After Forever
Single • 2004
Composição: Música: S.Gommans / L.v.Gils / F.Jansen / L.v.Gerven / A.Borgman / B.Maas ; Letra: F.Jansen Come enter, here's my world Closed off from pain and cold Come enter, come inside A secret place of light 'Cause in this world I'm rid of you You can't get through So here I am, and I'm beautiful And all my friends would say the same So here I am, and you cannot deny That I am someone you'd embrace I am the queen, I'm pure and loved By everyone Come enter, here's my code Through the world wide wire you'll know me The queen of her own world My story, meet my life So now you see, there is another me Not someone insecure and strange My father's will in here, it doesn't mean a thing And I don't fear his violent rage I am the queen, you know I'm loved By everyone Come enter, here's my code Through the world wide wire you'll know me The queen of her own world Stop dreaming, and wake up Your silly world is not what's real This world of fake friends and computers Digital deceit This cyber wall (this cyber wall) Is built to break out or hold The choice is yours (the choice is yours) Will you dream or see what's real Oh... no, no more Just let me be alone with myself These conflicting thoughts increase my doubts I am the queen, I must be loved This so-called 'wall' is there to protect A life controlled by keys Closed off from pain and cold
Submitted by Warbringer — Nov 07, 2025
(Verse) What do they see when they look at me Who are they to judge me if they never spoke with me never looked without laughing, never tried to see, see me I can't believe that it is only me, the person to hate, the only left out. I can't believe how they can be so mean; if they could feel the brutal stings of their words and the bitter cold when they laugh once more I'm Running, running away I must hide Can't take it anymore A fight, to free me from an endless struggle with life Running, tell me how far should I go if they're all the same This fight, I am fighting my way through (Verse) I don't really want to be like them, the way they behave. the way that the live I don't really need someone, no people like that But someone in a world with warmth and respect. A world without the feeling I must be Running, running away I must hide Can't take it anymore A fight, to free me from an endless struggle with life Running, tell me how far should I go if they're all the same This fight, I am fighting my way through
Submitted by Finntroll — Nov 07, 2025
Music: S.Gommans / L.v.Gils / F.Jansen / L.v.Gerven / A.Borgman / B.Maas ; Lyrics: F.Jansen Hello father, hello mother There is so much I don't get Please don't be mad at me I will try harder I'll really do the best I can That's not enough You're the cause of my domestic captivity And I will close my eyes And fantasize of a world that's not so cold That's how it will be, suffer the causes Of my personal misery. I've sacrificed My beauty, my freedom, my dreams The independent me Hello father, hello mother Don't blame me for things I didn't do Yes, I will go now, and I'll be silent Please stop your screaming, and love me! That's all you can see Speak of love while You've ruined what's meant to be And then I'll close my eyes To fantasize of a world Where I can be free And free to be Sinner or righteous, the line is so thin Can you condemn it? Can you be the one to judge it all, or accuse Yourself if the sentence is your life Hello father, hello mother Forgive me for standing in your way I just wanted someone Who'd hold me and listen Are these illusions, are they Only fantasies? Imagine how my life would have been I would still have My beauty, my freedom, my dreams The independent me Our course in life is a path we must take Alone no one can choose what to do, only you So the sins we commit are the struggles within There's no judge to decide what is right What is wrong Tell me, can you live in freedom Knowing that your choice hurt someone? Once, we had a life, and now we have you The saviour of love is a catastrophe I'll leave you both If I must give up my dreams My chances aren't here with you I won't be chained because of this The sins of all, the sinner in me I follow my dreams, you call it blasphemy If my ideals are sins To me, they are the strength within Then I shall stay a sinner! I can be free,and free to be Sinner or righteous, the line is so thin Can you condemn it? Can you be the one to judge it all Or accuse yourself, if the sentence is your life
Submitted by NecroLord — Nov 07, 2025
Música: S.Gommans / L.v.Gils / F.Jansen / L.v.Gerven / A.Borgman / B.Maas ; Letra: F.Jansen Everything keeps getting worse The terror at home, the dread at school I mustn't count on much support I'm still locked out, it's up to me How to face the teasing and the pain Hate, one thing we have in common Play your game Beat me, hurt me A physical release for mental pain Don't make me explode in your way This is a chain of torture A line of pain No other way to show how you feel This is the rebel in her, the torment from him The absence of help, the mothers care Rage, it burns all around us Blind pain So abuse is only weakness It feels more like a cry of distress An act of incapacity Feel the threat Feel the oppressed ambience Of having no place to go No one who'll take care of my salvation This is a chain of torture A line of pain No other way to show how you feel This is the rebel in her, the torment from him The absence of help, the mother's care Here comes the finel episode of terror and pain Abuse and hope Here comes the fight between us all A fight between a love long gone I'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain (Mother) Now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us! It's never been worse! You gotta work, work work, come back without even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours! You only think about yourself. (Father) I only think about myself, it's me again? You self-centered bitch! You're the one complaining all the time, but when that kid freaks out, who's supposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it's not my child! Wasn't it ours, our little 'saviour' of a love we never had? A fucking... (Mother) Yeah, there is no 'us' anymore, darling! Ever since she was born and I was left at your apparment raising her, I think about all I ever dreamed of because of 'our' decisions! We both should have made compromises, but the only one who did was me! (Father) Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully sorry for yourself; why don't you take a look at my side of the story for once? (Mother) Ah, yeah sure, 'your side'... well, excuse the fuck out of me for being in your way! A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you've ever dreamed of, and all the while I'm getting old and ugly, right? You must really long for somebody young and fresh, or if this means already... (Father) Enough!! Don't you dare accuse me of being unfaithful! That's how you ruined my loyalty; I can't believe I once fell in love with a... (Mother) Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither can I! And loyal? I dind't know you're familiar with that word! (Father) There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll never understand! We've lost contact, baby. (Mother) Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn't seem to bother you. Why don't you just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little island of yours and don't forget to drown on your way to a better life!! (Father) Maybe I will, maybe I will! I'd rather drown than be locked up with such a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I can't believe we're still holding a conversation about something so stupid!! (Mother) Fine, go! Just GO!! Drown! I hope it'll be slow and painful! (Father) Shut your fucking mouth! (Mother) Asshole... Asshole!
Submitted by Finntroll — Nov 07, 2025
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