I, Delusionist
Album • 2020
Lying in a bed of nails, fear wakes me up Suffering until the end of my days, for the things I had done Gave in to temptation, an empty promise of prosperity Sold myself to the darkness, let the shadows take me Surrendered to madness Offered a deal I could not deny No longer bearing the burden pressing me down An end to the conflict that struck me day after day Didn't know the turns it would take, extinguished the flame of life Point of no return Frail visions of myself, times I hope not to witness Memories of the past, a reality attached to my brain My mind is broken, damaged, corrupted I was blind for too long Evil tongues whispering to me until I let them reside in my throat Shed a piece of my soul with every second passing by War to the unbelieving and the divine I took a fate that can't be undone Haunted memories, dreams and visions Freed me from my anger, gripped me out of the dark Shown a new purpose, a path guiding into the light All felt so real, the cold days have ended Yet it was all just a lie Yet it was all just a lie, heart and soul infected Dark deeds caught up on me, the light is fading Mist clears, evil shows its nature Ancient evil lived within me, left me trapped Judgement's day rose upon me Purgatory finally has me in its grip
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
After months in darkness I can see the light again From the ashes I return into the living realm My journey took an end and my soul collapsed I shattered into fragments with no time to adapt The head full of voices, the body drowning in silence A victim to the mind games that kept me off balance I was a crusader and my fate had been shaped My nihilistic choices made my hope drift away Sailed the wrong course, I was sentenced to death No views, no path, I got laid to rest Show me the way Reborn, reformed, clear vision and thirsting for more Be free, of the grief, relinquish sorrow and strike down remorse All I see is judgement in a raiment of lies Truth will always be the last thing to cross someones mind Fueled I am with anger The warmest hearts are overtaken by hate Of all the real eyes that don't realise the real lies I can see the light in darkness but only feel the dark in light Deception crawling through your mind to hide what's left inside Everything will be forgotten, innocence, all is rotten You're living a life in the wake of constant fear that everything you believe in is not even real I see the life that you are trying to live Future turns its back on you, nothing to give Talking down on your beloved ones so they don't question what you believe Though it will haunt you, reality puts you six feet deep
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Human incompetence is on perpetual growth Let the actions show Too much focus on the pain The world's burning, they live in restraint Ignorance, everything is a boundary No comprehension, no one will see Do you feel them staring? Do you feel them hesitate? Acting like it's none of their business Indifferent, phlegmatic, they will be portrayed Weeping over what we could've had become This planet has become a widow to honesty, long gone The world in contradiction The world in neglect Riveting abominable, abominable imperfections of mankind March of the forsaken Cleansing of the dead I do not fear the visions of the dead! Let the wailing speak Standing there doing nothing, for the last time Shadows overcome Witness to destruction Not taking actions and neither retreat Shifting responsibility to anyone else You're no longer concerned, let them be overwhelmed And when the cycle breaks We'll go down in doom awake We have failed as a race With the whole world doing nothing We'll go ahead in time Until no point of return To where we all just die
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Behind their masks, faces in the dark Shadow self, speaking through the ancient ones Devourers of flesh, grief and hate Webbed lies form into a construct of anger and fear Where fear has been there it always will be Rid the light, tear reality, open a new realm Sin and doom, the godless hive, birth of the madmen Screams from the skies, tears from the ground and in between a silеnt sound The six eyed dеmon resides in everyone of us The dark presence is awake, thirsting for blood, decimate Everything's been taken away from their hands Fate has been sealed before mankind took a breath There's no life to make infertile grounds bloom again Humans are doomed and got to live this nightmare until the end Only dust and sand, minutes to the end Pestilence destroys everything we've ever had From the void it turns to cyclic abundance We've been there at the wrong time and our race was redundant A race so small not even part of the whole is just a waste of space in the plan of celestial entities Abandon all They breathe, they see
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Do you feel sacred at heart? Do you feel sacred at heart? Do you feel sacred at heart? Are you scared of the dark? We're not immortal, we walk this shallow earth We're not immortal, we're all doomed from birth We will all soon behold The damage we caused with false gods will mark the end of the road You take cover behind fake prayers and hope Maybe next time you fold your hands around your throat All I hear are lies Lie after liе, no rational thoughts Your truth's all made up, your sanity's torn What do you expect to bе the outcome? You hope there's a light in the sky to rid you from your sins You claim you're loyal to your god, though you're loyal to none You think some prayers will rid you from the guilt of what you have killed Rid you from your guilt? Hold on to all these rules and restrictions You think that they can be followed at will Honesty! I miss you deeply! Sincerity, why have you left us? Veracity, I know they did you bad Morality, take them down, bring us the end
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
I, I've been abandoned My life turned against me Everything was clear before my eyes Now I'm feeling blind I'm being drowned though my head is still above water There is no rope around my neck but my body doesn't want me to breathe I don't know what to feel, is this the real me? All I want is to be freed from this misery Rethinking every action, every sentence that I've ever said What has withdrawn all the good things that I've еver had? I am incomplete! This isn't what I seekеd! Avenge me! In my new found gloom I slowly learn to see All those voices of grief that won't stop whispering me Only pain and no sign of relief For all the things and down to none it needs emptiness for new light to come I've lost everything and yet there is no light I've walked through hell only to meet darkness twice Tear me into waters deep So I can finally breathe I prayed to the gods of this flesh-bound world for their voices may never be heard I want to let go of the string that is life as it has given up on me every day and every night My lifeline's a life lie What is happening to me? They denied me They don't recognise me My own flesh, my own blood I switched places with myself What could I do? Please help me Blinded by greed, you offered your soul Thought I'd gift you with all what makes you whole You thought it was a dream, you lived in denial Only to realise my price is so much higher
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Humanity is a goddamn waste Knee deep in shit, a fucking disgrace Everyone's hide is as thick as a strand standing there, with open hands What does it need for people to finally wake? It couldn't take long by default for this cohesion to break This is the age of offense to leave real issues behind Shifting guilt to equal beings, all it takes is a lie Mankind lost its beauty a long time ago It takes a simple mistake to spark the fire so the hatred can grow People's worst behaviour will finally show Strength through other's distress, can't keep containment on hold Victimize who you don't know for things they've done or said in the past Enjoy the suffering you've caused though you would not accept it on your blood You're such a fucking shame We're all ugly on the inside We know nothing but to judge by the outside Even meaningless words are a reason to start a war If your perspective is different they won't let you speak, nevermore You all spew hate, you only choose a side for your own advantage You preach about freedom of speech though everyone you dislike will be your target For every step we take, we get two stabs to the back For every opinion that differs, blood will be shed With nobody like-minded I'd much rather be born dead As a part of the eyes that are open wide I'd rather go blind I'd rather go fucking blind You are just looking for excuses so you can hide your mistakes You never accept that there are people uninvolved You are pulling everyone into the shit storms that you've caused People no longer accept to be held accountable for their own stupid actions Instead they turn around the perspectives to declare themselves as the victims Did we really intend to end up in such a corrupted society? This is a downward spiral so give me reason to continue to breathe
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Fever corrupting all again Preaching justice, my sight goes red Nowhere to go, nothing to do Forge this world anew Betrayal and treason, mindless scum All the things our race has done Wishful minds, in the darkness alone No way out, no way home Chances consumed, all will burn Never unchained, never return Blind faith gave hope for people to hold on But in the end we've all been proven wrong Power in places where it doesn't bеlong Even truth comes from a twisted tonguе Praying for an end to this A misery far from what it should have been Turning to whatever force that listens Sick and tired of this shit Upon death just do one more thing Grant me life so I can die again For the virus that are we humans Our own end is our antidote When we all have faded away Nature calls and will regrow Eternal sleep End this plague It's your turn Let us take our fate Through the valley of the dead rid the evil that lies ahead Nothing will be left undone After what this world's become Eternal sleep End this plague It's your turn Let us take our fate
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Your mistakes pave my way Endless hours, day after day Foolishness, for everyone to see For everyone to see You couldn't seem to grasp what I've been going through You kept talking down on me it's about the only thing you do You started digging my grave and I didn't even realise Until it was almost to late, you were the gun between my eyes The damage you caused is irreversible The flesh may regrow but the mind is lost Either end it all for once and rid from the pain Or let despise ensue and follow darkness' reign A thousand reasons to live but what you've done will prevail Sanity bursts into pieces and chaos unveils Let me speak Let me show the real me Dead skin Tearing souls apart, draining will to live Feeding off of others pain was your drug, you were addicted When you didn't find a place full of grief you had to inflict it Slitting your throat has made this world a better place Your honour, I rest my case I'd pull my head out the noose If I could make you walk a mile in my shoes So you can see your work at first hand But I guess we're even now, at least I was your end
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Breathe me in The waves come crashing down Underneath my skin, hate's all that there's ever been Contorted perceptions altering the ways to feel The ways to feel Free your mind Shatter the bonds Descending through the layers of suppression Lose grip on the last bit of hope that is stored Reaching hands From the ground The day that life has come around Full of hate Full of fear Breaking under burdens no man could bear Is this the еnd? Or is it just another day to spend in a torturous loop? End my suffering Dеath has come to visit, though he won't take you Just interested in the progress of what you're going through Standing on the edge Which side to fall? Will you gain or lose control? The mind's been corrupted All its blood betrayed Daggers through the spine Digging our own graves Bleed
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
We are not prepared Eons in the past, titans have been forged Power overwhelmed yet there is thirst for more Saviours of their worlds, destroyers just as much Striving for might, even betrayal's not enough There is no getting away All is doomed They will soon return "We will rid you from what you call home We will make this world our own You had your chance to prove your worth Yet you plagued this world at birth." The fear consumes it all You can't move but fall No one will be there to see the end The strike of the ancient forces is at hand Every human action will come around Nothing's safe, it will all shut down First we will unite to try and fight Then we turn against each other and die Fear lends us strength to remain alive some time Though in the end we'll leave our loved ones behind Life has no value In a war that is greater than us They will claim what's theirs Wreaking havoc is the titan's heir Lifeforms with a strength unknown Chaos and destruction we can soon behold We can soon behold For many other worlds They came like an impending doom Hiding deep in the void from the nether When time has come we'll go down in gloom Onto us they bring eternal slumber Waves of misery will pull us under Deep in our minds we knew this time would come A thought that has existed from our sanity's dawn Distracted by praying to the gods for help Not thinking about what has created them When will it happen? When will it happen? When will we finally be freed from this dead end? When will it happen? When will it happen? When will we finally be freed from this dead end?
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
Arrogance has taken its toll on this world Millions of years to learn what cannot be learned No equal treatment so a race can transcend Obstructing ideologies just to fail in the end Allocated resources as support on the short term Sacrificing every life form in the long run The blade of greed cuts deeper with each incision A construct of lies will in frailty collapse Unknowingly steps away from demise as you cannot adapt Burn away the plague of life Witness malignance erupt in dread at first hand Surrounded by dеpravity all will be condemned Wе're not the fever, here to fix the earth We're the virus and shall be cleansed in return Cleansed in return Consume all life Vultures will circle the earth Rest in dirt Further and further, a scar formed through murder Witness malignance erupting dread at first hand Surrounded by depravity all will be condemned We're not the fever, here to fix the earth We're the virus and shall be cleansed in return "We had no part in your decisions other than to be exploited Each of your choices drained us a little more like the slowest poison Fucking tell us, had it been worth in the end? There's blood of billions drying on your hands" There's blood of billions drying on your hands Rest in dirt
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026
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