Empty

I force myself to sleep It's useless Hopelessness burns my throat the thin damp sheets feel so heavy I lost the value of this life wishing to never wake again into this painful nothingness Where promises rot colors fade and flowers wilt My body aches I am so tired of the thoughts and whispers that pollute my tears An inescapable emptiness if only I could persevere to be more than a dimly lit memory lost in stillness The days are my sighs this bed my solace I can't even begin to recall the number of times I wish I wasn't awake...

Submitted by The Void — Apr 26, 2025

Like worthless meat and bone I lie in wait that one day I will wither away Does anyone realize that they are nothing Are they so blind? How the fuck does it feel anyway to ignore the disease of life I have never been able to understand the discomfort and pain of this putrid existence... this ugly form called humanity How can you even live with yourself I don't want to see the light of another day constantly waking to aching bones cold skin and corrosive thoughts No... its essence is suffocating and degenerating... breeding contempt for your pathetic excuse of being...

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

A silent echo in my soul Nothing interests me anymore I've done my part I understand its meaning Why continue Tell me Why should I continue Who the fuck told me that I could exist Why do you even spread the disease of life Don't you get it that you bring perpetual suffering this way I don't want to exist in this life How the fuck do I disappear Tell me How the fuck do I disappear Life is tiresome What the fuck is the point when everything will be forgotten Isn't it better to end it now than to waste your breath Don't wake me up Please let me disappear We will all rot in the ground one day... One day, we will rot...

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Laying here in my cold bed Trying to dream of the other side A place where everything is possible Where you can find peace, or anxiety The fantasies start to take over I feel this burden easing from my shoulders I see clearly now... I see you My body starts to tremble is it joy... or is it hatred? I am getting closer but I only see a shadow like a fucking reminder that your life is so hollow... You have to wake up eventually back to the filthy city you need to face every day But I want to go back back where I have the same anxiety back to where I at least don't have to exist any longer... there... to the other side

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Ständigt går jag runt med en klump i bröstet Det är en speciell känsla Något som tynger mig ner Som om luften är gjord av tjära Så tung, så svår att andas Alla minnen jag har av en tid som åtminstone kändes lättare ligger kvar i det förflutna Det känns tungt och svårt Jag vill tillbaka dit så jävla mycket Men det går inte Det går ju inte Det är bara minnen Det har redan hänt Det enda man kan göra nu är att acceptera det Acceptera att man lever i nuet och försöka se framåt Men hur är det möjligt hur fan är det möjligt när allting ser så jävla mörkt ut Allting har förändrats ingenting är sig likt Det känns grått och tungt jag vill bara tillbaka Tillbaka Tillbaka till det förflutna där allting kändes så mycket lättare Tillbaka Tillbaka dit ---------------------------- Constantly I walk around with a knot in my chest It's a special feeling Something that drags you down As if the air is made of tar So heavy, so hard to breathe All the memories I have of a time that at least felt easier is left in the past It feels heavy and tough I want to go back there so fucking much But there's no way There is no way It's only memories It's already happened The only thing you can do now is to accept it Accept that you live in the present and try to look forward But how is it possible how the fuck is it possible when everything is so fucking dark Everything has changed nothing is the same It feels grey and heavy I just want to go back Back Back to the past where everything felt so much easier Back Back there

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

My lungs burn with each breath The yellow air of the city crawls through my window I pull my blanket over my head Not wanting to see the faceless ghosts outside I want to silence their voices only lies drain from their mouths They are nothing Nothing more than piles of ash lost in the wind There is no light in their hollow lives They strive with their empty hopes towards an endless decay There is no salvation and one day their minds will shatter into fragments of despondency and regret They are nothing And you have nothing And you are nothing

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025

Vem är det som har bestämt att det ska vara såhär Jag har inte gått med på det Jag känner mig så jävla förtvivlad Hur ska jag kunna klara av det här Det är mitt hjärta som talar Det vill ut Bort från min kropp Mitt liv känns som ett jävla fängelse Instängd i kött och blod När jag skär mig känns det som en lättnad Som ett steg ut från detta fängelse Men mina sår de läker igen Likt en port som stängs Och mina ärr dyker upp istället Som en fångvaktare med strålkastare Jag känner mig så jävla less på det här Men det är inget jag kan göra åt En kniv ger mig lättnad Men jag känner skam och hat över att detta är det bästa sättet Istället vill jag trycka kniven i bröstet Punktera mitt jävla hjärta Och känna mitt blod forsta ut ---------------------------- Who decided that it has to be like this I haven't agreed to it I feel so fucking heartbroken How am I going to cope with this It is my heart speaking It wants to get out Away from my body My life feels like a fucking prison Locked inside, in flesh and blood When I cut myself, it feels like a relief Like a step out from this prison But my wounds they heal again Like a gate closing And my scars shows up instead Like a guard with a spotlight I feel so fucking tired of it But there's nothing I can do about it A knife gives me relief But I feel shame and hatred that this is the best way Instead I want to press the knife into my chest Puncture my fucking heart And feel the blood gush out

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

This track is instrumental.

Is this song not instrumental?