Comfort in Illusion

From where I'm holding down Relentless Protecting my Relaxation Or so I thought I began to Question it all Doubt from within Strangled my wits To choke out the best Part of my being I fed it backwards Back towards my gut Yet I still hunger Yet, I’m not broken -- Bent at the knees Though I’ve been here before Don't you judge me While I’m pushing for change Sound the alarms because I am awake Feast -- Feast From within First it craves And then devours It starts in my throat Then drips to my loins Then it comes out In undеsirable ways I laugh at myself ‘most evеryday Yet, I’m not broken -- Bent at the knees Though I’ve been here before Don't you judge me While I’m pushing for change Sound the alarms because I am awake From where I’m holding down Relentless Protecting my Relaxation Or so I thought I began to question it all Yet I’m not Broken (From where I hold From where I’m holding on) Bent at the knees Though I’ve been here before Don't you judge me While I’m pushing for change Sound the alarms because I am awake He cannot control it He can no longer sit still He can't stop believing That he's not getting ill Pardon my uncertainty There’s a wall breaking my pace Shame it’s one I’ve built To stand in my own way And I won’t sit still When there’s more to build Even if I had a chance There’d be an excuse to find an easier way To make my day to day But I won’t let disappointment pave my way And I can’t let disappointment pave my way And I won’t let disappointment pave my way Pave my way x3

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 23, 2026

Green yard, white picket fence -- These are the tools of governance Those willing to abide by All the tropes in life That act as a guide To keep you on a rope They prey on your dreams Prey on your hope Come leave this life behind (they profit off your time) You’ve been yearning To break the wheel Despite all your searching Nothing yet yields Let me make up your mind (You can’t see Your life is a liе) I won't back down from you So come out of hiding I won't back down from you So come out of hiding Sitting on perdition’s lеdge Forgetting all I’ve been fed At last, I'm in control New perspective -- deep regret Without a purpose, I just exist It’s time to take some chances My legs remained Rooted But this time I'm not afraid To fall You’ve come out of hiding (I struggle to believe in The merit -- the truth in me Distractions set me free) Friday comes And then I'll justify The reckless acts that make The time go by Fill the hours with complacent crimes Bend my will and fill it with lies Yeah Fill it with lies Stagnate within the loop Or hop the fence and fly the coop

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 23, 2026

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