Illdisposed
Album • 2024
Await the sentence, i follow through Could feel hard then to give me a clue Sometimes in anger, i look at you And there is never cause to feel like i do Maybe a stranger, in someone else's shoes? Lying on the different... what to prove In colder waters, drowning my image Lamb for the slaughter, spitting your pain Up for a challenge, the competing heart In science a balance, provoking the rain You see me crying, lost in the days of me For a while we'll be Always trying, enter another time Right when you are mine Our beginning, drinking another soul Flee towards our goal Silent running, fighting the death of us Enter the game of loss Our independence, we lay the grave Medal i wear, is not for the brave And suicidal, has now opted out Eternal reminder, to those having doubt There's something out there The heart that i wear
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
Open with force, a little tame Instructed by my past in which i reign With evil setting in And i walk among the living Through they figure me for dead And the nightmare follows Into my grave To forget was never winning And the script was in my head I pity the insane You have my name Recalculating, understanding That i've lost From northern lands, i was made To sacrifice and to entrust The promise that you gave And i walk among the living Through they figure me for dead And the nightmare follows Into my gravе To forget was never winning And thе script was in my head I pity the insane You have my name And i walk among the living Through they figure me for dead And the nightmare follows Into my grave
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
Let's go Who cares for fillings that they know Who will pretend i'm here to stay You understood that's how we play When all my evil has its way I say all hope forgotten Be adding a decent pray Opinions are something rotten Look at the state i'm in Slaughtered, hopes of mine Came with time Lay low, we're wasting promises of old The wine we drink, this soul of mine This part time pleasure, what a crime And all i hear is that i'm blind Drinking times is over Been sick, been locked away To promisеs turned soul Hey look we meet again Slaughtеred, hopes of mine Poor decisions, came with time Let's go Who cares for fillings that they know Who will pretend i'm here to stay You understood that's how we play When all my evil has its way Lay low, we're wasting promises of old The wine we drink, this soul of mine This part time pleasure, what a crime And all i hear is that i'm blind
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
Sentenced, no more involved What bothers me Hard we realize, just in our eyes To see me free From the time we went together Dressed for war To settle lies, an independence In my core For what respected, in introspective Of what be and may Or the affected, cannot turn To use another cheek I have the challenge, not the balance Or whatever sells The gaining of a future, part of choosing life Sin dies, with no more passion When we need Disguised, as all the frailty i wear A simple clothing, as posture of a man The ill-disposed has never been a better friend Our painted life, a sacrifice to be again Not to delegate i tell you why It is the end Could change all, that's all but me Could feel all, but not feel free
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
To the wrong care to visit me And to the others from my past A little note and what's all you should read Forgiving those who couldn't last... Ha! Uncertain. Proof of lies To the same people caring to be Around my enemies, engaged For the insurance in the unholiness Of the misbehaving deeds Step to see, a little further in A tragedy generated in me The sight for all humanity In desperation finding sin And flying free The weight always lifted from me Thе view for us all it can bare Take my hand and rеjoin if you dare Hit the less, try to stumble and fall Within the glass we call our home Time for rebuilding in a world of pest Step to see, a little further in A tragedy generated in me The sight for all humanity In desperation finding sin And flying free The weight always lifted from me The view for us all it can bare Take my hand and rejoin if you dare When they say "this is all you need" Not afraid to give in to the speak My demons are louder inside Take my hand, just swallow your pride To the same people caring to be Around my enemies, engaged For the insurance in the unholiness Of the misbehaving deeds And flying free The weight always lifted from me The view for us all it can bare Take my hand and rejoin if you dare When they say this is all you need Not afraid to give in to the speak My demons are louder inside Take my hand, just swallow your pride
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
In the red wine, find the time To gather round, to make assumptions What to be, where to go? who to follow? Let me know I am a man, it's all i can The devil wears me, hold my hand My wings are shot, an angel fled A woman black is in my head And from afar, she calls my name Summer share this winters pain Somewhat steady than i'm not As only i can be She was never mine to see Bring around a harmony In my mind i'm acting out Dancing with addiction Divided and never apart Excited straight to my heart Let go control Start living again Enslaved to be a tragedy But not a thrill that's facing me For all my hopе i need your help To cut the ties or changе the race My heart was never mine to hold And plugs are visiting the old I wonder why this came inside Oh wait, nowhere to hide Divided and never apart Excited straight to my heart Let go control Start living again
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
We've left the gates, it's not too late I never was, in certainty Of who will enter this story anyway And i pray, but not to gods If anything i pray for me - for us You've come undone, that much i see But all my thoughts, betraying me It's like all logic has left os on the way And i pray, but not to gods If anything i pray for me - for us And all i value i forsake, it's in the lie Uncertainty, deceiving me Of quality the hope to be, fading rapidly But then out of nowhere All is put together, we are put together Again i can see, see for us, see for me My ego, in ecstasy
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
I wonder where we are Could be a sign that war is here And all you see is when the blind lead the blind Emotions are dead With my feelings put aside Take to us, with the challenge we had There's no way we should hide from the pain The slaughter will start again God need some time Will provoke him on sight With the adding of others Metaphysics are put to the test And i suffer, loneliness Awaiting my end Severed from a world well - known In praise of death Collecting bones Counting souls Blood on their hands Your soul they command A final war set to fail Forced to rot on this burial ground These remnants of the tortured screams at night Would be having my head In sync with the rest that you dread And i suffer, loneliness Awaiting my end Prepare for the fall In the champers of sonic disgust Blood stains the soul a testament to fight Darkness comes The melody unfolds A symphony of torment swallowed by the night Forced to rot on this burial ground These remnants of the tortured screams at night
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
To every side in every case I look to be open, the justice of my faith If you decide to run away Hear me sing your praise, although it's late I stutter to a real mass Filtration, went along A written song of fate And of my hate Did not go wrong Decide what's on your plate For all my charm is never less I need for you to go along And validate my best To speak alone though all will hear Explain to me, avoid my tears And my fear The promise for when you ask A broken frame to wear thе task The gear was high and so the speed For tеnsion plays, avoiding me A written song of fate And of my hate Did not go wrong Decide what's on your plate There's someone out there for me And in the face of war we're strong Through no one cares for my need Still can find that i'm alone I pray to set the scene Evaluate, cease the faith Take the presence of others Make it into your own Divided questions by our fathers Start slaying, set to your tone
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
And there i was, flat on the bed A spinning mind, impressions But not alive In with the noise, it's made by you To hover, all electric What could i do? Won’t miss the chance Then suddenly, all black Colors everywhere Cold and warm, bumps on your arms Confusion, happiness The devil own, but tamed So much to see I figure this is you, then there's me What could i do? If not for you Defined by many years, by many tears And there she were, now i can see Not blind but unaware Until this summer day I needed guidance, you'rе pushing me Directions, still elеctric I feel so strong, i’m so intense You make me wanna be Then suddenly, all black Colors everywhere Cold and warm, bumps on your arms Confusion, happiness The devil own, but tamed So much to see I figure this is you, then there's me What could i do? If not for you Defined by many years, by many tears Then suddenly, all black Colors everywhere Cold and warm, bumps on your arms Confusion, happiness The devil own, but tamed So much to see I figure this is you, then there's me
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
I saw that little we had made In terms of giving back to life To be noticed, i have more To the emotions for now, i'm not sure Flick on my conscience, i pray for the weak Whatever the problem, i need you to speak Then for a picture of my faith I pose to what you have made Leaving my old ways Can't help to fight again You see me leave my pain They want me falling to my knees But there is just no gain In terms of changing my deeds This slumber, this kind of price All reckon, i should play nice The poison, has touched my mind And now it's truly timе Forgetting all our hope Entering thе gate Applause for being late Wear my heart, never speak endlessly This is the end for us to see You were an angel and i was me Our little hope under your feet To the unknown i long to be The challenge: find the balance Turning over, like really over Pain Suffer Me
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026
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