My Longest Way Home

Wake up, wake up Wake up when the dark hits the ground I'm searching for something That can never be found, no My blood is boiling and the sweat is running cold Wake up when blue turns to black A pale face in the mirror Cruel thoughts in my head My body is burning, all the silence is much too loud So fucking wasted I feel so fucked up, it feels so good Don't need no second chance, no need for excuse Oh my god what have I done I have gone way too far Blood covers the floor (Spill the blood) You cover my skin (Spill the blood) Darkness covers the walls (Spill the blood) Darkness from deep within Look at the world straight through my eyes This ugly place is slowly dying I never felt so alive Before a new day sets this night is mine I love the feeling, to lose all control of myself Every night, every night When the moon is full, up in the sky I'm like an animal, driven by the hunger for life A human beast Everyone dies Everything dies tonight Sleeping on a bed of nails, walking on broken glass A thousand needles in my skin, I couldn't care less Suffer in ecstasy, I cut a smile into my face This is the life I wanna live, cause I'm not dead yet Cause I'm not dead yet Don't need no second chance, no need for excuse I take back what's mine tonight, nothing to lose Look at the world straight through my eyes This ugly place is slowly dying I never felt so alive Before a new day sets this night is mine Blood covers the floor You cover my skin Darkness covers the walls Darkness from deep within Don't fuck with me Better get out of my way, better get out of my sight Better get out of my way, better get out of my sight Better get out of my way, better get out of my sight Better get out of my way, better get out of my sight I burn this fucking city down I burn this fucking city down, tonight Don't fuck with us

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

Fuck Congratulation, you finally made it There's nothing good Left inside of me I'm running through your veins Like poison in your blood Every single word I whisper Slits you like a thousand cuts Read between these lines, it has only just begun You are so full of shit, we are so fucking done We are so fucking done right now Dead and gone I've tried to be a better man, I'm not The first cut is always the deepest I don't know the answer, but I know the truth Inside, everything torn to pieces I've waited for this moment so long It's burning from inside This all makes no sense to you How could you be so blind I've tried to be a better man But right now I'm not Swallow all your lies and keep your fucking mouth shut Don't waste my motherfucking time Keep your mouth shut Right now I love to hear you cry I love to see you die Blood is slowly dripping from a knife The only way for me to say goodbye Your blood is slowly dripping from a knife Read between these lines I've tried to be a better man, I'm not The first cut is always the deepest I don't know the answer, but I know the truth Inside, everything torn to pieces I've tried to be a better man, right now I'm not I don't know the answer I am the truth How does it feel to dig your own fucking grave Buried alive It's all said and done Dead and gone

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

This life is constantly on its way down I have learned my lesson well Such a bitter pill for me to swallow Like a fucking disease That corrodes from inside Goddamn this makes me fucking sick I can't take this any longer Goddamn I'm fucking sick Born again at the beginning of the end The beginning of the end With every breath I try to breathe The hole inside me grows With every day I try to live I die a little more Empty hearts Wasted hopes Forgotten dreams Broken bones All the time that I was lost I have learned my lesson well From cradle to grave What have I become What doesn't kill makes me more strong Dying is easy This life is a bitch I open my mind and clench my fist Still unbroken, still alive A one man army, a one man fight Fight All the time that I was lost I have learned my lesson well From cradle to grave What have I become What doesn't kill makes me more strong Don't let this life beat you down Stand on your feet or die on the ground Eat the dirt and bite the nail Show me what you're made of, motherfucker! Your time has come now Breathe in, bleed out, no more sick and tired Breathe in, bleed out, now I'm spitting fire

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

We push you to the limit again Can you feel the shockwave Come take the first punch We are bad to the bone, my friend Troublemaker, we just can't get enough The ground is shaking under your feet Walls are falling, we're tearing it down Bang your head and pump your fists Grab your friends and freak out to the sound With the noise of a million throats We scream it out loud We are the thundering voice of the voiceless With the brute force of a sledge hammer that hits Right into your guts And what's left behind in the shattered glass Is blood, sweat and tears This song is our anthem Hold your fists up high The soil is bursting Fire is burning in the sky This song is our anthem Hold your drinks up high We stand together as one Until we die Nobody moves, then nobody gets hurt Better wishing the best, but expecting the worst Do this again till the break of dawn Fill your glasses up Pour the killfort down We are troublemaker We are bad to the bone This life means pain and it's a long hard road to walk Every minute is a lifetime Our time is much to short Building castles out of ruins, with the back against the wall Giving up was never an option This life means pain and it's a long hard road to walk Every minute is a lifetime And our time is much too short Building castles out of these ruins, my back against the wall Giving up was never an option Nothing can hold us down Hold us down

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

The weight of the world lays on my shoulders I carry it as long as I exist The strain of life is pushing me forward And I will never let it go The weight of the world lays on my shoulders I carry it as long as I exist The strain of life is pushing me forward And I will never let it go Wind blows through sails on heavy seas Holding with both hands tight the helm Even surrendering won't ease the pain Looking ahead and never go back again There is a fire burning deep inside It's my redemption and I decide Count my blessings, touch my face I close my eyes in these times of grace In time the sun's gonna shine on me My longest way home The hardest path of destiny Destiny! The weight of the world lays on my shoulders I carry it as long as I exist The weight of the world lays on my shoulders I carry it as long as I exist The strain of life is pushing me forward And I will never let it go The weight of the world lays on my shoulders I carry it as long as I exist The strain of life is pushing me forward And I will never let it go I'm searching for freedom, all I found were chains I'm looking for love, but all I found was hate To find it cost me everything I had And to get it takes everything I am This moment is all that matters Weigh the anchor in the eye of the storm Home is where the heart is

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

Kiss your fucking ass goodbye I won't let this happen Stay the fuck away I won't let it go Suffer the same fate Wasting away till the end Wake up on the other side A hot bath and a cold razor-blade Like a gunshot straight to my face, it hits me again Tie me a rope, counting the days My eyes full of dust, full of dirt Counting my days, will this be the end Tie me a rope, my mouth full of dust And a smile made of stone in a melting face Finally the monster in me has become alive This monster wears my skin The devil has taken my soul I wanna be honest, I have no choice I have found myself, in my own sweet hell These old wounds won't heal They will hurt forever, bleed forever In my own sweet hell, I've found myself My scars will never heal They will bleed forever, hurt forever Suffer the same fate Wasting away till the end Wake up on the other side A hot bath and a cold razor-blade All what is left behind is worthless now Everything I ever loved is ripped apart Finally the monster in me has become alive This monster wears my skin The devil has taken my soul I wanna be honest In my own sweet hell, I've found myself My scars will never heal They will bleed forever, hurt forever

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

Words are hurting me from deep within You are pushing nails beneath my skin Again I'm tainting my body and soul Abandoned with my heart-shaped piece of coal I don't know how it could get this far Drowning the truth seems to heal my scars You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest It's buried alive, left behind, forced to rest I'm escaping to be dead forever I am so soaked out, it never felt better I cannot imagine to live without being numbed Forgetting my fears and sorrows when I'm drunk Everything is moving in slow motion Hurting myself cause my feelings are frozen I don't know how it could get this far Drowning the truth seems to heal my scars You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest It's buried alive, left behind, forced to rest I'm escaping to be dead forever I am so soaked out, it never felt better You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest This blackened heart will never be a part of me again It's buried alive, left behind, forced to rest You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest It's buried alive, left behind, forced to rest I'm escaping to be dead forever I am so soaked out, it never felt better

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

Have to rise and rise again, come on Till all the lambs become lions To tough and proud to give up Much too strong to lose Compassion is for the dying Choke down all of the dirt and spit out my anger It's not a threat, it's a promise I will make you taste the pain It's not a threat, it's a promise Revolution is my name Bite my fingers down to the bone I will find the way, I know my goal Kick the pedal down to the floor Because what you reap is what you sow What you reap is what you sow Get up off your knees to arise Everyday a new battle to survive You shall not fear death But a life you never start to live Never say die, never say die, again This story begins, as death takes one more soul This story begins, just with a headshot The timebomb is ticking, your mayhem is near The blood is falling down with every single tear What more can you preach, what more If there is smoke there is fire I throw my cards on the table I don't give a fuck Avoid no fight, I am no fucking coward These scars remind me that my past is real You shall not fear death but a life you never start to live Never say die, never say die, again You shall not fear death but a life you never start to live Never say die, never say die, again Surprise Motherfucker One man's meat is another man's poison Better watch your fucking back Never a failure, always a lesson I break your fucking neck

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

No desire No regret No more despair There is no hope left If tomorrow never shows I just want you to know We once were one But now these days are over No desire No regret No more despair There is no hope left If tomorrow never shows I just want you to know I never felt so jaded I never felt so wrong All love has turned to hatred I'm better off all alone Without you sucking me dry I will never forgive you for what you've done to me I will never forget you, just wait and you will see If tomorrow never shows I just want you to know We once were one But now these days are over Don't tell me now, with a smile in your fucking face That you are lost, you are down and out How does it feel That shit you're talking don't mean nothing to me, anymore You will get what you deserve You fucking whore Fuck you No desire No regret No more despair There is no hope left I never felt so jaded I never felt so wrong All love has turned to hatred I'm better off all alone If tomorrow never shows I just want you to know We once were one But now these days are over You don't need to run and hide I will find you anywhere I will never forgive you Until you're dead like me Suffer just like me bitch Your poison words still taste so sweet But these weights tied up around your feet Keep on pulling you down, pulling you down To the ground of the deep black sea No desire No regret No more despair There is no hope left I never felt so jaded I never felt so wrong All love has turned to hatred I'm better off all alone No desire No regret No more despair There is no hope left If tomorrow never shows I just want you to know We once were one But now these days are over

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026

Go The reflection reveals only what we want to see Facing the betrayal of humanity The unhollowed root nurtred by the bursted plague Abstract our attitude to life This is what we've become A self betrayal breed with no remorse Our empty souls are hopelessly possessed This mental possession will lay us to rest Wired and castigated By devils hand on a burial ground It's deep deep down below Deep down below Stillborn we are drifting in incubators Lying in open graves, forevermore The reflection reveals only what we want to see Facing the betrayal of humanity This is what we've become Our empty souls are hopelessly possessed This mental possession will lay us to rest Wired and castigated By devils hand on a burial ground We come We come so alive We come So alive We come We come so alive It creates our human shell to an existence of eternity Once the prey is down A sense of relief flows to us While we await your last breath Doomed from its birth Addled we're obliged to murder Addled we're obliged to murder

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 20, 2026