SelfRealization

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Once I knew your name, once I played your game, no longer I will worship your sin Walk away we cannot be one and the same, powered by purity, I'm gonna be free like hope My hate love you from inside, I'm nothing, but you're Chaos, rage before me, chaos, rage before me, chaos, rage inside me, go! Forming the false direction, seduced by huge sensation For which there's no description, forever writhe with shame Life is not just a game to win but what the fuck it's something I have to do right What to do with my life, look at what I've done, see what went wrong, I'm scarred to die. Without any doubt I'm proud of my side but all my love for life is gone! I don't want to turn to faceless figure, you try to get into my life, try to pass through my mind I want to get out … set me apart, accept – decline, black & white, private – public, right, or wrong I see my life within your eyes, the end will come for all the lies Everything in life fades, everything in life ends, sounds like practice, sounds like fucking pain Nothing will happen sooner than now, my future is walking in your arms Wish to enjoy life day by day, try so hard … fall to decay, nobody dare! I don't believe in a coming day, more details become clearer and anguish become terror Why I'm chained to this fucking chair? There is no reason, there is no way back, drowning in tragedy cutting your head, you're no more Than an actor in human role, without better script you got no choice There's no destiny, this was meant to be, questioning my existence, Giving away my worthless life.

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

All knowledge floating away, cannot betray the things I feel inside No more compassion, pain & temptation, words of hope can't take me. Closer to existence of better days, depression presents itself No opponent, lost in worthless discussion Unconcern & ignorance produce the rot These worlds becoming disgraced by human race One of the reason is fucked up air we breathe … Hold in my hand all what remain, why do I feel so much pain! Unable to break my scare from the fate, poison is burning in my veins Still so far away, face down to the earth, awaiting the change, no hope, all remain the same Face of falsity, hidden reality, lost in agony, there's nowhere to turn Our leaders made it again worse, attention to all followers I dose my eyes like everyone, cause most of all are uninterested Eyes can not see what they're going through, the world is grey it's starting to … The price we have to pay, maybe one day someone will break this circle of disdain Nothing, nothing is different, nothing, nothing I wanna touch the hope Tried a thousand times, why is it so difficult to live! Years in fury, force direction, no escaping – we're alive Wondering if our world is so fine, I want more than what you do Turning in your fucked up life, all you need is second sight.

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025

They make you suffer like me, cause you were not supposed to see … I know who I want to be, that's shit you'll never see, you'll never see A real face of me, don't say: I can't stop myself, believe me I'm almost there Pass away my identity Fiction, I stay human inside, keep on secret, you need to lie It's not time to walk alone, but it's way to get out from the pain Do you like what you feel, eaten from inside you can't turn from me! Look deep within, and you'll find, that you're cursed to this primitive state of mind. Who are you to look down upon me. I'm more than you will ever be There's no sorry, no way, you're nothing, gone within few days You're denied, such a pleasure, so burn in the fire, need a new life, free like at the birth Pure contempt, reason I can't see, he's not breathing instead of me anymore I continue to pray for humanity. I can't feel him deep inside, we all cry for the paradise, A false creating, eternal fantasy, sadistic dreams within the ecstasy So give me your hand and trust me now, catching the last beats of your life I'm independent, can you hear me? Crisis time is here again, a duel to which there seems No end. Authentic reality, forever frozen, life is a vision, that's no more, my condemnation comes, Wanna change all, trust me I would, I get weak so deep day by day you won't be saved.

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025

Lethargy, parasite perfection, stiff respect, respect with pleasure Your dagged look, you need to lie, what happened bro? Surface me to subscribe our retrospection. The world I see is fucking shit. No way for purity, my pride is coming apart, I am ready to kill You want to play, playing a game, game with habit, seize the taste, masturbate While you dissect, you mentally forced head… Go …cold nakedness without the name. So pray and fucking penetrate, God said release your indecision and let's feel The fucking passion, the fucking passion My brain wants more not for glory, not for gold. Who knows? Who cares? Who will fight? Nobody dares! Madness spewing from the soul, blinded by his own hate, Orgasmic pleasure through the pain, fucking the bloody remains Can you stop all this motherfucking shit? No way, I just wanna see cutting, bleeding, Fuck to death … visions of misery All is broken now I'm in pain, paralysed with fear, fingers cutting off in sodomy, My screaming cannot be heard cause my throat is bleeding. Now my destiny's at the end. I'll be fucked, fucked to death. Removed from society, unglued from reality, Desperation is way of your life, fuck you, you better to die!

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

Here today, gone tomorrow, trail of tears leads to sorrow Hands exalted, holding cross, praying now, so where is fucking God? To be down, need another, so take drug you motherfucker! Giving away my worthless life, unleash my oppression, my prison, my world Myself I'm open, waves of anger, no matter how I feel, fucked up … stand up! How blind can you be, not to see your future dying before your eyes. Release my mind from pain, forgive me when I hate Alone every day you'll never, never wouldn't stay Release my soul from pain, forgive me when I hate Apparition of the Christ, no more hatred coming out, Amazing world you're offering me, but the anger is deep inside of me It's all too late, desperation is on my side, I don't want this, I don't care about people There's so much more to do than to listen to your empty words you fucking asshole Need to know that Ill never see your face again, words can't save my life, I carry inside myself Nothing is going to change, I want, my life is a shit, you know, listen to me, shut up, drop out! Forget me, It's over now, I do suffer, what went wrong I'm troubled I fade away don't touch me, I repeat, you can't help me Trapped, in my, inner, fucked up circle.

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

Trust these fuckers, because of me, don't be hurried, tolerate squeeze Vulgar person confronting you, insecurity devouring opinion Headless absurdities, inside turned out, an empty promise somewhat mournful Escape's unreal, I know, no choice left, out of control Raving, demanding from bad to worse, it all seems so strange … all is rage, what the fuck !!! Far away from human race, visions of carnage are clouding my head, forever you'll be my slave She was used to make me disappear, trapped in a circle of death, there's no model of this game to see I'm not guilty I despise your words there's no truth above us, stronger, stronger won't die In a time of hatred, voice of my endless scare, anger from being betrayed, I want to erase myself Remnants of life eternally torn, belongs to those who are forever gone What's right, what's wrong, what's better! All is broken, no tomorrow Hatred breeds hatred, mistake of God, forever alone, that's meaning of life Give me the answers and don't say that I'm imprisoned all my fucking life You can't hide, no more, too hard to find the point It's time to draw the line, can't tell you what's wrong and what's for you right What's wrong, tell me why, what's right, tell me why, I don't know, hatred breeds hatred that's meaning of life Be sure that running will not help you to escape, fighting back will only seal your fate Seems like I'm out of reality … rush of hostility You took the wrong path in your life, words of hope can't take Hatred breeds hatred, it all seem so strange, all that is fucking rage.

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

Brain disorder, punctured skull, rotting away Burning though, carry disease, painful decay, are part of your disfiguration Corpse at the birth, human decay, bodily aged, no cure to arise War, hate are my pray, denying faith, crushed my brain Free me from my inner tyranny, constant suffering no more life Fuck and fuck I need to say, changed by supplication no power to opone Lost information are the motherfucking reason Born as an enemy, live as a victim, die like … like an animal In my minds I never see, this cannot be reality To feel, to scream, to breathe and die, I'm among the life and death, you die! Born as an enemy, live as a victim, die like an animal … So choose you destiny, to be down, think upper, stop crying, reconcile your prophecy Breathe down, feel suffer, die now you motherfucker. Disfiguration corrode your brain, procreation on the other hand Your life is gone, growing old, what did you expect? Lost in reality, free me from my inner tyranny, perceive insanity Chamber of dead bodies, amputated parts, now you finally understand that You're one of them, now you hate your weakened life at all, you're painfully Decayed … nothing can stop my hands.

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

I see figures in front of me, hope this isn't reality I'm not longer myself, touching the mirror, place without the pain My mind fantasies, insane orgies, the moon is fucking red, it drives me mad I never give up, walk through the rain, I cannot love, I just can hate I'm aware of what's going on, the mortal punishment destroys my sanity You have to be my enemy Enter a new world of pain and fucking hate, slaves of torture are taking you away I worship you, so set me free, torturing the inner me I'll blow your head away, I'll burn your grave, I advise you wake up before it's too late (Rep.) It's cold, this frozen mind, my soul, my enemy inside Madness is creeping into me, weight me down and devour my mind (Rep.) Life is a vision, that's no more, God created, soon to be gone Swallowed by terror, engulfed in torment, revile the redemption Pain is my reward, I'm talking in my sleep, I'm laughing while I bleed I've fulfilled my fate, there's no better way to describe … There's no better way to survive There's no better way to survive, I've got enemy inside There's no better way to survive, this is my frozen mind (Rep.)

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025

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