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Again, this fever drives me To this place I'm falling, falling free Wildness is where I belong Facing the fire I surrender Underneath this tired flesh rages a war I embrace this storm because I lost control I'm losing my mind I lost control But I've found my soul A divine thrill is chasing me In my dreams, my real reality Inside me, the beast is free Brought back to life to finally breathe It's in my blood, it's in my veins No need to run, I can't get away (I can't get away) Underneath this tired flesh ragеs a war I embrace this storm becausе I lost control I'm losing my mind I lost control But I've found my soul And I won't let go I lost control And I won't let go I won't let go And I won't let go Nursed by emotions Fueled by explosions My instinct is the answer Drying my eyes, feeling inside Now I will shine, because I lost control I lost control I'm losing my mind I lost control But I've found my soul And I won't let go I lost control And I won't let go I won't let go And I won't let go
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
Through the chaos and the zero tolerance Holding on to my treshold of resilience Smiling, I got into the habit of pretending No one to notice that I’m collapsing Can someone take me away? You are used to seeing me holding on Can someone help me escape from here? I’m tired of being strong Standing, bending my knees are shaking Hiding from the burden that I’ve carried for too long This pressure will make me fall into million pieces Please tell me where did I go wrong? Forced to hold on Did I go wrong? Can someone take me away? You are used to seeing me holding on Can someone help me escape from here? I’m tired of being strong Tired of standing, tired of controling everything If you see me breakdown, will I be forsaken? Will you give me a hand if you see me falling? Will you reach out to me? Can someone take me away? You are used to see meing holding on Can someone help me escape from here? I’m tired of being strong Can someone take me away? I just need to rest my soul Can someone help me escape from here? I’m tired of being the strong one
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
Hate runs through my veins Destroying everything I care about Sick of being the pretender Let's fuck up everything left behind Face up with my mind Leading to the crisis Inside My heart's in a thousand pieces I feel empty In a world that doesn't fit me No reason to be part of this humanity Totally alone I'm laying down Waiting for the thrill that will bring me home Love runs through myself like a soul Trying to rescue from the dust Take me away I can't beat this shit anymore Inside My heart's in a thousand pieces I feel empty In a world that doesn't fit me No reason to be part of this humanity Totally alone I'm laying down Waiting for the thrill that will bring me home Burning like there's something within Every time I try to spit it out They stop me Screaming like there's something missing I tried too hard to reach it out I give in I feel empty In a world that doesn't fit me No reason to be part of this humanity Totally alone I'm laying down Waiting for the thrill that will bring me home
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
Wake me up, I think I lost myself Again Colorblind, we've faded but there’s no one To blame Feelings lead me to the ground Free fall to the unknown There's nowhere to go I can't stand this shit anymore I’m about to let go Trapped inside the flames with no way to Escape Seeking refuge for my soul and disappear In vain Feelings lead me to the ground Free fall to the unknown There's nowhere to go I can't stand this shit anymore Feelings lead me to the ground Free fall to the unknown There's nowhere to go I forgot the way back home I'm about to let go Like an eagle I need to fly The hurt inside me I let it die Kissing the sky Now I'm falling down I need to get closer to the fire And feel my own reflection I know my wings will burn Still running to the sun
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
Blown away by your insolence You slept with a thumb in your mouth as you left me for dead Each breath you take is a burden You can't even think, your brain is too slow Thought I'd never face this silly grin again I can't believe it, you are nothing How can you live with yourself? What goes around comes around And it's gonna crash you down Your words are plaguing me Just shut your mouth What goes around comes around Just rot, and I will be fine Every day with you is a sorry for Mankind These words to tell you that I survived Now you know that I deeply despise you My mind has never been so clear My hate for you, is one to fear No, you are nothing How can you live with yourself? What goes around comes around And it's gonna crash you down Your words are plaguing me Just shut your mouth What goes around comes around Just rot, and I will be fine Every day with you is a sorry for Mankind Ever since I've seen your face This life of mine has gone to waste You drown in your own infection Ever since I've seen your face My life has never known a rest Well you beat me up, you brought me down I never had so much to hate So much to hate So much to hate So much to hate What goes around comes around And it's gonna crash you down Your words are plaguing me Just shut your mouth What goes around comes around Just rot, and I will be fine Every day with you is a sorry for Mankind
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
Order in all thoughts resigned Letters failed, symbols and signs The universe turned into a cage How did this overwhelmed brain Become the white page? Thoughts appear without a shape I'm host to a barren landscape When the muse is dumb, but still exists This maze has a million exits Order in all thoughts resigned Letters failed, symbols and signs The universe turned into a cage How did this overwhelmеd brain Become the whitе page? A compass that's leading south No sounds from a desert mouth Thought I'm in command, but still deprived Silence reigns where I should cry Order in all thoughts resigned Letters failed, symbols and signs The universe turned into a cage How did this overwhelmed brain Become the white page? Become the white page Become the white page Full of words unprinted Will that's still unwanted How did this overwhelmed brain Become the white page to start it over again To start it over To start it over Order in all thoughts resigned Letters failed symbols and signs The universe turned into a cage How did this overwhelmed brain Become the white page? The world is my cage I'm the white page The world is my cage I'm the white page I'm the white page
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
Overwhelmed by a world of useless Inside my guts, there's nothing but emptiness I forgot to see, I forgot to hear It's making me blind and full of hypocrisy I am no more, totally disconnected Stuck in illusions that I created Speak for the voiceless These silent screams, the suffering Empower the powerless Stay awake, don't fall asleep Walking in the meanders of despair Looking for a lost connection I can hear the heartbeat floating in the air This wakе up call of my buried compassion I was no more, totally disconnectеd Stuck in illusions in which I locked myself Set the Earth free from its chains Speak for the voiceless These silent screams, the suffering Empower the powerless Stay awake, don't fall asleep Speak for the voiceless Your essence can change the world Empower the powerless Stay awake for unity 'Till the world shall set things right I will never stop this fight Speak for the voiceless These silent screams, the suffering Empower the powerless Stay awake, don't fall asleep Speak for the voiceless Your essence can change the world Empower the powerless Stay awake for unity
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
Paralyzed inside, suffocating Suffering with smile, I'm pretending All these efforts, wasted away I lost myself again and again Pull me from the dark I won't ever save myself Pull me from the dark I'm witness to my fall from grace because No way out I'm a total mess, I'm cursed and blessed No way out It's my reflection, I'm afraid to face No way out How can I say this without breaking No way out Give me faith and something to believe in I thought my fears were defeated But you cut me open to release them Pull me from the dark Free me, feel me, watch me I'm drifting away No way out I'm a total mess, I'm cursed and blessed No way out It's my reflection I'm afraid to face No way out How can I say this without breaking No way out Give me faith and something to believe in (No way out) (No way out) (Way out) Swallowing my words Repressing my hurt My soul is consuming I feel like fading I lost the will to fight again Give me something to believe in No way out I'm a total mess, I'm cursed and blessed No way out It's my reflection I'm afraid to face No way out How can I say this without breaking No way out Give me faith and something to believe in No way out No way out Way out
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026