Crawl to Exceed
Am I lost or am I at the place to be? Never mind my lacking confidence Am I still a man? All I know is that this ship’s going down In this world what more could you expect Shrink my dignity then crave respect Am I though my own enemy? So frustrated, so misplaced Faith? At what cost do you sell you’re soul Hate? I’m not the one crumbling inside Conceit? Who says I’m suddenly so bold? Save me! And who’s free? A piece of mind, a piece of me and a piece of that Well I’ve had enough of this show There is nothing more I might be stupid but I ain’t slow Should I applaud when I know you’ve won Don’t expect something like that “son” Do you need a clue? So frustrated, so misplaced Faith? At what cost do you sell you’re soul Hate? I’m not the one crumbling inside Conceit? Who says I’m suddenly so bold? Save me! And who’s free? Psychiatric bullshit lasts. Thrash! Faith? At what cost do you sell you’re soul Hate? I’m not the one crumbling inside Conceit? Who says I’m suddenly so bold? Save me! And who’s free?
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025
Don’t you worry my life is unsaveble I’m just your average expendable motherfucker Each day we pray to see another day but our God is laughing… Because whatever happens we’ll believe we died in his name And the rest of the whole can watch when true diplomacy makes its claim Burst forth – like they’d never see us coming First fall – your words are never too insulting Do we see the tragedy? Just our nature to be cold Does it hurt too much to care? Ideal cause for a piece of land Swallow truth Something they’ll never be able to bear Like the flags they wave when they send us away, would resemble some kind of comfort Always in the hands of faith, why this love we have for this cycle of hate Is this idealism? What are we moving blindly towards? What have we to show? When all that’s coming back is simply dead! Feel the blood rush through your body, go in for the kill: it’s a feeling I can’t explain Never quite sure what we’re fighting for, we march straight back out all over again Is this our destiny’s call, is this the solemn law Make sure the rest of the whole world is duly fucking entertained Burst forth – like they’d never see us coming First fall – your hate is never too insulting Do we see the tragedy? Just our nature to be cold Does it hurt too much to care? Ideal cause for a piece of land Swallow truth Something they’ll never be able to bear What if we made a war so horrible? That even God would have to step out of bubble Well, where’s your merciful God now? Do we see the tragedy? Just our nature to be cold Does it hurt too much to care? Ideal cause for a piece of land Swallow truth Something they’ll never be able to bear
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025
I would never lie Defy that I’ve crossed the line Have you ever felt this way? Or does it come too late? Believe me, I’ve been there before And it’s nothing I want to restore They (…so ungodly) feed on my pain Freed? I never felt so deceived deep down inside So strong, so hard-hitting Cut the crap, stop bullshitting Listen to the puncture sound As all our lives go down They (…so ungodly) feed on my pain Have I crawled enough for your eyes to see? Your world and how you critically perceive The weakness in me I loathe to contain Tell me should you or I explain? They (…so ungodly) feed on my pain (won’t bleed for you more) `Cause I’ve had enough of this Like life is a wandering bliss Seen all this before I hate what I adore (repent?) Punctured like a freak Is all this shit for me? Sow but not to reap And just a follower of the sheep! Content? A struggle for nothing Never believing Caught up inside of trying to become: Free of all cause!
Avoid the consequences Can’t stand by your own actions Get your savior who has power to free you from these sanctions A Jesus in disguise A lawyer who believes he’s Christ (yeah) This is what it’s all about - manipulate the benefits of doubt! Freedom at an expense… (what!) American justice, tell me what’s it meant to be? Controlled by law to what degree? An institute with such weak competence Based on honor with no substance Ingredients stable with the media focus Turning courts into goddamn circus We’re guided by a greed which makes no exception Practice prestige! Who cares if defendant is guilty? Lying, acting - is this how you’ll win? Fighting for freedom - verdict makes no sense It won’t be luck or faith that will bring this country together Nor the touch god or the fund-sucking congressmen (when…) Truth is at absence! …And these frivolous needs of our society Renders every man his due? These words have no meaning to me Cause this system stands without a clue Profit beats the way of clear conscience Justice in the hands of truly blind goddess We’re guided by a greed which makes no exception Money exceeds as truth limps on Lying, acting - is this how you’ll win? What an illusion That we ever could believe That man would put equality above his own personal greed There’s innocence, there’s pride Then tell me why they’re used to undermine mans greatest… LIES! It’s the right to disagree, it’s the right to say That the system often fails but who’ll be the one to pay Not the judges hiding behind their books, not lawyer’s firms But the everyday citizen in a society that burns! Truth is at absence! A truth opposite of meaning Still accept it through and through Look again to see who’s bleeding You think it doesn’t concern you -well do you?
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025
Preaching for a new fantastic realm Trust God: it’s us he’s out to sell Time’s come for a new millennium Inaugurate it with all your hate (hate!) Chaos the infinite rivalry Summon the hordes you cannot be stopped! Sweet and tempting with a foul stench Advance through social contempt One thing is left to be asked What the fuck do you plan to achieve? Don’t stir too long in your own juices Who knows when you will fry! (fry!) Blend your cause in with a bit religion When free thoughts are so easily strained Confronted with individual opinion Reach out like there’s something to feel Wanting to come to this conclusion: gods plot is guided through me! Anti-social fundamental approval will set our souls free! (free!) I’m searching… I’m clutching… I’m breathing… Guess what I’m seeing? Fools! Fools on parade Slightly strayed over loss of soul Have you ever been tempted to free yourself of all cause? Confide in lies you moralize Credit for all the ideas you solemnly stole Wwon’t shed a tear when you’re overrun You played with lies and you’ll pay with dear life!
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025
Breathe you son of a bitch, don’t you dare let go! Too young to die, to vile autonomy No response and a pulse at an all time low Please wake up my friend, I can’t stand here watching you die Mouth to mouth, still no sign of life Come on my friend, you can make through it Hang on, live on, get through this day Wake up, stand up, don’t fuck me this way, way! Pinch you hard, but you won’t move an inch Eyes are closed, reflexes motionless Skin is moist, stiff, white and cold Can I accept that there’s no more I can do? (do!) The irony of fate I’m sitting here crying: too proud to admit that I’ve lost it The grim grip of reality sweeps me whole with misery A friend so colourful, his body’s left, absent of soul Freezes my thoughts, my will live, if there are lives to take Who wants to give? Eyes are blurring, is this a dream? What’s happening to me? It’s dark, cold and I can’t see Can’t feel the blood in me Emptiness, I’m falling Illusions flash aside A struggle to recover, inside I slowly die I’m the fucking victim here!
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
(yeah) Higher ground, lower stream The balance of my mind is everything but fine But my time is coming, my time is coming I stand in a line, next time will be mine Scorn-blown mind-religion, there is a missing link Between reality and what you fucking think Movements without intention, caused by frantic fear Numb to the chaos, so far yet so near So what is wrong with me? What should I do? Searching my mind for answers, without a clue Find my inner help, find my inner self Falling down, climb aside Dubbed me a mental portrait Struggle within a state of mind Soothing to lure all mankind Reflecting absence truly blind All that’s left is society’s swine Stupidity: I am not one of a kind Movements without intention, caused by frantic fear Numb to the chaos, so far yet so near So what is wrong with me? What should I do? Searching my mind for answers, without a clue Find my inner help, find my inner self So what is wrong with me? What should I do? Searching my mind for answers, without a clue Find my inner help, find my inner self Scorn-blown mind-religion, there is a missing link Between reality and what you fucking think Strip me of a conscious in this mental Babylon Restore me to what I once was cause already too far down …for you!
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025
Have I no thoughts nor sympathy? Am I ready to kill my enemy? Gun clutched in my fist Why do I put my life at risk? Stand tall, and fight with grace Today, its death you’ll face Neither way you’ll climb that wall For thy country you’ll live or fall Control? What self-esteem? Today, no one will win See the light, I just dig down A shallow grave upon this ground Fields lie, fields lie cold of men’s souls, freedoms fall Fields lie, fields lie cold of men’s souls, freedoms fall Soldier! Hold thy ground Commanded by the proud With every life you’re willing to take Wars are to be won, you’re here to annihilate Down cold, no time to run Look up, your time has come Seal the fate of those who die Pro patria mori, I live the lie Fields lie, fields lie cold of men’s souls, freedoms fall Fields lie, fields lie cold of men’s souls, freedoms fall So it’s this you call GLORY? Up until this day I’ll be sorry… Fields lie, fields lie cold of men’s souls, freedoms fall Fields lie, fields lie cold of men’s souls, freedoms fall
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
Victimized, paralyzed, by the thoughts you seem moralize and consent Whose thoughts are we here to prevent? Oh, I try so hard yet it won’t help me My lies within me like one ton sunken concrete Happiness just isn’t a part of me Is flattering myself just cheap activity? Shallow lies, indiscrete adversitiles Say am I what I am? Compensate my missing self-respect with flaws Do I hate what I hate? I will have to swallow my pride I am what I perpetrate? Redraw my fault! Say am I what I am? Consistent cries, directly demoralize Do I hate what I hate? The core emptiness of my heart I am what I perpetrate? Results in insecurity Just can’t erase it away See my eyes It’s myself I despise Is this a serious case of bad karma? You think I’m not that kind (oh you wish) Am I in control of my sordid little brain? Determine if I’m dumb or insane Shallow lies, indiscrete adversitiles Say am I what I am? Compensate my missing self-respect with flaws Do I hate what I hate? I will have to swallow my pride I am what I perpetrate? Redraw my fault! Say am I what I am? Consistent cries, directly demoralize Do I hate what I hate? The core emptiness of my heart I am what I perpetrate? Results in insecurity Just can’t erase it away See my eyes It’s myself I despise
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
I’ve been a formidable sinner, a creep of deceit, a false winner Crossed my love to make myself look better Don’t tell me that ain`t the miserable life of a cheater Somewhere another place for me Another place, another way The pain I gave wouldn’t let me rest my soul It’s time to stop living in denial A second chance: like reaching out for sand Before I knew it had it slipped out of my hands Is this chain of pain, too thick for you? Too far in contempt, no need to repent? A loss of soul, too damaged to be repaired A strain of lust, I was much too afraid to share On a whole: did I learn from my… (On a whole) misfortune I plead now like no one else has done it Could you ever see it in your heart… NO! Somewhere another place for me Another place, another way The pain I gave wouldn’t let me rest my soul It’s time to stop living in denial A second chance: like reaching out for sand Before I knew it had it slipped out of my hands I could never find out what was wrong Nothing was making me strong And my will to live was gone! Was my rage blinding me all along?
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025
What am I, wrapped up in this tissue, in this mortal flesh A frail creature called human, that gives life only to give death! An aura of content, caused by recent, lost in a feeling that’s beyond my body A life away, seemingly safe, brought on a course that’s leaving all of me Extract the mind, what will you find, a soul without any doubt or fear Calm and clear, yet so afraid, that when I die that I won’t miss it all! Have I become my own enemy! (Worst enemy) Blind is a faith, that rules it away, the lust of the body is the soul’s life in practice First comes the fear, that puts you in gear, so fucking consumed with my own being Sensational joy, love turned to a toy, it’s a play where we all are actors And what feelings have you, come to seclude, your one life to emotional penitentiary Have I become my own enemy! (Worst enemy) Is this state of me? Because my thoughts are far too beyond me Is this state of me? A lucid flesh bound entity Is this state of me? That only cares about one thing: Me! Who: am I to judge Who: am I to feel me Who: am I to bleed Who: am I to breed Who: am I to hate Who: am I to create Who: am I to die Who: am I to say goodbye
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025