Abhorrent Postmortal Vicissity

Awaken to this dismay This is your serinity now An ill-chosen fate You've peeled your face away Wishing to remember What it looked like No longer recognizing Forever agonizing Repetitive infectious disease Such a cruel attachement Pain is all you will know Hammered down You kill yourself again It has taken your soul once more Incisions, scars and scabs Nostalgic recollections Of a life once dead How impartial Adoring relics of the damned Addictive pain Feeding on infected flesh Your personal tragedy Relived each day Made disposable Forshadowing the same results You've shattered the mirror Bleeding you pieced it together But it's not the same Then again, it never is Can you reach again Will your perspective change And see the New Dawn Fountains of life Drained from thy flesh All can drink Those who crave Despair forsaken Concieved once more In the wake from ridden tombs

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025

Staring at these ceiling tiles “Oh God make it stop” This syringe a foreign affliction Machines of detection Repeating observations Mind prison, life ridden Where is my comfort found? Grave bound in pale worship An end stapled in sight But time revealed, through trials healed The glory of Your saving light Misery calling false fate Awakened in deception Watching it all fall apart Fixed on this condition I’m giving up, I gave it up Where is my comfort found? Grave bound in pale worship An end stapled in sight But time revealed, through trials healed The glory of your saving light There's no escape from myself Within this hell I have made Assumptions and conclusions Led to atrocious awakenings Misery calling false fate Awakened in deception Watching it all fall apart Fixed on this condition I’m giving up, I gave it up Where is my comfort found?

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025

Blessings in ruin All I do is count Only to find myself in shards of disgust The sorrow cannot cut any deeper The wounds could not heal any slower Self inflicted or cursed from above Questions cannot answer themselves The meaning in patience Am I willing to seek These perceptions Twisted into a false reality To be attached is to be Anxiously torn apart A part of me is forgotten As my trust quickly erodes Into the comfort Of silence once more Feeble words fall from my lips Reflections of my Savior Covered in the dust Of my tribulation How far must I reach To be in Your arms again A pain unending, manifested inside Serenity, this cold darkness Time wastes away Burying another part of me Infectiously buried beneath In shallow darkness, I hear Your voice Beyond the dirt, "No son forgotten" How I wait for seas to calm, stability Can I wait for You to come, humility

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

Relentless, the fury wages on Content to bring forth your demise I will watch you suffer Beneath the weight of my heel Before my throne, the weak shall kneel Timid you are, lost in all the pity So helpless, Pinned down You will not escape my force Where shall you run Mentally deranged All shelter lost Only misery Falling further down The truth cannot be seen Dissecting everything you are I will expose the beast beneath Wasted tears, a hollow soul Your hate will be my triumph Your loss will be my victory Stripped from your hands Can't you see, my presence unending Inseparable from birth Your disease, your rage Forbidden by my grasp The truth you shall not see Feeble faith and numbered days Determined, your death in vain Contamination of yourself Embedded deep inside I am your reflection The wretched voice within The opposition of yourself Falling further down You will never see The day our faces meet

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025

Infecting the beauty Distorting the image A hollow vessel remains My hands harvest destruction While the heart longs for release Memories resurrect Exposing my filth Cannot escape How much of me holds value Does the heart birth any flame Feeling like a curse Rooted within As my humanity fades away Grant me release To conceal this infection The infliction upon myself To bring forth the change My heart desires Showing what I am worth Will you give me the knife To cut this part away Soulless I have become Entertaining demons of my own The pinnacle of my faith Residing in my maker's hands Can I trust You unto completion To finish the work within me My hands harvest destruction While the heart longs for release Memories resurrect Exposing my filth Cannot escape How much of me holds value Does the heart birth any flame Feeling like a curse Rooted within As my humanity fades away Grant me release To conceal this infection

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025