The Change Is Me
I've got my glass mask on I've got my glass mask on I've got my glass mask on I've got my glass mask on Now I know you see me I've been swimming in a sea of disappointment Don't even care about the fact that I'm alone When the face that they know and the face I see Masks on masks, how the fuck do you breathe? Became a recluse 'cause I feel like I must Separate myself from the ones I can't trust Glass is my mask; you could never be me Glass mask on bitch, now I know you see me You can't change me This is what I'm meant to be It feels good to bе stuck in the dark Now I know you see me Go ahead and tеll me you're fine 'Cause nothing really beats those cardboard smiles Yeah you really crack me up inside Layer after layer there's just more of the denial You're hiding Said you're fucking hiding But you're stuck in a bad place now Want to rip them all off Just to see what you've become Said I didn't fit in Well you enjoy your fucking mold I'm on my own You can't change me This is what I'm meant to be It feels good to be stuck in the dark Glass mask on Now I know you see me I know a fraud when I see one and this don't look too good I'm losing myself to hate and I don't know what to do Fractured light kisses my skin You won't escape your hell if it's coming from within I've got my glass mask on It won't help you like it did once Your shield of skin and arrogance My flaws kept me sharp And now this is me You can try to break glass But you're bound to fucking bleed I've got my glass mask on I've got my glass mask on I've got my glass mask on Now I know you see me All this pain between your ribs Now I bet that you can feel me You can't change me This is what I'm meant to be It feels good to be falling apart Now I know you see me
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
Another moron on a pedestal You're a subscriber to a shit for brains Big house, big car and poor fucking taste It’s all show It won't ever be enough and now the damage has been done Yeah you know You're always hurting Craving for more love What are you looking at? Huh? Do you like what you see? I’m on the floor again (Cold) So come and lie with me I'm a better man Than the others on your screen They just want your attention I want you down on your knees It's all show It won't ever be enough and now the damage has been done Yeah you know You're always hurting Craving for more love We'rе stupidity sponsors Trading gold for dirt But in a content coma There's no sеlf worth Just high-speed pain From your eyeballs to your brain A pastel fucking prison for our souls to rot away It eats me from the inside out Can't even tell a fucking snake from a clown We’re fucked But I’ll try to do better Won't fool me no more It’s time for the head to get severed No more Join me Join me, don't you worship them They'll drain your fucking wallet and estrange you from your friends Watch me Said I'm different and I am I know that you are too so won’t you kindly hold my hand? Monthly fees for new beliefs It's all show It won't ever be enough and now the damage has been done Yeah you know You're always hurting Craving for more love More More More More
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
Three days same fit Walking 'round aimless Smoked a pound, dozing off Mind gone, vacant Three days same fit Walking 'round aimless Smoked a pound, dozing off Mind gone, vacant Three days same fit Walking 'round aimless Smoked a pound, dozing off Mind gone, vacant Pass the fucking drill 'cause I'm in need of a lobotomy Yeah I'll keep on listening but I think you're finally on to me I've been medicating just to deal with all your shit Reality is fading but I'll keep on listening I'm at the edge of what I can take There's only so much life in me Said I'd bend until I'd break But would you do the same for me? Saw it coming from a mile away What you're about to say It's so fucking predictable Rather live my lifе like I might die today 'Cause shit ain't bound to changе Yeah, I got it all figured out You're a snake oil salesman It don't take one to know one I'm a child of the pavement with a weakness for poison Turns out I looked up to a letdown Used to drive me mad but I guess it's funny now Your plastic persona and crooked convictions The shit you call art is just cheap fucking fiction All the world's a stage, you chose the role of the rat Ain't got no time to play so you just get the fuck back 'cause I Saw it coming from a mile away What you're about to say It's so fucking predictable Rather live my life like I might die today 'Cause shit ain't bound to change Yeah, I got it all figured out Please just make it stop so I can breathe for a minute The way that you keep yapping got my fucking head spinning I swear (I swear) I just need a little space 'Cause there's only so much that my mind can take New me, same shit Walking round aimless Smoked a pound, mind gone You still think you blameless? New me, same shit Walking round aimless Smoked a pound, mind gone Do you think you blameless? Saw it coming from a mile away What you're about to say It's so fucking predictable Rather live my life like I might die today 'Cause shit ain't bound to change Yeah, I got it all figured out Please just make it stop so I can breathe for a minute The way that you keep yapping got my fucking head spinning I swear (I swear) I just need a little space 'Cause there's only so much that my mind can take
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
See I don't talk shit See I don't talk shit I'm out here begging for a coffin Had stashes in the walls with all your favorite toxins Went from a noose to a polo drawstring To my real ones this ain't rap, this a motherfucking doctrine My past ain't nothing but a stain on myself You still want to be me cause you think that shit sells but If you know a way out then please do tell 'Cause ain't no laughter left in me and I'm in serious need of help All of who I am, put on display Judge me if you want, I'm numb to the hate It's noise I spent years drowning out Went looking for the me I think I've now found Rock bottom's not the worst when you're blinded by thе hurt Kept believing I'd gеt better Word by word, tried to fight my curse Don't want to be like this forever Year three and your boy is still a wreck I've got forty five nightmares I'd love to forget See life ain't fun when you're not really living I don't need the drugs but I do really miss them Anaesthetized I was at my best You're a washed up, fiending, inebriated mess She said "Do you want it" and you bet that I said yes Got a coin for the ferryman, I can't wait to be blessed bitch Judge me if you want, I'm numb to the hate It's noise I spent years drowning out Went looking for the me I think I've now found Rock bottom's not the worst when you're blinded by the hurt Kept believing I'd get better Word by word, tried to fight my curse Don't want to be like this forever I lost myself in a violent light I found a hell buried deep inside Please unmake me of the thing I've become Please unmake me, I swear I'm done This ain't a lifestyle It's a chain of poor choices My struggles made me me Your opinions made you worthless See I don't talk shit I'm out here begging for a coffin Had stashes in the walls with all your favorite toxins Went from a noose to a polo drawstring To my real ones this ain't rap, this a motherfucking doctrine
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
There's a song beneath the earth And it calls out to me I said There's a song beneath the earth It keeps calling out to me I woke up bruised 'Cause that's what real friends do to you A hit so soft It's unbelievable Just let me feel your touch I'm in need of love tonight It blurs all of my thoughts until my fucking ears ring All these people and they just keep staring There's a song and it just feels so loud I'm lying at the bottom, you can't beat me down I swear There's nothing to find here, only me Been takеn down but I'll get back on my feet So walk with me or get out thе fucking way 'Cause soon I'll get up and you'll wish I would've stayed I will pull through 'Cause quitting is what a fool would do I feel so lost But I'm breathing still Believing it might All turn out just fine Little lies There's nothing to find here, only me Been taken down but I'll get back on my feet So walk with me or get out the fucking way 'Cause soon I'll get up and you'll wish I would've stayed Fight me tonight Look alive Fight me, it's fine There's a song beneath the earth And it calls out to me There's nothing to find here, only me Been taken down but I'll get back on my feet So walk with me or get out the fucking way 'Cause soon I'll get up and you'll wish I would've stayed
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
It breaks my heart To let go of all of my dreams I'm out of luck But that's just the way it is The way of the world There's a boy in the fields Getting high off the fumes From the pictures he's been burning Until his skin turned blue Oh Melancholia, what am I to do? Was nothing ever pure? I've seen god As my body caved in He didn't talk That's just the way it is Here for a while And for a time I'll be missed Insignificant I'll be your crutch Just go ahead and lean At least you'll need me There's a boy in the fields Getting high off the fumes From the pictures he's been burning Until his skin turned blue Oh Melancholia, what am I to do? Was nothing ever pure? I toss and I turn My mouth wide open But I can't fucking scream Please look at what they do to me There's blood on my hands, mud on my feet And the face of a man that got robbed of his sleep The bad taste in my mouth, it stayed I just know that if I'd die today The only thing that gave me any comfort is you If you're looking for the truth I've spent years wishing for a place A small corner where we could hide away But then came The way of the world There's a boy in the fields Getting high off the fumes From the pictures he's been burning Until his skin turned blue Oh Melancholia, what am I to do? Was nothing ever pure? Towers full of lonely people
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
Love is love And this is us A bed of hate And self-disgust There's no better place for me Than in your arms, in silent sleep How could I even tell this is real If every single second ain't a new ordeal There's no better match for you than me It's all good I'll rebuild myself again You're like sugar, so sweet I've got a stomach full of acid and holes in my teeth It might get ugly but I won't believe There is nothing to be found underneath You're flawless in every single way I love the excitement when I feel unsafe It might be harmful, but my heart is full Of the misery we're sharing 'til my time finally comes Just come It's all good I'll rebuild myself again To fall apart as we play pretend It's all good We're stuck together until the end How deep does the spiral go? What comes after the fall? Guess I'd rather feel bad Than feel nothing at all Warm blood When you came to find me I know I should Let it all go But I can't Warm blood Won't you crawl inside me I know I could Let it be done But I can't
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
Welcome to hell on earth It's a fucking celebration Get your money's worth It's all out there for the taking Chafed knees, bent back, split lips A body decorated from the lashing of the whip Just have a good time We're all among friends Might have robbed us of the light But the darkness mends Can't you smell the piss and the stench of stale beer? I just fucking said it sucker, heaven is here Live love laugh Time to live love laugh Better live love laugh Live love laugh 'Cause we're gonna die fast There's chemicals in the air So breathe in / breathe out Who said that life ain't fair? It's a free for all If the downers got you scared Just breathe in, breathe out Once you're accustomed to our wares You'll come back for more Yeah that's that good shit Here's some bad news for you And here's some more The house might be on fire But I'm showing you the door Before you get out We should get a little fun Stick around for long enough To watch it all burn Nothing ever mattered and no one really cares They just bash their heads against a wall To see if anything's there Now watch me dance to the beat of that drum Wanted the hardest fucking snare Turns out suffering's the one huh? Time to live love laugh There's chemicals in the air So breathe in / breathe out Who said that life ain't fair? It's a free for all If the downers got you scared Just breathe in, breathe out Once you're accustomed to our wares You'll come back for more There's a time and a place to complain But this ain't it There's suppressants for your rage But this ain't it They said "You will find your place, but this ain't it" They speak like they own me But they ain't shit The time is now To bawl your eyes out It doesn't matter You're alone in a crowd Let go Live love laugh Time to live love laugh Better live love laugh Live love laugh 'Cause I want to die fast
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
I was born next to a bridge Raised next to another Scored dope at the iron fist I wasn't rich I was only a kid Room full of people caught in a haze Living half a life We all went our separate ways Don't regret choosing mine Could've ended up differently Still I'm not set on reality Begging for your scraps There's not enough light in this city For your star to shine You should come along with me And see real life But We're just beggars at your doorstep Smoke filled room, trash covered floor Made up rules, forgot what they're for Skin and bones 'cause I couldn't eat Teenage angst almost buried me Didn't take a pill to follow a trend Pill after pill, kept the fun at hand Don't need you killing my mood It's bad enough without people like you There's not enough light in this city For your star to shine You should come along with me And see real life But We're just beggars at your doorstep When is it enough? There's always more You will never stop 'Til it's all yours Just beggars at your doorstep, we're just beggars at your doorstep What's left of you In that empty chest? Just tell me the truth 'Cause I can tell you're a mess But it doesn't matter does it? 'Cause we're just beggars at your doorstep Have it all I'm good I don't need to change but I guess you should Makes me sick to hear you complain Shouldn't feel sad you should feel ashamed There's not enough light in this city For your star to shine You should come along with me And see real life But We're just beggars at your doorstep
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
I'm ready for life to be The journey that was sold to me One of love and blissful peaks Of starry nights and sun drenched streets Is this a long con? Are you selling me a dream? This world seems all wrong Full of people just like me Teach me how to see what you see Make me believe that it's real Teach me to see what you see Your paradise concealed Years of digging a hole in myself So the truth would set me free I'm done looking away I'm now as ready as I'll ever bе The change is me I'm rеady for the screen to swallow me Reduce me to the noise that will nurse me to sleep Tragic life of bumps and bruises brought me to my knees Gracefully accepted that your paradise wasn't meant for me Teach me how to see what you see Make me believe that it is real Teach me to see what you see Your paradise concealed Wasted years Did it go wrong because of me? Wasted years But I might finally believe The change is me (Just sell me the long con)
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026