A Decade Gone By

Fuck this pain I've been through worse Fuck your lies I've had enough of you I will rise I will rise Come on Amongst the darkness I have found light I've found the reasons to move on You will not be the death of me High in the sky I will soar I hope you're satisfied I hope that you're right I hope you're satisfied I hope that you're right At days end You'll realize all the things you have forgotten And the things you have lost I'm sorry you couldn't feel the same I could have gave you life, could have gave you life Now I'll take your fucking breath away (Breath away) Now I'll take your fucking breath away (Breath away) At days end You'll realize all the things you have forgotten And the things you have lost (You have lost) At days end You'll realize all the things you have forgotten And the things you have lost And although it's tough Thinking of you is never enough I'm moving on And although it's tough Thinking of you is never enough I'm moving on At days end (At day's end) You'll realize all the things you have forgotten And the things you have lost (You have lost) At days end You'll realize all the things you have forgotten And the things you have lost You have lost

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026

I'm better off dead Do you know what it's like to be me? I'm walking this path so close And yet I feel nothing Set me free, release me from myself There is no time to lose I've got nothing left and I fear the worst I fear myself I fear my soul Just cast them aside, please pay no mind To the voices in my head, I think I'm better off dead Throw me to the wolves, I'm too far gone Say it again, say it again I think I'm better off fucking dead The darkness in my head Is as dark as this cold night sky So, get the fuck out of my way, of my way How can I trust myself When I'm losing my fucking mind? I'm losing control This can't be real Just cast them aside, please pay no mind To the voices in my head, I think I'm better off dead Throw me to the wolves, I'm too far gone Say it again, say it again I think I'm better off I think I'm better off I think I'm better off dead I'm losing control, I'm losing my mind This can't be real To the ocean floor, my soul sinks I'm so scared to breathe and all I have is myself Drifting endlessly, no one can save me now Let go I'm too far gone I'm too far gone There's no way out Just let go I'm too far gone I'm too far gone There's no way out Just fucking let go

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026

All my life, I wanted to be so much more I'm tired of being second best, maybe this is just a test But how can I continue? I'm destined to fail, always fading to black Just let me go All we are is just ghosts now, empty and hollow Can you hear our hearts screaming out? (Screaming out) All we want is to feel whole again Whole again, oh A hollow heart and an empty soul is all that I have I can't pretend to be someone that I'm not In the end, remember, I found my home This is where I always belonged All we are is just ghosts now, empty and hollow Can you hear our hearts screaming out? (Screaming out) All we want is to feel whole again Whole again Is it pointless now to keep holding on? My heart starts to sink to the dark below Will you even remember my face when I'm gone? I took the easy way out Please just let me go Just let me fucking go And forget my name Is it pointless now to keep holding on? My heart starts to sink to the dark below Will you even remember my face when I'm gone? I took the easy way out Please just let me go Is it pointless now to keep holding on? My heart starts to sink to the dark below Will you even remember my face when I'm gone? I took the easy way out Please just let me go Just let me go Just let me go

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026

Warning, system failure All memory is now lost I'll just delete my existence This is only beginning This is only beginning All alone now I can feel the walls start to cave on me now And I have no place left to go I feel the walls behind me They're closing in around me I feel the weight within me Crushing my bones inside me I can't rely on faith this time You have failed me, you have let me down I won't tell myself that I am fine It's like I'm falling away from everything I know Is this what's left of me? Holding on to something that was never real Will you be there to catch me? 'Cause I'm drowning, I'm fading, I'm losing grip on reality Reaching out for someone to save me Suffocating under the pressure I'm dying for one last chance Just one more breath My memories are useless, no matter how hard I try I will never be free from this torture I will never feel alive again My memories are toxic My memories kill me It's like I'm falling away from everything I know Is this what's left of me? Holding on to something that was never real Will you be there to catch me? 'Cause I'm drowning, I'm fading, I'm losing grip on reality Reaching out for someone to save me Save me As my eyes roll back in my skull The life leaves my body System failure System failure, fuck Where were you when I needed you? I'm afraid it's too late So say your last goodbye It's like I'm falling away from everything I know Holding on to something that was never real 'Cause I'm drowning, I'm fading, I'm losing grip on reality Reaching out for someone to save me It's like I'm falling away from everything

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026

Decaying hands, they reach for me They're telling me, telling me that there's no choice at all The whispers sound so sweet How can I even resist? Falling into the dark I can feel them pulling me under A fire burning under my skin It's not supposed to end this way The demons are nothing more than a fear inside Their grip tightens, I must open my eyes Fuck! Oh God, just give me the strength because I can't let them get the best of me now Is there nothing left for me to fear? I'm so tired of holding on I'm going back and forth inside my mind Save me, save me Falling into the dark I can feel them pulling me under A fire burning under my skin It's not supposed to end this way Reach for me, don't let me lose control Speak to me and let your voice lead me home Reach for me, don't let me lose control Speak to me and let your voice lead me home Reach for me, don't let me lose control Speak to me and let your voice lead me home Lead me home, lead me home

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026

When all is said and done Will I be just another fucking mistake? Slowly fading away from everything Should I disappear or should I stay? I can't make this choice on my own Show me how to make it through I know, I know, I know That I need to find my way back to you (Back to you) Save me from myself I don't even know who I am anymore Pain surrounds me Fear consumes me But I won't keep dragging you down You deserve to feel whole It's something that I can never give to you I know, I know, I know That I need to find my way back to you (Back to you) Save me from myself I don't even know who I am anymore I'm drifting away, away, away I'm lost in the noise, I'm lost in the Your touch, your touch Is just a memory I'm drifting away, away, away I'm lost in the noise, I'm lost in the Your touch, your touch Is just a memory I'm drifting away, away, away I'm lost in the noise, I'm lost in the Your touch, your touch Is just a memory I'm drifting away, away, away I'm lost in the noise, I'm lost in the Your touch, your touch Is just a memory

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026

Yeah I'm heading towards the edge, I think I might fall I'm giving in to the thought, I'll never see the light again Tempted and overused Insecurities are all I know, eh There's not a soul that could save me from misery I'm running on empty Take away all this pain, all my shame I can't hide this anymore I'm falling apart, it's starting to show Holding on to the past, never letting go Take away all this pain, all my shame I can't hide this anymore I'm falling apart, it's starting to show Holding on to the past, never letting go Breaking my back just to get out Coming undone on the fallout I'm falling apart, I'm starting to show Who I am when my life unfolds Am I supposed to feel like I will never heal? Always trying to be someone I could never be Take away all this pain, all my shame I can't hide this anymore I'm falling apart, it's starting to show Holding on to the past, never letting go Take away all this pain, all my shame I can't hide this anymore I'm falling apart, it's starting to show Holding on to the past, never letting go My breath is trembling Ripping through my mind Fuck This torture in me is all I seem to know These feelings, the pain, hidden so far below

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 23, 2026