I Feel Nothing

Your prayers, I don't feel them in my heart It is not hate That I stare coldly at the son of god I can not force the blood of Christ To flow through me God is love and his love is dead I feel... Drown your sorrows in prayer But your prayers will never change the world I separate myself From those who chase the spirit I can't fall to my knees And pretend like all the rest This is a soul that doesn't need saving I feel... nothing, nothing Their paradise not mine; an illusion I will not believe Divine presence of perfection, turns sour in my gaze Why should I feel compassion for the suffering of your God For all the pain he allows, I give him what he deserves In the name of the Father, In the name of the Son Where is the Holy Spirit, I feel nothing As I stare upon the crucifix, I feel nothing for a God I never knew I refuse to embrace, and live by his word I take not of his body I take not of his blood I don't need salvation Or his forgiveness I don't want his kingdom My kingdom is here I feel... nothing, nothing

Submitted by The Void — Apr 24, 2025

As if they were tearing through my flesh, it was embedded in my mind That Jesus died for me...How foolish can they be As if they were tearing through my flesh, it was embedded in my mind Jesus didn't die for me... Jesus died How foolish can they be to worship such a king Who was crowned and hung between two thieves In hopes of his return, we congregate in prayer A faith so strong it obscured us from the truth Your cross was my enslaver Nails that held me close Your precious blood was shed And I don't accept your pain Monarch of deceit on a cross of hope and fear Not a symbol of your sanctity But a reminder of your defeat As you were nailed and killed So were we nailed to gold We live upon your cross and bear this guilt for you How foolish can they be to worship such a king Who was crowned and hung between two thieves As you were nailed and killed So were we nailed to gold

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 24, 2025