all at once I'm dying again, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is painful So i'm taking drugs again, just for you Burning, searing pain, this feeling Why did you have to go? And leave me I love you, do you now know? This pain inside my soul, it's all for you The scars that dot my body, a sea of testimonies to your divinity This is killing me though This love that hurts me so This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i'll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end I'm starving myself again Trying to mutilate myself, for you Trying to bruise the soul beneath, for you I'm wasting away, dying for you Why did you go? My obsessive love for you is ruining me So i'm starving myself again, just for you This obsessive love is ending me This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out This obsessive love is ending me So i'll get it over and done Before the feelings all stop and I Become a hollow shell, so very numb This love that hurts will end
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 25, 2025
Life is a string of wounds Holding together that which was never meant to be Keeping the sufferings intact So that we may relive them, when all is dark And we are at our most miserable When the wrist is at its most bloodied A diary of scars, showing what we really are What the f*ck is wrong with me? Inside my soul is a dark and growing pain Sprouting out its decaying wings Covered in scabs, cuts and bloodied lines And on these rotted wings, suicide took flight Wounding me from the inside out Dragging me down into my misery well Life is a string of wounds And we are nothing in ourselves Bleed the soul, to remove the soiling of life The stain created by continued existence The blade is a vessel, leading to some pleasures Numb yourself, go somewhere life cannot hurt you You have suffered enough, time to sleep Where the sadness cannot find you Life is a string of wounds Time to cut the cordf And drift into the comfort of oblivion
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025
Gazing sadly through December rain Seeing my life reflected in the harsh elements Torn away, blown away and reformed once more To suffer again Once in it I saw beauty, beauty in the shimmer Now I only see death, death of the Summer That day when hope became eclipsed by death Nostalgia for the past, days spent in light and warmth Before they became blurred with night And darkness was my illumination into depression Remembering the days when I loved and laughed Before frost settled in my heart and my soul was blackened And the sink was stained and the razor bloodied Where mirrors were uncracked and skin unblemished Before life was stained with the shit of others And humanity wasn't so f*cking dull and worthless Rising up to kill the beast that looms above Taste the pain of a thousand different cuts The beast that is the promise of tomorrow The one that took my hope for a future recovery And replaced it with the shadow of sadness The thought placed within my mind to kill yourself Please kill yourself and end the reign of misery That cruelly broke your spirit with iron heels And eclipsed your hope with a sweet promise of death A noose, a knife, a socket, a gun All tools on that cold December eve When the rain reflected my multitude of pains Why did you allow yourself to live this long? Under the dark blanket of melancholy That has lingered so long in my bleakest soul When I could have ended the pain long ago So tonight, on this stormy night, when the rain lays I shall kill myself, and find peace at last Tonight, death will complete its eclipse of hope And hope will lay down and die, but it will be glad
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025
I hate you I hate you all I hate myself I hate this bloody life Please kill me now Lest I learn to love again And forget the reason that I began To detest you all I hate you I hate this world I hate humanity I will crush you all I will show you your faults I will bring you all to your bloody Knees before I die
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 25, 2025
Nostalgia And once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I'm becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories You've broken us, piece by piece The score of my soundtrack is written by blood Music of suicide written in red I did it myself, my wrists are also opened And like my tears, it's cascading Everything has been lost behind us On my kness, hands on my face The sun is appearing into the spring morning Where I'm lying there's just nothing than my dust Now you don't care about him You live on the other side of feelings But our February snow is now covering my lifeless body
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 25, 2025
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