Illdisposed
Album • 1993
A change of seasons is upon the lands Though summer warmth is lingering My heart is cold, my soul has died In this psychotic maze dies my wishsong And heaven's well has just dried out Forbidden poetry Led to depressions by winds Blowing summer into fall Those who whispered once tenderly Now deceive me with their calls Silence The leaves of life begin to turn Despite I'm young I want to leave the earth Being nothing but a home For the mentally defective
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 25, 2025
He drained the life of my haunted soul Pretended to be my friend Acted like my brother Who currently lives in Hell Sacrificed I am by the devil who I once believed Hail Satan, praise the lord and be deceived Strength in moral man lays in the part of denial Feeds throughout the lands, misled by evil hands "Lost sons, follow me on the final ride!" What a rush, I feel like I'm a born again Christian "So you are my friend with the Cross reversed... ...But so what, you look like a million laughs!"
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025
The autumn intimidates your soul My soul has a file in Hell's computer Tapped by another twisted black creation I know because I've seen the third dimension I have seen what this autumn will bring us Why, hear my scream as I fade away The fertile race is so ashamed of me Of course I know there is a morbid sorrow Deep below As if I could disencumber mortal man From his own deeds Man lives only for one thing: DESIRE Unwrapping carefully A truth that no one greets Faithful are the ones Who are accepting their defeat Noxious penetrations of my godforsaken body The autumn of my life just never seems to end Confiscated lustfulness, I'm living by my sins God of mine, where are you now? I want to step behind I pray Like predeterminated my autumn turns to discontempt Often devastated is the life I live in scorn It's hard to feel anything at all The possession of my haunted soul Tugs at my heart strings
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025
Together now we celebrate The nights when we're alone We pray for the world to go away That world which was grown into tormention and hate Life equals power in shaking old hands Patting their baby, the atomic power plant As we stand by and watch this cretinism I reach for my gun and scream at the system "Come on, I can take you all tonight!" And growl like an ancient hero "Life equals zero!" Their lies, the future, it's all an occasion to die But when you look into my pale blue eyes I'm looking at paradise All my thoughts Breath in me Control my life And set me free
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 25, 2025
Unborn children, follow me Empty graveyards you will see Tonight the world will be my castle Eternal power obeys the only master Breaks the sun against black skies Spills the darkness in synthetic man's eyes You are blinded by my pernicious work You are blinded and you will never live to see Me I'm the goat Injected to your veins, make your blood decay Forever decay Born of frustration with a puzzle in your head He's your pet aversion, he's the only one you dread My fear is of the winter that waits at journey's end Who will walk upon my grave When I'm a faceless shadow? South is sorrow, so says my intuition But I welcome the world I'll meet beyond On the verge of tears you'll find me Searching for truth ans innocence Led by the cold winds of a child Who's been denied But still born in the year of One The evil himself who no one betrays At least you don't if you're a friend of mine The poaranoid disillusion catch my eyes But "treason" and "god deception" That's all just lies - they all just lie
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 25, 2025
In times of great depression Leaders are chosen in panic But why one without emotions? Machine has taken over man Technicians rule our land Together we must stay against the wardance Keep your faith within your mind The safest place it can be Betrayal in shape of your family You see it every day We must create democracy Destroy the machines!
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 25, 2025
He will lead you to the end Like you lead a horse to water I myself was gluttonous man Disembodied by the Lord Spring my life is led astray Forced by melancholy and hate I've got my soul misplaced But I know who seals my fate He tells me poetry And lets me spread the omen I am blind but yet alive Slowly I'm reborn, servant of an instant call Serving only for the Lord Some say I'm vicious, but they don't know him at all It's just an issuance of those who envy me Take my hand and I will show you Relations to weakness make you wanna cry My addiction to nothingness I aggravate The persecution of innocence is now at stake A simulation of consciousness believes in me Other species of a dying race are kneeling to pray
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025
You're obsessed with this breeze of mine You'll sell your soul to the other side Without asking the price To share his inheritance You gotta remember man proposes (God disposes) What shall it profit a man If he should gain the whole world And lose his own soul? Mortify the flesh Sitting on those among you Earn my confidence next Show me that you're true I'll take you to a state of sublimity He who is not with you is against me When you talk of angels You will hear the flutter of their wings Place the matter in the hands of Death's solicitor Seek the heartstone of the land you wanna rule
Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025
From the unknown we've arrived With the lost souls on our side Wanna tell you about your lives That we've conquered from behind Join us if you like - down under Have you ever danced with the shadows Of your past life in the moonlight? Depart this life, dawn is breaking You're witless inside, but you'll learn Don't mind my cadaverous face I'm truly unlike the human race The only one who speaks veracious Is me, your eternal friend Like a sacred prophecy Or a tale you've heard You're leaving upper monstrosity Reveal your soul for the dead
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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