Devoid of Love & Light

This is what is haunting me Devoid of love and light Motherfucker

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

You said "Never again" Yeah, yeah You said "Never again" I succumb to the numb Don't want to feel my pain You said you've had enough So now I'm bound to the shame I never meant to be the weight that's weighing on your mind I stay out of the way but still your heart always clings to mine It's like a pendulum swing, but I resist from swinging to the side that I don't like I've got to feel the sting instead of feeding on my vices and evading my mind I'm out of touch, craving escape in vain Negating the loss I've found And I self-destruct There's pain in your patience and you're waiting till I come down You said "Never again" I'll never place the blame if you decide to walk away I never asked you to stay Alone behind the shades Don't want to show my face until I face my pain You try to save me but you can't, so just give it time Can only save myself But you get tangled inside my ways every time I unwind There's no salvation until I face my fucking pain I'm out of touch, craving escape in vain Negating the loss I've found And I self-destruct There's pain in your patience and you're waiting till I come down Till I come down Till I come down Till I come down Till I come down Just walk away Don't wait, avert your eyes and walk away Don't stay and watch me drown in all my shame Just leave, free yourself from my toxic ways You're free, just let me face my fucking pain

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

White lies I never speak my mind because I'm confined by all the thoughts within So I just disguise this pain I'm living with and I just hope that one day I will feel like myself again Lost time I try to cope with it but I lost my mind and I can't seem to get a grip I try to pull myself out of this shit A grim disconnect is all I'm left with All of the time that's been wasted away while my minds' been astray The look on my mother's face when she said “You haven't been the same.” And I feel like a ghost without a place to roam Give in and just let go Disconnect from everything I know Faking happiness, I feel so full of shit Why can't I get a grip? I can't explain it but my mind, it starts to slip into an еndless pit How do I tell the onеs i love I'm getting sick, when no one fucking gets it? A grim disconnect is all I'm left with All of the time that's been wasted away while my minds' been astray The look on my mother's face when she said “You haven't been the same Trying so hard to connect with the good that surrounds me But there's no emotion inside now all I feel is nothing All that I feel is nothing What will it take to feel something? And I feel like a ghost without a place to roam Give in and just let go Disconnect from everything I know Will I find peace? I'm so tired and empty No I'm not the same and I can't be saved And I feel like a ghost without a place to roam Give in and just let go Disconnect from everything I know

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

The skies above shed no light upon me All I have done has reduced to nothing I'm devoid of love and light Falling further in the ashes of everything that used to be Haunting voices sing in absence. Rid me of these memories Always falling short. Always searching for a sense of peace Darkness coming forth. I'm subject to the waste My light, it fades Cast me to depravity where spirits whisper in the rot Trapped in your reality of everything I'm not Bound to fear and suffering, stripped of everything that's sought I writhe in the punishment, reminded of all that's been lost No light, no love Despised by the skies above Deprived, Destroyed, Confined and so devoid All of me has been diminished Reduced to a single moment You'll never rest until you're finished Until my spirit's broken Despised, Destroyed, Deprived, Devoid No light, no love Despised by the skies above Deprived, Destroyed, Confined and so devoid Extortionist, 2023 you punk motherfucker You thought I was done but I've returned I'll denounce the hate and harness the pain you've caused me for the rest of my fucking life Devoid of love and light Devoid of love Devoid of Light Devoid of love and light

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

So defiled Soul deprived We are fed these traits by our maker's hands We project the pain that we cannot stand A horrid soul, a burning dove A vicious display of love Your hands hold the leash Promised I won't ever leave Twist my thoughts with your persuasion Lost in Stockholm I need saving A hostage of the numb Is this really love? And my burning desire only grows Intertwined, now I dispose Only death will rid your cursed touch and I can't take much more My dignity is lacerated Seeking love in desperation Robbed me of all that is sacred This is hell I hope you choke to death for what you did to me And I will not forget All that's left are all the scarring images inside my head And my burning desire only grows Intertwined, now I dispose Kept the best of me inside of your hands so I let go Intertwined, now I dispose

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

Darkest of hearts, a mind like a virus You tear me apart, breaking me down til' I suffer in silence Throw all your stones, make your incisions You torment my soul with a love that's so unforgiving Belittled my success until you wanted sex Carve your name into my chest while you lay me to rest For every mistake that I've made you wouldn't let me forget You would never talk me off the ledge, so watch me descend You've taken away all that I can give Resentment takes it's place and I've become so dark Disdain is all that I have left in me Now all that's left are all of my invisible scars My self worth is littered with decay Look what you did to me Put my mistakes on your display for the world to see Your spell is over me. You twist and contort my thoughts You always remind me of all that I am not You never cease to seek out all the wrongs I've done You forced me to believe that I'm not good enough You've taken away all that I can give Resentment takes it's place and I've become so dark Disdain is all that I have left in me Now all that's left are all of my invisible scars You've taken away all that I can give Resentment takes it's place and I've become so dark Disdain is all that I have left in me Now all that's left are all of my invisible scars Now all that I have left are all of my invisible scars Resentment takes it's place and I've become so dark

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

Inside I feel so out of touch And no I don't know what I've become I think back to when I was so young I had a heart so full of love Hollow in my disguise Sorrow inside my mind Everything's changed, now I'm a shell of a man Absent of all of emotion I can't appreciate all of the good that surrounds me Cause my presence is lost and I just don't understand Adrift in time As my life continues to pass me by Desychronized Will I ever find my peace of mind? Lost hope in all I know My soul is in repose I let go Slowly floating away with no control Dead and cold, my lust for life has decomposed Everything's changеd, now I'm a shell of a man Absent of all of emotion I can't apprеciate all of the good that surrounds me Cause my presence is lost and I just don't understand Adrift in time As my life continues to pass me by Desychronized Will I ever find my peace of mind? Adrift in time There is no emotion that's left inside Desychronized Now the light inside of me has died Adrift in time Desychronized

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

And now I'm drained of life I used to think that this was sacred I used to be full of light Now all I've loved has been defaced with the throes of sycophant minds I used to think that this was sacred but I've been lost in a lie I gave my all to the complacent and now I'm drained of life Hang yourself off my coattails motherfucker Swing God damn I won't let you in again I see your intentions You wait to sink your teeth in I know what your weakness is I won't let you in again It feels like everyone around me just speaks in tongues and I just can’t relate Don’t give a fuck about your status or what you've done or the еxtent of your reach So when you'rе dead and gone, would you be proud of the impression you decide to leave? No sense of right from wrong You spend your days rotting away in your sycophancy I know what you are You writhe in low self-esteem Oh, you're all so fucked and everybody wants to talk but no ones' listening And now I’m drained of life I used to think that this was sacred I used to be full of light Now all I've loved has been defaced with the throes of sycophant minds I used to think that this was sacred but I've been lost in a lie I gave my all to the complacent and now I'm drained of life And now I'm drained of life No longer will I entertain the ways of the pawns that the industry breeds I feel so exhausted of everyone talking. Nobody's listening I see through the bullshit, know what you want but you won't get a thing from me So you should stay away Because I just don't give a fuck

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

I can't think straight, I'm caught in a daze I've been lost in the grey for so long, I'm not the same Absent emotions and I feel so numb Inside, I'm hopeless and I'm out of touch Stow the pain but my bones, exposed They see the signs and I know Don't follow 'cause I can't stay I'm hollow, I dissociate Disconnect from everything I know Now I'm inconscient and I'm seeing ghosts Presence lost inside the ebb and flow The grey takes ahold, and I lose control “Won't you say something? You're unresponsive.” Yeah, I know My mind is blank, there's nothing Estranged, unloving, distant I let go Don't follow 'causе I can't stay I'm hollow, I dissociate Don't follow 'cause I can't stay I'm hollow, I dissociate I usеd to feel alive Now I feel nothing I feel empty inside I'm not worth anything I would give all I have if I could feel something I would give all I have to not feel like this Don't follow 'cause I can't stay I'm hollow, I dissociate Don't follow 'cause I can't stay I'm hollow, I dissociate

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026

In solitude, there's nothing left to lose I call for you but you won't come and save me Forgotten by all the ones I've loved and the ones who've said they cared I guess it's my distrustful faith in a sea of snakes Push it all down, push it all away Spare me of your counterfeit attempts of saving face Holding on because you have something to gain I see right through your two faces and I can't relate Your so called “friends” are dead You use the loss just for the attention That little blue bird feeds your image of imitation Hit your head falling from the social ladder you crave Birds of a feather so fake and you are all the same When it all goes dark, no ones coming back for you Forgotten from the start, so there is nothing left to prove Everyone moves on and there is nothing you can do No sense in holding on because in the end we're born to lose When it all goes dark, no ones coming back for you Forgotten from the start, so there is nothing left to prove Everyone moves on and there is nothing you can do No sense in holding on because in the end we're born to lose I fall back into the dark Isolation beckoning, separate No one's coming back for me, no You left me behind in the ashes of what used to be I'm lost in your absence Everything I've loved is now past tense Forgotten, I was just a memory. Just a fragment When it all goes dark, no ones coming back for you Forgotten from the start, so there is nothing left to prove Everyone moves on and there is nothing you can do No sense in holding on because in the end we're born to lose When it all goes dark, no ones coming back for you Forgotten from the start, so there is nothing left to prove Everyone moves on and there is nothing you can do No sense in holding on because in the end we're born to lose The mask you wear must be heavy hanging off your face Bury your skeletons before the vultures start to feed I don't need anyone, I don't need anything Human kind is exhausting I've become so drained Human kind is exhausting I've become so drained of life You take away my energy I will not conform to the game Fuck your status and your false sense of superiority It means nothing to me When it all goes dark, no ones coming back for you Forgotten from the start, so there is nothing left to prove Everyone moves on and there is nothing you can do No sense in holding on because in the end we're born to lose When it all goes dark, no ones coming back for you Forgotten from the start, so there is nothing left to prove Everyone moves on and there is nothing you can do No sense in holding on because in the end we're born to lose I will not succumb to you You sit at tables with the plastic personalities The cowards play a cowards game and bite the hand that feeds You're subject to become another cog in the machine Another carbon copy and you all mean nothing to me You are Nothing to me Take your place in the waste with all of the flies Bathing in shit, feeding their false images You're jaded, caught in the chains of all I despise Sedated behind a gate of this exclusivity I will denounce the hate and all of the lies Drenched in the venom you spit and you don't even realize Your fate is paved with the nameless graves of the blind You're rotting inside a hive, devoid of love and light

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026