Hostile

Silence is the key to keep my will under control Kept til the moment I can’t withstand it anymore Once you told me there’s a single way to escape it all Consequence is lacking. There’s no thinking anymore Silence is the key to erode your ego and alibi Hopes and wishes set aflame. There’s nothing to deny Thought you were in heaven but you were living in hell The dawn of your return grants me paralyzed consciousness Striving for perfection and hiding when it comes Seeing its reflection and the fire it becomes My hunger not satiated. I must leave you behind None to blame. Finger deep within the borderline Twelve o’clock depression boredom turns to drowsiness I drink another glass of red. I can’t do anything else there’ s some kind of something going on. I feel it in the air My doubtful trembling thoughts turns to embraced senseless despair I have become insensitive. Hard times just don’t go away My fire, it knew no pain. yet is it dead? Though I remain I took the shame, I’m one with hurt, I piss on your lies I’m heading for the border. Alone I can’t fear to die Silence is the key to keep my will under control Kept til the moment I can’t withstand it anymore Once you told me there’s a single way to escape it all Consequence is lacking. There’s no thinking anymore Silence is the key to erode your ego and alibi Hopes and wishes set aflame. There’s nothing to deny Thought you were in heaven but you were living in hell The dawn of your return grants me paralyzed consciousness Striving for perfection and hiding when it comes Seeing its reflection and the fire it becomes My hunger not satiated. I must leave you behind None to blame. Finger deep within the borderline

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

Scared of not knowing, of knowing too much Scared of being a joke, of being able to trust Scared of feeling the fool, scared of what I just smoked Scared of losing a sibling, of losing a friend Hurt Pain Love it Proper use of myself Scared of showing emotion, of showing weakness Scared of being a father, of the consequence Scared of being too happy, scared of always being sad Scared of being threatened, scared of being hit Scared of being a memory, scared of being forgotten Scared of nobody being there when I finally die Scared of nobody caring, scared of facing god Proud to be fuel for the losers’ fire Hurt Pain Love it Proper use of myself

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

I forgot how to breathe I feed myself while my sadic mind dreams up a world where I’m alone where nightmares fade away, slowly Disappointment hones to an edge waiting for the nod to slice to the bone without respite Can’t you hear me? Do it, save myself I crave Horizon ignited holes in the clouds by twos I’m everything that you claim to be Can’t you hear me? Do it, save myself I crave Can’t you hear me? Do it, save myself I prey As above so below I come spinning out of the nothingness there is no reason why I should dread the ghost hidden inside me inside my body Can’t you hear me? Do it, save myself I crave Try to catch me I just blame myself Hide me

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025

While your god was sleeping, mine was having fun Nothing changes behavior like pain everybody turns their back on us faces dimmed by memory still heard and madness may be here and the sounds are gone And it hangs around, the way Everybody wants to jump in with their sympathy and they pretend to built walls of concrete until they see the reality They became a consumer of the needs they create everyday Will they die before they wake up and perish by the coming day? While your god was sleeping, mine was having fun Nothing changes behavior like pain everybody turns their back on us faces dimmed by memory still heard and madness may be here and the sounds are gone Down the senseless pit of despair their direction is out of control they demand to swim in dried up lake in a collection of impurities up is down, left could be right There is no moon or sun to shine bright Just clouds, which seem to orbit this place In a beautiful blue they keep their little race While your god was sleeping mine was having fun Nothing changes behavior like pain everybody turns their back on us faces dimmed by memory still heard and madness may be here and the sounds are gone

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

The world as we know it, will come to an end Just stay, enjoy the show, worship the big bang This marks the sad last day of our dna I don’t want to miss all the great fun when it finally blows I’m standing at the highest point of the hill I wish all of you could see this on TV look at these young men trying to eat a big fish like arctic animals they burrow through the wreckage and their memories the end of a world no lights from the satellite Soon they’ll see us from a million miles away the end of a world a swirl of eerie lights millions of them they move like cosmic firef lies First the lights will go out in Vegas, London, then Rome Riot police is trying to control the unruly crowd How much quicker can you escape what you fear? bodies encircle a fire pit they resemble the rays of the sun the end of a world no lights from the satellite Soon they’ll see us from a million miles away the end of a world a swirl of eerie lights millions of them they move like cosmic fireflies

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

I’m seeing purple, seeing various greens fuzzy channels on my TV screen Electrified colours ‘round my head it’s a rainbow, I’m already dead Now I am home, I sure as hell know what to do I’ll sleep it all off, pass out in bed I’ve licked the dirty needle graced with pain my feelings slowly washing down the drain Electrified colours all over my skin Forever living in a trance of sin Now I’m alone, a voice is telling me right from wrong tonight the devil is the only one singing the song I see magic way up in the sky I tell myself that the voice was a lie Pins rushing through my body, thoughts of insane deception slither in my brain I’m seeing purple, seeing various greens fuzzy channels on my TV screen Electrified colours ‘round my head it’s a rainbow I’m already dead

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

Colors fading around us, where do we go? Steadily walking ‘til we find the shadow an endless nothing. such a long way from home The sun sits high. Death walks behind Crawling on the sand like turtles. are we dying? Plodding past bleached out skulls of the ones who came before me Nobody knows where we are. Nobody cries when we die discouraged ones our pulse is racing again, slowly... Where are we now? Slowly up the sand mountain we go we’ll sleep beneath the eagles nest The scorpion raises his head eying me the merciless sun shines with unbearable beams Supplicate the sky for a drop of water Shade is our immaculate ecstasy. We die free. Nobody knows where we are. Nobody cries when we die discouraged ones our pulse is racing again, slowly... Where are we now?

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Sleep my sweet friend, red lights have all gone grey The deafening noise turns into calm, so profound Sleep... Don’t lay too close to the edge of the bed Or little grey wolf will come and grab you by the flank Take your guitar, show me what you wrote last night Naive and confessional verses that cut like a knife Show me the way to be proud, to be careless and cold Teach me how to transform all the filth into gold Lay down and sleep my brother I feel that urge to run I can’t explain why we lost our minds from the start I shake my head to clear the image of a wraith Hours watching the wall, bested by my anxiety What I learned I rejected. I won’t believe again Dismay inside Sense of smother and now I bet you got me wrong

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Knocking, knocking, who is there? Waiting, waiting, O how fair! ‘Tis a Pilgrim, strange and kingly Never such was seen before Knocking, knocking, still He’s there Waiting, waiting, wondrous fair But the door is hard to open For the weeds and Ivy vine Into the last good fight I’ll never know I live and die on this day Save me! you motherfucker absentee! Either kill me or take me as I am because I’ll be damned if I ever change There’s no god, nature sufficeth unto herself Knocking, knocking, who is there? Waiting, waiting, O how fair! ‘Tis a Pilgrim, strange and kingly Never such was seen before Knocking, knocking, still he’s there Waiting, waiting, wondrous fair But the door is hard to open For the weeds and Ivy vine

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025

Your mind is playin’ tricks on you That’s cold beneath your feet Burn the infected wounds and all the crap left incomplete Wear the abnegation erase the pictures in your mind Claim the cult of hesitation leave the pieces left behind Fear and panic feel so sweet you’ve been used with deceit it’s time for you to haunt the dreams of those who stole your breath Still the thought of happiness haunts you like a ghost One day it will catch you and give you the skill to breathe You cry and pray the best you can while going down on your knees Choking down your voices as you hit the wall of concrete Still the thought of happiness haunts you like a ghost One day it will catch you and give you the skill to breathe ...but not now...

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

How’s it feel? When everything is not as you hoped They did everything to leave me behind I always felt anxious whenever I spoke to someone I can’t reveal what happened that night Feeling like everything I do is wrong, they said they forced me to unlearn what is right Mama taught me never to give unsolicited advice yeah it’s harsh, but it makes sense How’s it feel? When they destroy everything I’ve built Instead of pulling me up they let me fall They treat me as if I was invisible They leave me there and turn off the light Harsh and educational Sweet revengeful act Vengeance Harsh and educational Suffering is where I come from I used to plant flowers along your spine Now I take them back and I wish you pain

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025

Come alive on the driver’s side spread your legs. Cleanse me smiles elude psychotic eyes Let me do me. Enslave me Bruise me. Make me feel alive ride the snake. Abuse me The more you fuck the more you need Make me cum. Amaze me so I may grow in you let me penetrate the sky Solve et coagula take it ‘til it breaks your spine time to use your tongue upon my flesh taste the salts of my skin to thee sickly sweets from within Let me cum. Disgrace me So I may grow in you Let me penetrate the sky Solve et Coagula take it ‘til it breaks your spine

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

Clues everywhere Our world. A magical smoke screen No matter how far down the scale we’ve gone Coming down. Wrong side What lies beyond the unknown? your aura led me away from my turbulence at night I hear the cries Swollen eyes start to bleed Despite my weird youth the owl fades away from me to serve the lord I go down on my knees the black owl sings As the night wind blows the magical rustling that brings on the dark dream Balance is the key a magical smoke screen an evil man has a way no matter how clever to the trained eye his way will show itself Is there a reason for a death mask?

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025