Melancholic Memories

After everything....It still doesnt matter... After all of my sacrifices....It still doesnt change.... Time just repeats itself.... Or At least it feels like it.... You can try to make things perfect..... But youre better off climbing the endless staircase.... Things that are meant to be broken.....can never be fixed.... The more time you waste...the more it hurts.... But instead you keep going..... The indenial stage can be very powerful.... As powerful as any drug that causes conflict to the mind.... It's finally over.... Nothing left to live for... Staring at the pool of razorblades.... As it invites you more and more towards it...... The Suffering has only just begun....

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

All that I can hear are my own screams.... But no one listens..... I slit my wrists..... a cry for help.... But no one cares..... Feeling alone with nothing to hold onto.... No shoulder to cry on..... No one to run to.... These endless tears continue to shed...... To a point where nothing but blood descends from my eyelids..... I still wait for my death to finally come.... I cant breathe...(ballad part) This overwhelming depression that i hold.... Will never leave me.... It will forever huant me with my temporary states of Euphoria...(end of ballad) These days seem to go by slower and slower... It acts just like....

Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025

A torture chamber..... Slow and painful..... I scream and scream some more.... But no one hears..... Isolated in a cold chamber..... These steel rusty bars drenched in my own blood... I am the disease that kills life... I see a black hole moving towards me..... Is it my time? I see my uselesss rotten body from afar...(second ballad) Its finally over.... And still these emotions follow me... My Suffering continues...(end of ballad) I see things i once loved..... Not caring of my non existing soul..... I see someone moving on..... Not even shedding a single tear.... Of my death.... I see another person..... Being the better person..... Comforting the other..... making that person forget..... Who once brought happiness..... To her.....

Submitted by The Void — Apr 26, 2025

Once again....im left alone to rot... This will never change... I find myself lost in a world of pain... I have become beyond depressed... Beyond anger.... Beyond emotions.... Beyond everything.... Almost to the point of numbness.... Screaming myself to sleep each night... Unable to think straight anymore.... Hating this life more and more... Wanting it to be over already.... I lost everything i had... I lost the will to live... I lost myself in Depression... I lost my emotions... They are running wild... I cannot control myself... Trying to find a gun.... A razorblade wont work.... Let me put an end to this.. Once and for all... Why continue on Contemplating.. Whether to live or die... Why not just end it already.. Why not just waste this pathetic life.. That was already wasted to begin with.. The gun is ready to kill.. I walk up to the one person who once cared for me... Who once thought i was important.... Who once said that i was their everything... Who once told me that i was something special... But those words seem useless now that she has moved on... With someone else... Were they lies? Or was there actual meaning and pure emotion behind it... Either way..it doesn't matter anymore... It is over... The one person I once had in my arms... Is now at the bear hands of life.... I point the gun towards my head.. Staring straight into her eyes... Tears falling down my face... Bleeding all over... And with my last breath... I say to you... I loved you.....

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

Sametové vody krve, modré slunce, rudá oblaka, kraj z bvĕzdnébo třpytu, na perutich vĕčnosti. Vize nočnich konců v mrysli, zde růže neuvadají, obrazy psledníbo svétla, rozplývám se v momentu nekonečna. English translation: Velvet bloody waters Blue sun, red clouds Region of shining stars Vision of night ends in misery Roses don't die here Images of the last light I'm fading in the moment of infinity

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Nov 11, 2025