Tortura Insomniae

Dim the light of human sight cause I fail to see the meaning My own thoughts are choking me when I try to breathe I can't control the wicked things planted inside my head Trapped inside the black tunnel that used to be my soul I cannot hide from the sweltering fear etched inside my body I can't control the subliminal thoughts that grow inside my mind Day by day I'm drifting further and further away From the man I used to be not much left of the real me The pain grows stronger everyday and my soul is turning black Left alone with useless thoughts and a life beginning to crack If you could see inside of me and taste my bitter life You would see an empty soul drowned in misery In the moonlight dancing madly backwards In the cold light no pain will touch my soul In the moonlight surrounded by darkness It feels so right I'm burning I'm burning until sunrise I drown in the darkness I'm fading away Nothing can stop me now Another dimension is opening for me My eyes are closed but I still see the light Take me higher show me the way I'm lost beyond pain Take away the pain that grows inside If you could see the misery inside me In the moonlight dancing madly backwards In the cold light no pain will touch my soul In the moonlight surrounded by darkness It feels so right I'm burning I'm burning In the moonlight dancing madly backwards In the cold light no pain will touch my soul

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025

Shiny like tomorrow but dead as yesterday Moulded thoughts drowned in human clay Hand of claustrophobia tears my soul apart Depression seems to be my only friend Trapped in human patterns like a sculpture made of stone Millions of people but I'm still alone Silence surrounds me I can't communicate at all Talking to me is like talking to a wall Without tears it's hard to cry Too numb to be alive In a world shaded grey For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all I've been embraced by the nails of fate Years and years of pain my life's been coloured grey Pain and misery no more agony I'm nailed to your cross I hear your laughter inside of me Trapped in a pose that's gone too far like Jesus I bleed Without tears it's hard to cry Too numb to be alive In a world shaded grey For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all I've been embraced by the nails of fate

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

I feel the heat from the flames I'm dying the essence of pain This bitter life has come to an end My mind is tired my heart is bleeding I can feel the taste from the nectars of Eden Never again shall I face the pain of living In a world of shame When my yellow dies under velvet thoughts I feel no pain within I've kissed the crystals of Eden Out of the fire I leave this bitter pain My only desire get away from this world of shame Come take me higher save me from the flames The essence of power a jester's sweet charade I feel the pain decline I'm leaving this world behind I feel the pain decline I'm leaving this world behind Never again. No more pain I feel the taste from the nectars of Eden I am leaving this world of utopia No more sadness cause I'm on my way In a state unacquainted to nausea In the Garden of Eden I stay I feel the pain decline I'm leaving this world behind I feel the pain decline I'm leaving this world behind Out of the fire I leave this bitter pain My only desire get away from this world of shame Come take me higher save me from the flames The essence of power a jester's sweet charade

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

In this mournful sadness, I feel right at home. I hide my face From your eyes. I try to carry on My soul is burned and I've been burned for the last time Never again will I face the pain, I won't open myself again Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again I fall apart but you put me back together, my heart is still broken And a broken heart won't heal You saturate my body, with liquid of disgust I made love to the devil's daughter She buried a thorn in my trust Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again Everytime it's just the same left on the outside With tears in my eyes, and a heart still aching In sadness I hide, to get back on my feet again So many times, I felt this pain before I'm not a part of this human race, all I can do is ignore You're all dying to live You're all dying to live but I'm living to die I'm hollow on the inside, nothing left but a shell But I carry on, I carry on until the end I'm not afraid of dying, anymore Alone on the outside looking at the inside Alone on the outside don't wanna be inside I respect the world you live in but I don't believe in it I respect the world you live in but I don't believe in it Falling, I fall in spirals of fire, losing all control Please put me back together, help me I'm on my way, but there's no light in this tunnel I feel no pain, her hand embraces my soul Emptiness, the silence has spoken So much wait, for this voyage Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again Everytime it's just the same, left on the outside

Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025

Defected perfection another truth so full of lies Corrosive laughter is all that's left inside my mind I follow my instincts, I try so hard to understand No more choices. Now I'm stuck what a shame I know there's no meaning to carry on but still I try Involuntary existence life sucks then you die Looking at the world with sewn shut eyes Bouncing against walls but I'm still alive Trapped within myself I'm lost somehow Tired of it all My eyes won't tell you nothing My eyes will burn through you My eyes won't tell you nothing My eyes are true I believe you people lost your sense of humor Cause you don't laugh when I bleed But I find it somewhat peculiar. You call me cynical While you get fucked by reality I'm intransigent I don't care your words are non existent So I find it peculiar you calling me cynical While you get fucked by reality Get out of my way. Got nothing to say to you anyway Leave me alone. You're full of it Don't say a word I read your mind you're left behind Get out of my way blind leads blind Looking at the world with sewn shut eyes Bouncing against walls but I'm still alive Trapped within myself I'm lost somehow Tired of it all My eyes won't tell you nothing My eyes will burn through you My eyes won't tell you nothing My eyes... Are true

Submitted by The Void — Apr 26, 2025

Crying I cannot believe the world that I see Is not for me Praying please take me home I'm here all alone and slowly I fade If you could see my misery Would you believe in opacity? The hate that burns inside of me, is a furious onslaught Caused by reality 21 long years of pain is more than I can take I'm sick and tired of your moral standards This world is built on fake Cause I can see the truth, behind your every lie I swallowed them so many times that I'm almost dead inside I'm dreaming away from this world I hate I'm building my own religion Can't look back cause I'm so afraid that I will end up, just like you You might call me suicidal, but I'm not the one to blame I hate the way you look at me I'm not a part of this game If you could see the truth behind each and every lie If you could see the agony I'm building up inside Pain is my friend Life's just a game Take me away from here I push away the shades of grey that seem to be my fate I replace my joy with agony cause I survive on hate I run away from this world of pain I hide inside my mind I'm living in the opacity you left me behind Heal my wounds. Burn all my sorrow Make me smile. After tomorrow I hide, in a gloomy state of mind, take a look inside And pain is what you'll find All alone, and solitude surrounds me it feels like home Nothing can hurt me Heal my wounds Burn all my sorrow Make me smile. After tomorrow

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025

All the pain is mine leave your guilt behind I'm not dying for you All my wounds are real and my scars won't heal A world drenched in blood Burn my eyes, I see the world without them Terrified, you feel my pain Slit open the sky, and let out my stars Look inside, it'll make you drown Take me now, burn with your lips Lick me free, from grey reality My scars are whispers of...need And shaded eyes are filled with grief I feel you burning through my veins Make love to me then shove me down the drain I will never fear again...never Come crucify me, come and nail me down Just crucify me, all the pain is mine I feel her roaring through my soul She got ways to make me crawl My scars are whispers of...need And shaded eyes are filled with grief I feel you burning through my veins Make love to me then shove me down the drain

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025

Forever, we're lost beyond a day Tomorrow will bring bitternes and fragments of hate Our sickening lives, will die behind Silhouettes of evergrey and scars from yesterday The dreams we keep inside, will surely pass us by And when truth becomes a lie we all die The remains of yesterday, will keep us all awake Reality will quake and we all bleed...we will bleed Sadness the joy that I lack are traded for A meathook, buried in my back Nothing can ease your pain, dancing on the edge Soon to go insane Downwards we go I'm fading for sure Downwards we all go Evergrey Time passes us by, and each day we die Side by side, slowly we die Dying we're dying Piece by piece we're fading away season of decay Fading we're fading Nothingness takes our last breath, we're soon to be no more Forever lost beyond our lives, never to return Life is pain In the evergrey Life is pain In the evergrey The dreams we keep inside, will surely pass us by And when truth becomes a lie we all die The remains of yesterday, will keep us all awake Reality will quake and we all bleed Downwards we go I'm fading for sure Downwards we all go Evergrey

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025

We all try to catch the beauty, in a world that's mouldering And we dream of tomorrow, anything to ease this pain Can you deal with the truth, can you deal with life itself Or will you hide behind, retouch the picture and play the game I try to see the real me, but there's someone else in here Open your eyes you coward, now it's time to confront yourself Take a look inside, go on just face the pain Can you deal with yourself, can you see what's really you? Or will you close your eyes, and hide behind another lie I'd like to see the real me. But I'm afraid to look inside I am fear, the lord of pain. I'll break you down, with my bare hands I'm your conscience, deep inside. I feed your mind, you're full of lies Plunge into oceans of hate restrained by, the anger you create Falling, from the stairs inside your mind, crawling helpless like a child When you try to see things clearly, shattered pictures erase your mind You hear voices on the inside, then your mind goes blank Trapped inside your inner self forced to see the truth There's no use to run cause the doors are closed No more excuses the truth you cannot bend It's hard to deal with life when you're used to pretend A psychotic mind erases and deconstructs to improve It'll leave you blinded with a hallucinating truth No more excuses the truth you cannot bend It's hard to deal with life when you're used to pretend If I'd only known the answer Life will be easier when you see who you are No more fear no more lies see the truth with new eyes Killer instinct you face the pain Nothing will ever stop you Killer instinct play the game New eyes no longer afraid You'll never hide again New eyes no longer blind We all try to catch the beauty...

Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025