Wrong Life Philosophy

We've rushed in; in blood's sweet taste<br/> <br/> And in smoking wounds of the skies<br/> <br/> The flags with indifferent arms were flashing<br/> <br/> And the hysterical prophesies of The Koran<br/> <br/> Were cited by some mad unchristian<br/> <br/> ......I've slashed him while reading Our Father......<br/> <br/> Then I looked round; among the living<br/> <br/> In misty light<br/> <br/> The dead were marching<br/> <br/> And in their empty eye-sockets<br/> <br/> The triumph of the dumb was gleaming<br/> <br/> And finally they did arise and had their revenge<br/> <br/> The sparkle of steel<br/> <br/> When the crooked blade meets the Teutonic sword<br/> <br/> The shields all cut in pieces you feel the foam at your mouth<br/> <br/> The image of the sun becomes obscure in thick black smoke<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> “Oh look at them who call themselves the soldiers of the<br/> <br/> Christ!” - exclaimed the hermit turning pale*<br/> <br/> Then some battle-axe had smashed his scull<br/> <br/> And some grey-haired creature was riding through <br/> <br/> The battle's clash and moan... and pain*<br/> <br/> The troll it seemed to be<br/> <br/> The one from fairy-tales and nightmares<br/> <br/> And he was galloping in the light of fires<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> I stepped back to the wall; and vomited on corpses and on Bloody lakes*<br/> <br/> But then again I saddled up<br/> <br/> Calm madness did entwine me<br/> <br/> Somebody hit me in the heat of passion and to the ground I fell<br/> <br/> And in the furious and violent fire<br/> <br/> My mind has found the eternal peace<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> And so I had this awful dream:<br/> <br/> I saw that I was carrying some human flesh to the Savior's Cross<br/> <br/> While blood was dripping on the foreign land of Palestine<br/> <br/> And there where these red drops had fallen the tangerines did grow.<br/> <br/> I looked at the Savior's gloomy face I knew He felt some pain<br/> <br/> His blood did frighten and oppress me<br/> <br/> And then He said "It wasn't I who asked you<br/> <br/> To spill the blood of men, to settle this bloody score with them...”<br/> <br/> Why did we give our lives in the golden sands?<br/> <br/> Why did we kill, rape and slaughter?<br/> <br/> Why did we bring in this city?<br/> <br/> The Biblical Bloody Testimonies. <br/> <br/> Infamous is our crusade. A bit of evil we tasted<br/> <br/> We've brought in the hellish goat in town<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> God isn't in icons, God isn't in churches<br/> <br/> But in strange talks and burning candles<br/> <br/> God vanishes in the bloody war...<br/> <br/> He keeps on living in the troublesome dream...

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Blood has thickened on my hands<br/> <br/> It's an omen<br/> <br/> Satan's army filled the sky<br/> <br/> Somewhere the ears are reaped...<br/> <br/> The ears of indifferent darkness<br/> <br/> The whole world it will devour<br/> <br/> Triumphant it is<br/> <br/> The group of imps suck blood with vampire lust<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The earth, it's bloodless victim<br/> <br/> Slowly kisses the ground<br/> <br/> Wrapped in a web<br/> <br/> Satan is weaving with his needles<br/> <br/> A landscape of chilled dust<br/> <br/> The dirty block is towering over it<br/> <br/> Scorching in eternal fire...<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> There our souls burn to the ground<br/> <br/> Turning into cold snow<br/> <br/> The ferocious volley of Lucifer's guns<br/> <br/> Stiffens our last days with cold.<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The impetuous wind<br/> <br/> Scatter our ashes about the land<br/> <br/> Every evening<br/> <br/> The snow is weeping and our world is drowning in dark<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> When the Earth was enfolded in darkness<br/> <br/> The black cobra of retribution was rushing about in the skies<br/> <br/> The bloody dusk was glowing, the Earth did feel it well<br/> <br/> When the sleepy town was kissed so hot with the fire of Hell<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> There are abandoned graves where cities used to be<br/> <br/> Church crosses are covered with adust blood<br/> <br/> The power of Evil over the world rises to the skies<br/> <br/> And the beast eats it's prey entrapped but still alive

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

...Who'll drink the holy water of truth?<br/> <br/> Who'll save me with the power of faith?<br/> <br/> Who's mocking at my fate?<br/> <br/> The one, who saves me!..<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> He's watching us from the height of his greatness<br/> <br/> But never notices the mortals<br/> <br/> By fires the night is illuminated like day<br/> <br/> And we don't know that He knows us<br/> <br/> ...And our death is nothing but another step to <br/> <br/> immortality<br/> <br/> Only the Black Angel will weep for us<br/> <br/> Only Lucifer will tell about us<br/> <br/> My sword - a razor blade<br/> <br/> My knots - the branching veins<br/> <br/> My time is righteousness of battle<br/> <br/> In the space barred with walls<br/> <br/> The sun is blossoming above the skies<br/> <br/> And writing letters with the clouds of spheres<br/> <br/> These letters they are filled with tears and laughter<br/> <br/> With pain and torment<br/> <br/> The wicked dreams generated by boredom<br/> <br/> The understanding of death saves<br/> <br/> When the fear of life devours me<br/> <br/> And the insularity of space disappears<br/> <br/> When my sword splits these branches<br/> <br/> I feel the power of the insight - when he saves me<br/> <br/> All my doubts will vanish - when he puts an end to my <br/> <br/> existence<br/> <br/> When suffocation comes<br/> <br/> Deceptive phrases emptiness<br/> <br/> When you feel the indifference<br/> <br/> The mask of the face<br/> <br/> When you yield to temptation<br/> <br/> And you fall down from mountains' high<br/> <br/> You’re hearing the bitter truth<br/> <br/> Betraying your dreams forever<br/> <br/> My heart burns no longer...<br/> <br/> ...My past is nothing but vanity...<br/> <br/> Do shine the stars, the rulers' tears!<br/> <br/> Oh, Satan has mercy upon us!<br/> <br/> In the hands of fate<br/> <br/> We crumble like clay<br/> <br/> At the dreams, at the rage, at the fury, at the wrath<br/> <br/> My mind is laughing, my flesh is outwitted<br/> <br/> Do shine the stars, like gold<br/> <br/> In your desire to crash my consciousness! ...<br/> <br/> Who'll save me with the power of faith?<br/> <br/> The one, who saves...<br/> <br/> Extinguish the hopelessness of life<br/> <br/> The one, who saves...<br/> <br/> When suffocation comes<br/> <br/> Deceptive phrases emptiness<br/> <br/> That's when I realize<br/> <br/> The happy ending of death

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

My burnt eye looks into emptiness<br/> <br/> The ptomain lump in my throat<br/> <br/> In darkness I won't find the thread of time<br/> <br/> And people's looks they stab like a knife<br/> <br/> A ruthless town, a smothering crypt<br/> <br/> The music of streets like a glass of filth<br/> <br/> I suffocate, I'm tortured and blind<br/> <br/> But I won't break though I'm so tired<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> My soul with me shall remain<br/> <br/> You want to destroy it but in vain<br/> <br/> I'm nothing here I'm stranger here<br/> <br/> Like this forever it will be<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The filthy town's grey shade<br/> <br/> Devour my flesh, won't take my name<br/> <br/> I crave for where is the end of day<br/> <br/> Where the smoky wood sleeps under the star haze<br/> <br/> The Night wearing a wolf-tail necklace<br/> <br/> Silently treads on the blue ice<br/> <br/> The glowing moss is in bloom again<br/> <br/> Caressing the star with opalescent light<br/> <br/> Witch's eye on the smoldering skin of Earth<br/> <br/> In sparkling ashes, in thicken blood<br/> <br/> In the grin mouth of burnt skies<br/> <br/> The silver inverted cross rise<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Blood awakes the dead<br/> <br/> Giving to them the new youth<br/> <br/> Chained eternity walking the world, seeking the truth<br/> <br/> The church is unable to heal the pain<br/> <br/> Won't destroy the fear; with blood will asperse<br/> <br/> The new-born Dark<br/> <br/> The howl of hungry wolves, the cry of tortured bird<br/> <br/> Them I add to the pages of long ago, the words which will never be heard.

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

My honour, my love, my virginity, them I leave for the past<br/> <br/> I leave my kindness and my faith for the sake of Darkness,<br/> <br/> Blood and Wine<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> In the brazier's fire I purify with blood dripping from the blade<br/> <br/> I'm no guest here everyone's my equal and all of them<br/> <br/> Deserving the black wreath<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> I choose lust, evil and rage; with hatred I shall fill my flesh<br/> <br/> In my yearning to end my life never will I see my old age<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> I will be lonely in my grave while worms will part my flesh from bones<br/> <br/> Unaware of soul immortality they were born from the handful of ground<br/> <br/> Thrown on my coffin<br/> <br/> I will be lonely in my grave and promise to this flavored ground<br/> <br/> This weeps under the shovel’s stabs<br/> <br/> The gift of silence<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The fragrance of heavenly gardens<br/> <br/> There's nothing more I need<br/> <br/> The dark beyond the grave, the heat of hellish fire<br/> <br/> Such death the dearest one for me<br/> <br/> I'm ready to be doomed and cursed<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> But when my final hour comes<br/> <br/> To meet the black-winged one<br/> <br/> I'll feel the pity that I couldn't save myself<br/> <br/> But perhaps I will have last second to enjoy the fading light<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Follow me into the darkness and beyond<br/> <br/> Entrust yourself to me and feel the pain<br/> <br/> And shoot your arrows into NOTHINGNESS<br/> <br/> While swallowing the bitterness of tears<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Please make no barriers on the eternal way<br/> <br/> Here love and hate forever are entwined<br/> <br/> In the depths of boundless abyss<br/> <br/> The human being faded away in its misery<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Hyenas ransacking in darkness, snakes twisting in grass<br/> <br/> You see the light deep inside<br/> <br/> There, in the pool of the Moon the vault of Heaven is hiding<br/> <br/> These blurred dreams...<br/> <br/> The wood...<br/> <br/> In silence do close your eyes<br/> <br/> The Death thunderstorm will sing for you through the darkness.

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Every story has its life and its filth<br/> <br/> Quarrels after sleeping around, fake love<br/> <br/> Aggression, cruelty to one's neighbour<br/> <br/> Killings, violence, blood<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Pray to gods if you like<br/> <br/> Listen to their speeches if you wish<br/> <br/> Stay silent and believe in what you want<br/> <br/> Shut the door if you feel like it<br/> <br/> The door that leads to lies and darkness...<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Go all out if you want<br/> <br/> Bear your Cross if you like<br/> <br/> Live in silence if you wish<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Turn the demons out of your body<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Fire is rear seen here<br/> <br/> Beyond the clouds<br/> <br/> Humans, abstractions and creatures<br/> <br/> Are moving to eternal Chaos<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> You may not trust me<br/> <br/> Believe in rainy days<br/> <br/> You can drop off in dream<br/> <br/> Believe in vainness of razors <br/> <br/> You may not be holy<br/> <br/> Believe in weariness of battles<br/> <br/> But don't be hollow.<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Go forward if you like<br/> <br/> Your soul won't fade away<br/> <br/> Something they will reap<br/> <br/> Those who sowed their toil<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> With this faith in your hands<br/> <br/> Run through darkness and fear<br/> <br/> Through thistle and mud...<br/> <br/> Just don't fall!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Fancy that you are a mirror<br/> <br/> The world of reflections is your interior<br/> <br/> The distances of living half-measures<br/> <br/> The play of the ghostly premieres<br/> <br/> An eye of the multivariate caves<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Your body is distorted mirror<br/> <br/> In your wish to find some common sense<br/> <br/> It has devoured itself<br/> <br/> in an attempt to know the world<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Wake up, look at the reality<br/> <br/> Made of mirror-like fibers<br/> <br/> You'll see the distance of the matter<br/> <br/> The mystery of open windows<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> You'll see your look and realize its meaning<br/> <br/> You'll repeat all your movements<br/> <br/> You'll reflect your mind and hear the thought<br/> <br/> Shivering in the snare of doubt.<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Disfigured by consciousness<br/> <br/> Devoured by existence<br/> <br/> Your new body<br/> <br/> Will become an attention itself<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The Chaos has perceived the stir of the soul<br/> <br/> The world has touched you<br/> <br/> The reflections are disfigured<br/> <br/> Everywhere the plane is distorted<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The form of reflections is distorted<br/> <br/> Only finding some sense<br/> <br/> In the new sphere of knowledge<br/> <br/> You'll know yourself!<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Distorted mirror of the universe!<br/> <br/> A dream and reality in one<br/> <br/> Don't look at it<br/> <br/> It is fake, the disfigured law.

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

You drink my love from the cup of life<br/> <br/> With every drop my blood flows down<br/> <br/> The dance and flicker of the candlelight<br/> <br/> Your look does promise me some carnal pleasures<br/> <br/> Your hands, they offer nothing but winter's cold<br/> <br/> Your lips bring misery and death<br/> <br/> ...And arrows of your words keep stinging me<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> We are alone here. The snowstorm is raging outside my window<br/> <br/> Moran is wandering about the empty streets<br/> <br/> But this cold and evil night<br/> <br/> Gives no quarter to virgin loving hearts<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Forget about your home, your friends and everything <br/> <br/> That sees the light of day*<br/> <br/> Do welcome darkness in your soul<br/> <br/> And see the sorrow, sadness, the even stride of death<br/> <br/> Oh do forget all other maidens as I'll lay down for you...<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> You promise but next moment I'm deprived of it again<br/> <br/> And weeps with wax the fragile candle<br/> <br/> And with its tears my will does fade away<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> ...Oh, come to me. And give me all your blood<br/> <br/> Do give me all your doubts. Your freedom and your dreams...<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> There's nothing that I feel now but coldness of your lips<br/> <br/> And in my heart you stab the needle of your touch<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The pentagram of a five-point star will go out<br/> <br/> In ice-hole falls my corpse.<br/> <br/> Your tender, sensual body will take its energy<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> And still you're singing:<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> This night, my gift to you<br/> <br/> And let me drown in your embrace<br/> <br/> Your kiss is sweet and dear to me<br/> <br/> The sweetness of his blood<br/> <br/> Caress me, pull yourself to me<br/> <br/> Let me feel the pleasure of the orgasm<br/> <br/> Love me with your servants' bodies<br/> <br/> Let my body tremble in spasms<br/> <br/> Of closed legs<br/> <br/> And these lips will give birth to a scream<br/> <br/> Oh, night, I'm your faithful bride<br/> <br/> Your daughter and your lover<br/> <br/> The darkness will dwell here<br/> <br/> The light is left for saints<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> So she did sing. And tender were the notes<br/> <br/> Born in nocturnal symphony<br/> <br/> The snowstorm covered everything with shroud<br/> <br/> The moon's disk shimmered so heavenly depraved.

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Yes, I’m sinful<br/> <br/> These days I would prefer to candles in the church<br/> <br/> Meridians of love<br/> <br/> They mark my world so black- and- white<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> My face is stoned with arrogance<br/> <br/> I won’t accept defeat<br/> <br/> But only before Lord<br/> <br/> Will I kneel reluctantly…<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> And bitter impudence will flash<br/> <br/> The eyes of this lustful Madonna<br/> <br/> And the Angel sighs in grief<br/> <br/> And boldly says: “The guilt is yours!”<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Yes, I’m guilty…in the way I lived<br/> <br/> The sanctity was never mine<br/> <br/> Yes, I’m guilty… Yet I was so evil<br/> <br/> Merciless to myself at times<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> The prayer was my rear friend<br/> <br/> I did so not to cleanse my soul<br/> <br/> And not to God but Men I wish to bring my flash<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> And in the fire of Hell I walk with no fear in my eyes!<br/> <br/> But even there in Satan’s lair I will not cry but smile!<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> You are not to judge me for<br/> <br/> I don’t want to be what I’m not<br/> <br/> I’m not the saint…But still…<br/> <br/> My death… Oh Christ…Oh Satan…<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> You’re shouting: “Chimera!<br/> <br/> How dear you think of God?”<br/> <br/> And what are your God and Faith?<br/> <br/> The crosses on your necks and tombs?<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Yes, I’m sinful<br/> <br/> These days I would prefer to candles in the church<br/> <br/> Meridians of love<br/> <br/> They mark my world so black- and- white<br/> <br/> <br/> <br/> Yet everything is ready for us There…<br/> <br/> Why should I beg for mercy?<br/> <br/> For I won’t be judged by you’re…<br/> <br/> And equally I will not kneel before your!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026