Inside the Apelike
I want to present the words of rage To you, who doesn't know the satiation Who creates their own creations Asserting in their demolition I want to give you the words of pain Of all who slept for ever and unborn Who heard in fear out of the womb Eternal sounds of a joy You don't carry thing too far Creating the darkness from the light Only the boredom is the reason to find The human inside the apelike
Submitted by NecroGod — Jun 07, 2026
I look down – there is a crack, <br/> A crack is down! <br/> And through it clouds are visible. <br/> From habit I look for the abyss <br/> as usual, but <br/> Where the sky is there can be no dark. <br/> <br/> I`d like to explain everything <br/> But to no avail <br/> I realized, (that) every single word is dead. <br/> I`m all alone.. and all I was <br/> Was only darkness, <br/> but it has gone. <br/> <br/> I am a favorite of fate. <br/> I am an unholy worm. <br/> Worm that crawls in the rays <br/> Of black hole sun. <br/> <br/> I am a Jaw opens in thirst. <br/> The Eye that burns everything <br/> everything in the way <br/> and it is awesome. <br/> <br/> I have got hands that remember <br/> the moments of love. <br/> I have got thoughts <br/> that are like hell bound. <br/> <br/> I`m all alone.. and all I am <br/> is just drowning in the abyss <br/> (I’m) totally drowned.<br/> <br/> Forsaken, brokened down.<br/> What can wake you up?<br/> Nothing and never again.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
All your lives are alike the dust <br/> and these lives are just abject. <br/> Yes, I used to be the same, <br/> I was the same as you. <br/> But all your lie has broken <br/> Opened my eyes to the truth <br/> Everything that doesn`t matter to you <br/> became everything <br/> for those who is unlike you. <br/> <br/> You sprawled out of the ratty burrows <br/> Everyone is a dog to each other, <br/> Everyone is a worm to each other. <br/> You all are filled up with dirty malice, <br/> You will never drink out it. <br/> <br/> Yes, I live like you <br/> in the blood and the mud. <br/> Yes, I look like you <br/> but it is not from inside out. <br/> You are laughing now, you know <br/> it’s all ahead. <br/> All my hatred will become <br/> your worst nightmare, <br/> till you’re dead. <br/> <br/> You sprawled out of the ratty burrows <br/> Everyone is a dog to each other, <br/> Everyone is a worm to each other. <br/> You all are filled up with dirty malice, <br/> You will never drink out it.<br/> <br/> Everyone is dog eat dog,<br/> God eat god, worm eat worm.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
If you want to touch heaven <br/> then you must kneel, <br/> stand face down. <br/> If you lived another day <br/> you must ask for forgiveness, <br/> before going to dark. <br/> <br/> You must know more than you know <br/> the longer you must keep silent. <br/> If you do not like to fall <br/> you don't have to get up, <br/> (you) should never be violent. <br/> <br/> (Yes), the more questions you have <br/> the more painful is your death. <br/> Who wants to know some more<br/> won’t die inside his bed. <br/> <br/> And for those who left away <br/> the doors are ever closed. <br/> They can scream, they can thump, <br/> But cannot find remorse. <br/> <br/> The seal of sorrow forever on their faces <br/> Weakness of hands, grayness of eyes is just a void. <br/> You looked for (searched) salvation with hope <br/> But it passed by forevermore, at all. <br/> <br/> You have a little time, <br/> Then your lives will flow away like a flood. <br/> You have no choice, but a direct road to be no one. <br/> Just to depart.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Every moment your body is chewing<br/> by billions of putrid bacteria. <br/> Just as your soul collapses, <br/> (be)cause you are filled with vile thoughts. <br/> <br/> And if paltriness turned into holiness, <br/> became your essence – you should know, <br/> That you`ve already lost, <br/> All in vain and hopeless. <br/> <br/> Like god you walked on earth, <br/> Like gods we roamed the world. <br/> <br/> Identity of sinews, veins, hair and the lies <br/> It is all you and you don't know why it is so. <br/> Combination of doubts, fears, regrets and unfair <br/> It is all I and I don`t know the reason why. <br/> Equality of pain, stupid hopes and decay <br/> These are we, and we don`t know the answer – why (for what)? <br/> It's a nightmare, it's an endless and terrible fall <br/> we cannot awake up so long. <br/> <br/> Like god you walked on earth, <br/> Like gods we roamed the world. <br/> Now we are imprisoned inside the apelike.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Only a self-creating person <br/> who is the master and possessor <br/> of his own world can create history<br/> <br/> If you want to live your life <br/> like a modestly wife. <br/> Then pride and conscience in your heart <br/> will have to die. <br/> If you wish to make the children <br/> just to be alive. <br/> That shouldn`t hurt the other people <br/> And violate their rights. <br/> <br/> In the dirty humdrum sea, there is no bottom, <br/> there is no will. <br/> You have no strength to raise your head. <br/> You have no reason not to sell <br/> your soul, it’s separate. <br/> <br/> Yes, the virginal sun is shining over me, <br/> I look down. <br/> (I`m) between heaven and fucking old earth, <br/> I just hung. <br/> I love eating animals, <br/> everyone knows that I am <br/> Just smooth-shaven stupid Monkey, <br/> just a puppet, and I <br/> Don`t ask (for) anything, <br/> I want nothing more. <br/> I’m flying freely in the poisoned sky, <br/> I`m free of all.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
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Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
(I`m) drowning in dark reflections, <br/> (I) see the night through the day <br/> What if the World is Imperfection? <br/> What if I`m Just a slave? <br/> <br/> I reject any love, <br/> (I am) mesmerized by the Flames, <br/> Refused Father, and now <br/> I`m destroying myself. <br/> <br/> (I) used to fly to the sky <br/> Often fell down from (the) top <br/> (I) burned all fears, burned at all.. <br/> Now (I'm) alone by epoch. <br/> <br/> I was thirsty for Freedom <br/> Just a sip of Joy <br/> But this world is too cramped <br/> For the fluttering toys. <br/> <br/> (I) weave the fog of Lies, <br/> Blinding one and all eyes,<br/> Inflaming souls, that have broken, <br/> No salvation, no one has spoken. <br/> <br/> (I) used to love, (I) used to clean, <br/> But it has broken like a Dream <br/> I don't want to live in foam, <br/> Never you, only Me. <br/> <br/> Hey, you! Lost Lambs! <br/> Your mission is (to) Fear! `till the End. <br/> You are all already dead! <br/> But not me, I will never be like that. <br/> <br/> And one day I`ll create a better place, <br/> A better World. <br/> And one day I`ll find a shelter, <br/> Where my soul will restore.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Tears, there are only tears, <br/> that were the ocean long time ago, <br/> Only the burden, the unmeasured burden <br/> of the time that`s gone, <br/> People, there are only people, <br/> who are calling a miracle in weeping <br/> Only eternity, the cold Eternity <br/> is an interrupted sleeping. <br/> <br/> Tons of water, weight of red sky, <br/> The rage of wind and flashes, <br/> Which rose into the air through the dust <br/> All forgotten, there’s only ashes <br/> The miles of the bone remains <br/> Nothing else matters but <br/> The black waves had closed over us.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026