The X Factor

Eleven saintly shrouded men Silhouettes stand against the sky One in front with a cross held night Come to wash my sins away Standing alone in the wind and rain Feeling the fear that is growing Sensing the change in the tide again Brought by the storm that is brewing Feel the anxiety hold off the fear Some of the doubt in the things you believe Now that your faith will be put to the test Nothing to do but await that is coming Why then is god still protecting me Even when I don't deserve it Thought I am blessed with an inner strength Some they would call it a penance Why am I meant to face this alone Asking the question time and again Praying to god won't keep me alive Inside my head feel the fear start to rise... They'll be saying their prayers when the moment comes There'll be penace to pay when it's judgement day And the guilty'll be bleed when that moment comes They'll be coming to claim, take your soul away The sign of the cross The name of the rose, a fire in the sky The sign of the cross They'll be coming to bring the eternal flame They'll be bringing us all immortality Holding communion so the world be blessed My creator, my god'll lay my soul to rest Lost the love of heaven above Chose the lust of the earth below Eleven saintly shrouded men Came to wash my sins away (Harris)

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 24, 2025

After the war and now that they've sent us homeward I can't help but feel that I'm on my own No one can see just what this conflict has done to The minds of the man who are on their way home I'm scared for life but it's not my flesh that's wounded So how can I face the torment alone The vivid scenes and all the recurring nightmares I lay there and sweat until it gets light... People say "Don't worry" Say that time's a perfect healer That the nightmares they will come to pass Can't hear what they're saying I am living in my own world And I'm feeling trance like all the time I hear voices in my head Could I really be going crazy In the night the visions seem so real Do you care if you live or die When you laugh are you really crying You're not sure what's feel anymore Fortunes of war Fortunes of war no pain anymore Sometimes I wake I feel that my spirit's broken I wonder if I've the strength... carry on. (Harris)

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 24, 2025

All my dark dreams drift like smoke in the breeze The fear grips me as I fall towards my sleep Here comes the nightmare that never ends Here is the dream that makes monsters of men In the house of my soul In rooms of ugliness and cold Memories locked away All the doubts and fears I never faced Now they come again I'm falling down to meet with them Fears within us all Mine awake and they stand up tall Look for the truth Deepest cut of all from you Knife of the truth Blade of hatred slicing through I pray my sleep will break Maybe this time I won't wake Weakness I hide so well This dagger in my mind will tell It's my final stand I make a fist out of each hand To shadows of the past Take a breath and I scream attack Here is the truth (Bayley · Gers · Harris)

Submitted by The Void — Apr 24, 2025

Silently to silence fall In the fields of futile war Toys of death are spitting lead Where boys that were our soldiers bled War horse and war machine Curse the name of liberty Marching on as if they should Mix in the dirt our brothers' blood In the mud and rain What are we fighting for Is it worth the pain Is it worth dying for Who will take the blame Why did they make a war Questions that come again Should we be fighting at all Once a ploughman hitched his team Here he sowed his little dream Now bodies arms and legs are strewn Where mustard gas and barbwire bloom Each moment's like a year I've nothing left inside for tears Comrades dead or dying lie I'm left alone asking why In the mud and rain What are we fighting for Is it worth the pain Is it worth dying for Who will take the blame Why did they make a war Questions that come again Should we be fighting at all After the war Left feeling no one has won After the war What does a soldier become (Harris · Bayley · Gers)

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 24, 2025

A lonely cry for help reaching out for help to anyone A silent prayer to God to help you on your way I've been depressed so long It's hard to remember when I was happy I've felt like suicide a dozen times or more But that's the easy way, that's the selfish way the hardest part is to get on with your life You're searching in the dark clutching at straws to find a way You take the Tarot cards and throw them to the wind Your questions your beliefs, your inner thoughts, your whole existence And if there is a God then answer if you will And tell me of my fate, tell me of my place Tell me if I'll ever rest in peace If you could live your life again Would you change a thing or leave all the same If you had the chance again Would you change a thing at all When you look back at your past Can you say that you are proud of what we've done Are there times when you believe That the right you thought was wrong All of my life I have believed Judgment of Heaven is waiting for me (Harris)

Sometimes it makes me wonder Sometimes it makes me question Sometimes it makes me saddened Always it makes me angry but... When you can see it happening The madness that's all around you Nobody seems to worry The world seems to powerless to act... It's out of control Blood on the world's hands Each day a new toll Another assassination The same day a new creation But what are they coming into Security of a world that brings... One day another killing Somewhere there's someone starving Another a savage raping Meanwhile there's someone laughing at us It's out of control Blood on the world's hands Each day it goes on Brutality and aggression Tomorrow another lesson Expecting another air raid Praying for a ceaserfire They say things are getting better No need to be complacent There's chaos across the border And one day it could be happening to us It's out of control Blood on the world's hands It's our epitaph It's out of control Someone should know Blood on the world's hands (Harris)

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 24, 2025

I get in from work at 2 a.m. and sit down with a beer Turn on late night TV and then wonder why I'm here It's meaningless and trivial and it washes over me And once again I wonder is this all there is for me Here I am again Look at me again Here I am Again On my own Trying hard to see What there is for me Here I am again On my own Life seems so pathetic wish I could leave it all behind This canvas chair, this bed, these walls that fall in on my mind Hold on for something better That just drags [?] you through the dirt Do you just let go or carry on and try to take the hurt (Bayley · Gers · Harris)

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 24, 2025

When you start to take a look within Do you feel at ease with what you see Do you think you can have peace of mind And have self-belief or be satisfied Do you think you even like yourself or really think you could be someone else Is there something that you'd rather be Never thought you'd be had the chance to see All my life I've run away All my life I tried to hide away Feel the paranoia creeping in Like a cancer eating at the skin Do you feel you've lost yourself esteem And your self respect, what can you expect All my life...I've run astray Let my faith...slip away Allowed my faith...to drift away Are you scared to look inside your mind Are you worried just at what you'll find Do you really want to face the truth Does it matter now, what have you got to lose Try to release the anger from within Forgive yourself a few immortal sins Do you really care what people think Are you strong enough to release the guilt (Harris · Gers)

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 24, 2025