Cold

I find myself in places that I’ve never been before Tried to beat the weakness but I’m not even close The sands of time are falling and it’s hard to get this far Left behind in chaos I keep going the best I can Cold, the weight of the world seems so strong My eyes staring soulless as I feel myself unsafe The menace of the watcher a persistent race to hell (To… be…) Told the unforsaken sins to the mirror in the wall But the pain implicit is constant, it feels like heavy chains Cold, my heart that weighs like a stone I can sometimes fall away from me And I can other times hide and disappear… from me I’ve lost the immortal part of me in a vain attempt to heal The tears that carve my face in scars tell what I was meant to be (Meant… to …) Be someone I am not, someone I have always been Duality of existence as unique and useless creed Cold, the weight of the world seems so strong (so strong…) I can sometimes fall away from me And I can other times hide and disappear ‘Cause I can sometimes turn away from me And I can love and hate myself and run away… from me Bleeding dreams of self-affliction Living in an endless hole where I fall away from me In the darkest hour I can see the light When the world around me fades from sight Sanity, ignore the screams of agony from the other side Reality, so artificial that it feels so wrong and makes me drown in tears I can sometimes fall away from me And I can other times hide and disappear ‘Cause I can sometimes turn away from me And I can love and hate myself and run away… from me Far away!

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Nov 09, 2025