Aphyxion
Album • 2019
Every lie I make Everything I fake It starts to get true in my head But if I came clean If I broke the routine You would wish we never met Fork tongued I'm sorry that I lost myself Fork tongued For living life in disguise Please pull me out of this river of deceit Without you I am incomplete Fork tongued I'm incomplete Too proud to admit I've reached the bottom again I wish I could reach out for help If I came clean If I broke the routine You would never understand Fork tongued I'm sorry that I lost myself Fork tongued For living life in disguise Please pull me out of this river of deceit Without you I am incomplete Fork tongued I'm incomplete I can't look in your eyes The guilt is killing me Living my life in disguise The guilt is killing me I'm sorry that I lost myself I'm sorry that I lose myself I'm sorry that I lose myself Fork tongued I'm sorry that I lost myself Fork tongued For living life in disguise Please pull me out of this river of deceit Without you I am incomplete Fork tongued I'm incomplete
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025
Sleepwalkers Never speak of the world We dream about life Sleepwalkers Afraid of colors We hide our smiles [Bro:] Pinching my arm, just to let myself know I'm awake Drugged by the world, stunned by the choices we made [Omkvæd:] We're not living life enough to die Barely breathing, barely alive We're not living life enough to die We are the sleepwalkers of our time Stuck in a place between sleep and awake I'm barely breathing, there's nothing left We're not living life enough to die We are the sleepwalkers of our time Sleepwalkers Can't stand alone, Always look to the ground Sleepwalkers Don't dare to be themselves At most someone else [Bro:] Pinching my arm, just to let myself know I'm awake Drugged by the world, stunned by the choices we made [Omkvæd:] We're not living life enough to die Barely breathing, barely alive We're not living life enough to die We are the sleepwalkers of our time Stuck in a place between sleep and awake I'm barely breathing, there's nothing left We're not living life enough to die We are the sleepwalkers of our time This world has derailed my mind I ask myself, what is really worth to save? Clouded thoughts closing in from behind Adding shadows to the walls of the cave We're not living life enough to die, We're not living life enough to die [Omkvæd:] We're not living life enough to die Barely breathing, barely alive We're not living life enough to die We are the sleepwalkers of our time Stuck in a place between sleep and awake We're barely breathing, we have no feeling We're not living life enough to die We are the sleepwalkers of our time
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
It's hard to even think The darkness covering my thoughts My eyes start to blink I'm over-thinking everything 4 AM knows all my secrets Insomniac brain overload Paranoia keeping me sleepless My head is gonna explode [Omkvæd:] Dreams like reflections Of the future I wasn't given Sleepless infection Why can't I just give in My mind works the night shift So tired I can't move a limb My eyes start to blink I'm over-thinking everything 4 AM knows all my secrets Insomniac brain overload Paranoia keeping me sleepless My head is gonna explode [Omkvæd:] Dreams like reflections Of the future I wasn't given Sleepless infection Why can't I just give in These are my restless nights These are my eternal fights A sleepless infection Why can't I just give in Now it's 5 AM, fucking 5 AM The dawn is under the horizon So tired I can't move a limb I'm over-thinking everything… I'm over-thinking everything… I'm over-thinking everything… [Omkvæd:] Dreams like reflections Of the future I wasn't given Sleepless infection Why can't I just give in These are my restless nights These are my eternal fights A sleepless infection Why can't I just give in Restless nights
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
Bright and early, I'm awake again For my daily race, never ending chase Gotta slow down, gotta get a feel I'm slowly starting to self-debase Can't step out of the wheel, although I know There are other ways to meet my craze For too long time, too much on my mind I'm slowly starting to self-debase [Bro:] We all have demons, I choose to feed mine [Omkvæd:] Now I've driven myself to the ground Thought I had the bull by the horns, this is a lesson to me I wear my crown of thorns I thought I had the bull by the horns, the bull by the horns It worked out fine for so many years, On the edge of myself everyday Gotta slow down, gotta get a feel I'm slowly starting to self-debase What have I done? What have I become? Another fucking mule, a slave of income? For too long time, too much on my mind I'm slowly starting to self-debase [Bro:] We all have demons, I chose to feed mine [Omkvæd:] Now I've driven myself to the ground Thought I had the bull by the horns, this is a lesson to me I wear my crown of thorns I thought I had the bull by the horns, the bull by the horns This is a lesson to me, I can't step out of the wheel Got to slow down, I've got to get a feel I wear my crown of thorns I thought I had the bull by the horns, the bull by the horns Oh, we all have demons and we like to feed 'em Yes, we love our demons and we like to feed 'em [Omkvæd:] Now I've driven myself to the ground Thought I had the bull by the horns, this is a lesson to me I wear my crown of thorns I thought I had the bull by the horns, the bull by the horns This is a lesson to me, I can't step out of the wheel Got to slow down, I've got to get a feel I wear my crown of thorns I thought I had the bull by the horns, the bull by the horns
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025
A tear sees its chance In a moment's imbalance My thoughts has bound my words I've looked beyond horizons For happiness, my call Who will catch me when I fall? [Bro:] I want to be indifferent Feel nothing at all [Omkvæd:] 'Cause I got no hope, hearts not listening All my dreams are gone, 'cause I got no faith Can't do this anymore, I know it's my own fault Got no faith no hope in this broken home I just wanna feel so happily apathetic I've spend my whole life Living up to expectations Of this wrecked world I've looked beyond horizons For happiness, my call Who will catch me when I fall? [Bro:] I want to be indifferent Feel nothing at all [Omkvæd:] 'Cause I got no hope, hearts not listening All my dreams are gone, 'cause I got no faith Can't do this anymore, I know it's my own fault Got no faith no hope in this broken home I just wanna feel so happily apathetic Is there any truth in my dreams? Is there any weight in my words? Is there any light in my eyes? Or am I spinning lies? [Bro:] I want to be indifferent Feel nothing at all [Omkvæd:] 'Cause I got no hope, hearts not listening All my dreams are gone, 'cause I got no faith Can't do this anymore, I know it's my own fault Got no faith no hope in this broken home I just wanna feel so happily apathetic
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025
I haven't slept for three days When I close my eyes, nightmares come alive Instead I try to stay awake See if I can make it through another day [Bro:] I keep pushing the thoughts away I'm gonna take one day at a time But my thoughts keep going astray To a place that I cannot hide away [Omkvæd:] I keep looking for a gap of sky I keep looking for reasons to stay alive I wanna live, not hardly survive I keep looking for a gap of sky Sometimes I pinch myself To see if I recall, still feel at all Physical pain, cruel disharmony Trying to make it through another day [Omkvæd:] I keep looking for a gap of sky I keep looking for reasons to stay alive I wanna live, not hardly survive I keep looking for a gap of sky If I could try again Take a different path Stay in the slow lane Maybe I would find a way [Omkvæd:] I keep looking for a gap of sky I keep looking for reasons to stay alive I wanna live, not hardly survive I keep looking for a gap of sky
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
The easy solution to derail my mind To escape from reality The easy solution to leave behind A mind entwined in agony I know it's not the way, I know it's not alright, I can't help myself, I know it's not alright I know there's help out there, I know there's people who care But I can't reach them [Bro:] I can't feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way [Omkvæd:] Sedate myself Escaping from reality Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I am looking straight in the carnival mirror Watch my demons come clearer All is centered around one thing It's drawing me nearer every day I know it's not the way, I know it's not alright This is who I am, I know it's not alright At least that's what I tell myself every day To make the thoughts go away [Bro:] I can't feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way [Omkvæd:] Sedate myself Escaping from reality Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free The days are blurring out, but it's better this way Just one more moment of precious silence To keep from hurting, to keep my thoughts at bay I sedate myself every single fucking day At some point this poison will sting At some point this poison will sting [Omkvæd:] Sedate myself Escaping from reality Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025
Have you met your demons? Have you felt real pain? Have you fought yourself so hard, that your body collapsed? Have you tried to drown, with your head above water? Felt life leave from your lungs, felt your body's collapse? [Omkvæd:] Have you really felt the pain? Have you ever felt that you were here in vein? Loosing yourself, into this hell So tell me have you ever really felt the pain? Have you felt you were asleep, when you were really awake? Have you been trapped in a nightmare, that kept repeating itself? Have you ever felt your heart pounding through your chest From when you wake up 'til you go to bed? Loose yourself in agony This is your brand new reality [Omkvæd:] Have you really felt the pain? Have you ever felt that you were here in vein? Loosing yourself, into this hell So tell me have you ever really felt the pain? Dolor [Omkvæd:] Have you really felt the pain? Have you ever felt that you were here in vein? Loosing yourself, into this hell So tell me have you ever really felt the pain?
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025
No man is an island I can't get too close Afraid to be hurt again But I hate being on my own Driving myself insane I haven't been outside my door For more than a week (for more than a week) My mind in a state of war Solitude I seek (solitude I seek) [Bro:] I won't wait for them to cut me up, to bring me down [Omkvæd:] I didn't choose for it to be this way But now I'm by myself again I fortify myself in my decay My ship is sinking, no man is an island No man, no man is an island No man, no man is an island No man, no man is an island My ship is sinking, no man is an island I can't hear my soul Everyone is talking shit I choose to be on my own About to lose it all I haven't been outside my door For more than a week (for more than a week) My mind in a state of war Solitude I seek (solitude I seek) [Bro:] I won't wait for them to cut me up, to bring me down [Omkvæd:] I didn't choose for it to be this way But now I'm by myself again I fortify myself in my decay My ship is sinking, no man is an island No man, no man is an island No man, no man is an island No man, no man is an island My ship is sinking, no man is an island The noise of constant silence This solitude is strangling me The weight of my own existence Pulling me down, burying me [Omkvæd:] I didn't choose for it to be this way But now I'm by myself again I fortify myself in my decay My ship is sinking, no man is an island No man, no man is an island No man, no man is an island No man, no man is an island My ship is sinking, no man is an island
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025
I was living, but I was never breathing This shit's got me broken up I never say a thing, but inside I'm screaming Just make this feeling stop [Bro:] Just when I think I can't hold it any longer This is making me stronger [Omkvæd:] I'll rise up like the day, unafraid With a will to fight in spite of my pain I will do it all over again I will be stronger in the end I do not know how to surrender 'Cause my whole life's been a fight Oh, and I try, try to remember How it feels to be alive [Bro:] Just when I think I can't hold it any longer This is making me stronger [Omkvæd:] I'll rise up like the day, unafraid With a will to fight in spite of my pain I will do it all over again I will be stronger in the end I might have to bend But I'm not gonna break And I won't allow it to drown me again [Bro:] Just when I think I can't hold it in any longer This is making me stronger [Omkvæd:] I'll rise up like the day, unafraid With a will to fight in spite of my pain I will do it all over again I will be stronger in the end
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025
It comes in waves My heart is racing out of control The weight of this world The weight of this world is pushing me down A stifling feel, My body is set aside, petrified The pain in my head The pain in my head, this feels like the end [Bro:] Don't let it suck me in, don't let it take possession of me [Omkvæd:] Whirled into the void I can't drag myself out, this feels like the end 'Cause I'm whirled into the void Don't let it suck me in, oh this feels like the end 'Cause I'm whirled into… The fear of loss I'm short out of breath, so tight in my throat It feels so unreal It feels so unreal, so out of this world A stifling feel, My body is set aside, petrified The pain in my head The pain in my head, this feels like the end [Bro:] Don't let it suck me in, don't let it take possession of me [Omkvæd:] Whirled into the void I can't drag myself out, this feels like the end 'Cause I'm whirled into the void Don't let it suck me in, oh this feels like the end 'Cause I'm whirled into the void My whole body shaking, can't feel my legs Please just bring me back home Paralyzed, afraid to die, can't feel a thing My mind is trapped where my demons roam [Omkvæd:] Whirled into the void I can't drag myself out, this feels like the end 'Cause I'm whirled into the void Don't let it suck me in, oh this feels like the end 'Cause I'm whirled into the void
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025
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