Emotionless Mass

I fucking fell in a hole Filled with deceit, of who I was Lead astray on a path of knives It poisoned my mind what was planted inside Blank slate of emotionless mass There is no love behind these eyes I try to run but I always end up in the rain Defected experience I am exiled again Now it's all over as it all began All over now Endure the punishment Worthless I speak in my sleep Endure the punishmеnt Still, I show no movement As the pattеrns of life flourish around me I remain subdued below in the shackles I've created Blank slate of emotionless mass There is no love behind these eyes I try to run but I always end up in the rain Defected experience I am exiled again Endless life after death Persecuted for all time Conditioned in pain and the sweat of this evil Serpents entwined in a pit or raging embers Open thy veins and drink the secretion Condemned to dejection and evelasting solitude I will never be able to change the way I feel Imprinted on the back of my skull Inscribed with rusted steel Self-inflicted I'm left behind with no remorse Looked down upon In each hour of existence Spiraling into a void of burning bones And staring eyes I used to believe but they were all in disguise Blank slate of emotionless mass There is no love behind these eyes I try to run but I always end up in the rain Defected experience I am exiled again Endure the punishment over and over A bloodied brick of a man that I am Rotting skull filled with hate and regret Bowing down to repay my fucking debt I feel unworthy and ashamed to go on Deep inside I just wait for the dark Foolishly believe there could be a way out Drained of all my feelings, I feel the pain throughout

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 08, 2026

Where do I go from here? The bleakness of my mind is the only view I have Utter suffering and despair deeply hidden inside these walls Staring back with nothing more than a simple glimpse of hatred Isolation the only life I know I have feelings I'm afraid to show Walk the earth and pillage all life Bones ache with sadness embedded in my very flesh Red illusion and nowhere to go Unable to empty as this end unravеls I am I am alone in this unrelenting world Unablе to forgive myself for what I have done Every night I lay awake in disappointment at the man that I have become Liquid hell drips down your throat You will be feeling nothing more Bound by chains, my bones of the burning flame Subjected to pain no one sees Fused skin charred upon the throne of agony Drained of life, I cannot bleed Ice cold veins, I rip out my fucking throat Abandoned in a sea of empty Slowly mutating into what I hate I'm crowned with dirt in a piss-covered world Yo motherfuckers, this is Vulvodynia, And Hell Followed With 2021 No mercy, no prisoners, take this shit to the fucking streets Impaled, my eyes crying blood for this I'm coming undone, the poison spews from me Injecting aversion in everything that I see A well of skin scathed slaves I shall worship Look down upon me and send me to Hell The walls staring back with disappointment Speaking in tongues my mentality absorbs Nothing left untouched by this ominous kingdom Solitude, I am the price Virulent scorn fractionated in birth Coursing through the rivers and veins of my mortal sin Light illuminates once more, in finality My soul wilted and pooled in a puddle of dirt and blood Drying in an instant as I prove I'm not human Delicate bones fracture in weight of this buried corruption I am alone in this unrelenting world Unable to forgive myself for what I have done Every night I lay awake in disappointment at the man that I have become

Submitted by Finntroll — Nov 11, 2025