Finally Free

I am a love & hate alloy Contradictory combination Of black & white, pain & joy The real yin-yang incarnation I want to live my own way I try to break the usual rules But I feel myself like a toy in play Of hands are pulling my threads My voice as quiet as a rustle But louder than mortar shot A dot in huge human blot Seething with sins & vices Like unstoppable maniac I’m rushing in vain fight It’s better than be obedient Pig in butchery I scream: There is no freedom here! I blame them all & rise from mud They say that I’m a cynic No, I’m rebellious heart! So many cravens among us They got water in their veins They have no pride but humility Ugly souls, rotting minds! Hear! They shut ears up See! They hide their eyes Why are you so mute? No protest, obeying slaves. Detail of this chaotic machine Maybe it’s my destination Like many others doomed to be Pawns of someone possession We will mount barricades Clenched fists, fiery eyes Obsolete foundations will fall Under our rage!!!

Many people love destruction And violence rules the world It’s a bad and mad construction Everything is bought and sold Fate of mankind – perennial fight Fear of life – cold of night Born to be wild Born to be might Most people are like victims Just trying to survive Some predators are fighting for them Wishing to take their lives They are doomed to bite the dust Their veins are full of pain Happiness is running so fast Sorrow’s cruel like a bane

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

Brand new day – brand new death Everything is fading inside me Something filthy holds my breath A creep speed bomb is in my cells Now I’m like a wounded beast Exhausted by fight and run Fit of weakness is unclenching my fists Laying me down to the ground Give way to despair Like sink into the grave And torture the soul No way out! Fatal stigma ‘s burnt In the bottom of heart I’m cursed with existence No way out! There is no liquid just blood There is no taste just sweat There is no feeling just pain There is no earth just mud This endless torment is called life What for should I live? What for should I fight? Where will end my twisted path? Give way to despair Like sink into the grave And torture the soul No way out! Fatal stigma ‘s burnt In the bottom of heart I’m cursed with existence No way out!

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

The strongest emotion That is burning your soul, Heart’s beating faster, You are loosing control. Dark flame is inside, Pulse runs in a crazy rate, Discordant state of mind, Now your strength is your hate! Destructive thoughts, Anger, rage, disguise & scorn – This storm of emotions Makes you reborn. Hate!!! Face your enemy, Eyes to eyes, blade to blade, Streaming mystic energy, Now the weapon is your hate! Bite your lower lip, Patterns of bloody foam, Nothing can stop you, Nothing can change you! Till the last breath This hate will last, Renewing your wrath. You become outcast. Scars of your soul, Bitter sleepless, And a short-time dream For you like bless!

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025

My heart is flamed My sense is strained My spirit is suppressed by bitter pain My mind possessed I am distressed I am depressed I am insane! Dysthymia squeezed its icy claws Soul's thrilling so exposed My faith is ruthless & composed This stream is filthy like disease Sucking souls as black hole Insatiable mouth that gobbling me! [Chorus:] I'm diving & streaming with river of pain I'm sinking and swimming again and again Nobody can hear my harrowing cry This river is my life I'm wishing to die! I feel disgust I have no trust I've got no faith I am forsaken exile Wasted by fear I'm searing hear All that I hear Is noise of breaking hearts Anguish's pricking weaken brains Iron jaws are chewing us Storms are spinning our souls Aggression, hypocrisy, Greed, meanness, Hate rules this reality That I detest! [Chorus x2] I'm wishing to die! Wishing to die!

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

My life is like a burning dream, But there's no awake with a scream. I have the only hope - Wish an "air dance" with the rope. There's no color in my soul, My universe has faded years ago, My (season) [singing 'flesh(?)'] is the endless fall, I'm alone against this world! [Chorus:] Darkness is inside my brain, All that I can feel is pain, Maybe I become insane, Fire's running through my vein. Never see the light again, All of my attempts are vain, 'Cause my spirit's tied with chain. Where is an exit out of me? What will be my final step? I can't forgive the sins of yours, The outward things are sticky web That suppresses fair force. There's no future, no past, My last seconds are running so fast. What for I wait? The freedom so near My mind is held with primal fear. I'm an epicentre of silence My soul's an epicentre of void No hate, no love, no evil, no violence Just emptiness & nothing else: I'll go away with deadly grin You hear no groan from my mouth I know I have no chance to win But soul-spark will rush above. [Chorus] My life is like a burning dream, But there's no awake with a scream. I have the only hope - Wish an "air dance" with the rope. There's no color in my soul, My universe has faded years ago, My (season) [singing 'flesh(?)'] is the endless fall, I'm alone against this world! [Chorus]

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

Have you ever been distressed by endless pain, So tight embraced by obscure wings of night, Situated between life and death Heart is clenched by fear so tight Shadows whisper calling my name I jump into abyss of dark Finding serenity from the flame That sizzles me Take my heart, sip my blood Destroy my flesh, scatter my breath My dream comes true I’m passing through the heaven’s gate To real life after death The end is the beginning I go away, so far away Such fits of depression are torturing me I’m on the road from nowhere to nowhere The travel of the damned forgotten outcast From creature to eternal dust Thousands of sins are burden my soul No words can describe my state I’m not a martyr just lost in time renegade that fooled by fate

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

Rise looks at me like a bloody eye I’m sitting in front of screen of window In my chest is trembling a silent cry Spirit is breaking loose from my body shell My sleep resembles a lethargy Static as a lying stone In my anthill I’m alone Life is flowing out with red blood I killed my hope that lied to me Everything is destroyed, burnt & broken But now I’m finally free! I fly in a stream of a wind Reaching the stars, falling down to earth A cosmic atom with naive dreams & thoughts I have escaped from human routine Nothing holds me here In the world of suffering, anger & pain I’m an alien so I go away My quest is over I have won & failed at once It’s impossible to change my way I won’t stop till the very end I killed my hope that lied to me Everything is destroyed, burnt & broken But now I’m finally free! I fly in a stream of a wind Reaching the stars, falling down to earth A cosmic atom with naive dreams & thou

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025