The Bitter Selfcaged Man
I see no reason to live this life It´s seems to be lost and bleak A pale reflection is all thats left Of the shine I once had I´ve lost it all but my pain And it never leaves me be Ever since the cradle to the grave I will live this life in hell How could you be so cold, how could it be so wrong How could you say those words, when you despised it all Those empty words you said to me, those empty words I cannot bear Our given time were such a waste, in solitude I fade away I´m not the one with those empty words I´m sick of all your lies I trusted you but you betrayed You stole my pride with your love Pushed aside down the soil I cant struggle no more I guess I´ll never understand why You hurt me with your lies I see those faces turning away, I see those faces fading out so cold I feel there is no forgivness, I feel there is failiure everywhere Time wont heal my torment, time wont make my life complete Trust will only bring me pain, my life rapes me over and over again I say farewell, I say goodbye I leave this world behind Like a flower I will wither until the end of time Even though my soul is free I cant forget my dismal fate When all is said and all is done, Pain shall be written in my soul
I gave you my heart but you took my soul And you just threw it away I have lost my pride i´m an empty shell Covered with scars and open wounds I were never yours to cherish or love I cannot still forget your emptiness The pain in my heart wich you did cause It will never go away how much i try I cannot escape this pain This was the final fatal blow of indifference Wich were buried beneath the foundation of lies All that we had were simply shattered This is just like the remnants of a tale gone black There´s no turning back no soothing of pain The fever that rages overturnes control Now when my world comes tumbling down I stumble blindly towards the end
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025
Inside of me there´s only hatred and sin A demonic being that is feeding on me Piece by piece, torned apart, i´m devoured by non divine Day by day, an endless torture, that makes me weak it make me bleed Raped by faith, deprived by god, everything comes bearing down I lost it all, the pain wont end, i´m drowning in this bitter hell I feel so numb by this tainted life I´m a silhuoette invisible Like an autumn leaf I will wither away I declare this my silent end The plague evolve until life has ceased I succumb and my spirit dissolve
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
It´s another day and another sorrow A life in pain the pain is mine Like an endless torture That´s tearing me apart Rip my soul to shreds Just reap what I have sown I´m the bitter selfcaged man With demons clinging unto me I have lost my sympathy This burden dies with me As time goes by it´s raping my mind I got suicide thoughts I want to end it now
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025
Dont think I´m bothered if you are sad If you are drowning it´s me who pull you down You say you´re sorry but I dont care You´re all alone without my sympathy Well I´m sick and tired of all your complains You´re not the only one with a tortured soul Who wants to hear the story of your life One more word and I´ll ease your pain Behind the mask my bitter face All emotions seems to be numb You are heading for the fall My desire is your misery I cant forgive how much I try I cant forget even if I want The shame, the guilt - let go of the burden I swallow my pride I erase my thoughts Please spare me from your lies I scorn your deceit From cradle to grave Now reconcile
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025
With a crown of thorns, I´m impaled to the cross Forsaken and disowned, i´m blinded by my fear One last crusade a final burden I carried the cross to the hill To face my bitter end The masses are gathered, To watch me as I slip away With spikes through my hands, This is my fate to be One final breath before redemption My soul demised from its womb As my body was drained from blood From the wounds in my hollow soul I will bleed until I am dead Then I transform into another shape and fly away Pardon me if I rape an angel on my way My soulless body has been erased and deleted I say farewell, I say goodbye I leave this world behind Like a flower I will wither until the end of time Even though my soul is free I cant forget my dismal fate When all is said and all is done, Pain shall be written in my soul
Submitted by The Void — Apr 26, 2025
I´m so afraid But I´m prepared for the worst I keep crying myself to sleep Forever gone, all I loved is lost Im sinking deeper and deeper down Take my hand before I fall into the void of nothingness I´m sinking deeper and deeper down As I descend towards the bottom, a downfall of bitterness Allthough it´s said, it´s said that life is so fragile But I know it´s best, the way it all have turned out You cant help me from falling, I´m falling towards the end It´s like they say, misery loves company After my demise I adore the tranquil silence My visions are lost It aint nothing left but memories
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025
I cannot be what you want I will not preserve your image Whatever pain you may bring I cant feel your curse Cause all the little pieces of me Will turn the truth from your lies I wont crave forgiveness You keep tearing me blind Of all the selfishness You could be the image of me From failure of detonation I´m caged forever trapped I will never be free, I cant control my mind I hear your screams so alive Tears of regret stings my eyes, I just want to be One single heartbeat away from you And your lies Infectiuos bleeding You´re turning me insane This I cannot comprehend My hatred grows Cause all the little pieces of me Will turn the truth from your lies I wont crave forgiveness you keep tearing me blind I will speak no more of my feelings Cause they seem to disappear From failiure to termination In my mind, my all, gone
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025
I feel it all, the hurting and the anguish but it is time for me to move on Still it hurts, deep within my mind It´s buried within my soul and my all Will it break the silence, will it open my heart Will it turn my face towards the sun To feel the passion, to feel the joy And lay my fears to die I have become my darkest shadow and I fear I will shed my blood for you Time will pass but pain is neverending I´ll spill my crimson gift for you Will this end if I take my life today this hollow scar wont fade I cannot love, not myself or you I only see you all as dead I hear my voice, screaming your name I´m ready to fall, into the black Now i´ll die
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025
In this fallen kingdome, there´s a sacred path A secret trail only known by the gods Here lies the wisdom to eternal life Within the shrine the powers are sealed This is the threshold to my dreams As I opened the chest to immortality Within the shrine I found the answers to infinite dreams In my hand I hold the key to the wisdome of the gods I have awakend the treasure within from it´s eternal slumber An ancient gift from aeons ago the elysian emerald now is mine I inherit the force of life and death The secret is reveald for me This was a legacy from the gods Let my kingdome come
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025