Illdisposed
EP • 1994
There''s no door in these cold walls surrounded by the infinite My card is reading cardiac my thoughts won''t seem to comprehend Why? The lost sentence, in varieties of religious experience The truth: a direful legacy, has driven me to my knees I''m hurt Pschiatric disbelieve, "good luck when you''re panoplied" A force divided by slavery, a senseless futility A must to see the unholy state, in which I was held for a while A study in grief taking over my mind, as I declared my soul to behind Just longing for the first day, to say, I''m back this time I''m here to stay Can''t you see the one aspect, that makes my gift to innocence The metaphysics were caressed, by every bit of air I breathed In lustfulness I''ve lost, a loser without a name, must be my contribute Your trust, the effort of ficticiousness, my grief is compelling me The sign, the sign is for all to see, I know what to do with thee Waverer, to bewail, led defeats Engrossing my fate, my heart''s decadence, capitulation Time to intrude, to declare the fate, an angel will fall My aspiration, you beg, the iteration, imbibes, as only you can I''ve tried, to leave this fucking hell
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 25, 2025
Nowadays I go blind when they say there''s more to our lives then all the death and misery in which I dwell and has my needs Should say I believe in me should make some sense in my life But with a dark wind in my face I admit I''d rather be dead But in the darkness they search for souls to help assisting the minds of the evil erupt Hidden for mortals revealed as you''re dying in chambers of sonic disgust Places devoted to serve the almighty of whom I can say nothing good In silence I learned to adjust to his temper I followed my own path again Introspection I''m filled with perfection my inner stream must by caressed I know what to do with my mortal possessions but restless just wanna go back Mellow entrapments captures the life of only the weak not from me they see the hate in my eyes She undresses I''m cold in my eyes she can see where I''ve been All of my dreams reincarnated thoughts from behind She whispers I''m still the only one In my eyes she can see where I''ve been I feel so heavenly when the mist clears all of my mind and I look back to the day where I was guided into the light God as infamous you must obtain my light in your crystal return it to whome it belongs Keep out the questions involving my gestures towards your domain the unknown Handle my case as if I were your true son neglecting my chance in this world Help me provend any wrong turns when crossing and soon you''ll see me again
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 25, 2025
Love ain''t nothing but sex misspelled every one must go around the tree of purity and sadness raised by seed from higher ground the germs decay and as she left the promise of the rot as one who bore the pollen highest wind will will dance as I meet my god Memories dreams and reflections, passionless feelings of mine peeling my sobriety, leaving me to die Hereafter can death be sleep? when life is but a dream Deathbed visions, glimpses of the beyond The feeling of love caressed with fright when the sonic vacuum leads you to the circle of light An endless wandering has stopped, I kiss the face of change They say the ray of prophecy is send by someone high above but when I found a trace of heaven, it send me back without a clue You pray and pray, obedience to endlessness in confidence sadly I''m the one who says the only ruler is the night
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 25, 2025
Hidden in shadows of light, when the curtain''s pulled looked at with eyes sayings all, about direfulness Should have preferred the comfort of nondisclosure Slayed by pre-existence Sweetheart, come here, touch me, I''m still me the making of lies is not all to decline I''ve been there I''ve touched it don''t neglate my mind, do trust it what''s sacred to you has been put through my spine Waiting for the verdict inwrought with secrecy generative thoughts, from another dying bred: All we see and all seem is but a dream and darkness weaves with many shades Sector senseless, your stagnant Unabashed Illdisposed a shapeless ghost convoking me Inside the church of nonbelievers I find myself peacedecievers, my private hell All the answers layed down to me by higher power showing ways to victory Deficient as a heathen, in terms of fortitude singing out the dirge relieving me for you All we know just goes to show our inner glow and darkness weaves with many shades sector senseless, your stagnant Her gracious smile at mine Sweetheart, come here, touch me, I''m still me the making of lies is not all to decline I''ve been there I''ve touched it don''t neglate my mind, do trust it what''s sacred to you has been put through my spine
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025
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This track is instrumental.
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