Where Are You Now

I have got used to all... To feelings that were at me, To emotions which were gone In a haze and oblivion In me emptiness And grief about the lost Waves of my heart... Life's ocean... In it all has drowned, That was my dear to heart... The childhood... Such kind... I've not forgotten it... Has not forgotten, as loved, was afraid As life enjoyed... And has not see, how it began to drown To disappear... Madness...

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025

I thought that I live... I saw light, a shade, hatred, love. I felt it Was live, and thought that really. Everything that was close to me - It already is not present. Life has disappeared, was gone. I've understood that I still had only death, My death, and I its carrier. The mistress of soul. Thoughts. I damn that hour that was my birth, That hour which has given birth to my death.

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

In me there was a life, As if wood, trees of feelings... Emotions... It was dense, fresh, pure... The sun heated it, shined... Has burnt down... I have not forgotten it, I remember. I remember, how loved this wood, As breathed... Everything that was in this wood Slowly dies, does not breathe. All weight of grief has broken trees, Feelings, disappear... Listening to dying voices, I leave together with them, In emptiness, in darkness... In silence...

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025

I look at you from ... And I see oblivion, emptiness... What with you became? Where you now? I cannot leave you such... Where the real you? Where you now? You loved life which has betrayed you. It has made of you a shade. Shade you. You were full of feelings, Different, bright. They are not present. Where they now? All real, now only a dream, Nightmare, suffering. You siluet has disappeared, was gone... I know, where you now...

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

Throne of grief ... sadness of dawn Kingdom of darkness ... Oceans of forgotten hopes Lonely voices sing the sad songs. where is that kingdom? where is my home... This place, where the rivers flow from blood and tears This place, where the moon shines more brightly than sun This place, where dark night is longer than day This place so far away This place, where the black birds never sing This place, where the pleasure brings sufferings This place, where pours an eternal rain This place of an eternal pain Fields of black flowers ... Rich fog above the river Kingdom of darkness ... One believer Millions voices whisper my name Where this kingdom? Where is same? This place, where the silent shadows never die This place, where the lonely people never cry This place, where are not afraid to be alone This place always will be unknown This place, where the spirits dance This place, where the phantoms make the perfect graceful ritual Dedication in a kingdom where at last believers find long-awaited freedom Throne of grief ... sadness of dawn Kingdom of darkness ... Oceans of forgotten hopes Lonely voices sing the sad songs. where is that kingdom? where is my home... Fields of black flowers ... Rich fog above the river Kingdom of darkness ... One believer Millions voices whisper my name Where this kingdom? Where is same?

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

You were a child Crawling on your knees toward him Making momma so proud But your voice is too loud We like to watch you laughing Picking insects off of plants No time to think of consequences Control yourself Take only what you need from it A family of trees wanting to be haunted The water is warm But it's sending me shivers A baby is born Crying out for attention Memories fade Like looking through a fogged mirror Decisions too Decisions are made Decisions are made and not bought But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot I guess not

Submitted by Immortal — Nov 13, 2025