Tomb of Internal Winter

Your (sic) the witness to my downfall<br/> You turned my insides into ash<br/> Now I'm cursing the moment <br/> I wake up* as soon as I feel the sun on my face<br/> <br/> I'm reaching out to nothing<br/> And nothing reaches out to me<br/> That's the way I like it<br/> So that's the way it will always be<br/> Forever lost within myself<br/> Bathing in eternal grief<br/> This shell I can't escape<br/> No golden path to be taken<br/> <br/> Living a funeral march existence<br/> Frozen inside my self created despair<br/> Hiding forever in my ice cold lair<br/> <br/> The clock is always ticking<br/> I hear it pounding in my head<br/> Screaming at these walls <br/> But no one's screaming back<br/> <br/> Smash my fist into the mirror<br/> I can't stand the ghost that's always staring** back<br/> My mind obliterated with confusion*<br/> Like razors in youthful veins<br/> Drowning in a sea of total shit<br/> <br/> Face down in my self pity<br/> Stinking forever<br/> Ice running through my fucking veins<br/> How much longer will I crawl in this filth<br/> <br/> Just leave me alone!<br/> It's cold inside<br/> Forever winter <br/> <br/> It's cold inside<br/> Forever winter in my heart<br/> Lost<br/> <br/> Your (sic) the witness to my downfall<br/> You turned my insides into ash<br/> Now I'm cursing the moment <br/> I wake up* as soon as I feel the sun on my face<br/> <br/> I'm reaching out to nothing<br/> And nothing reaches out to me<br/> That's the way I like it<br/> So that's the way it will always be<br/> Forever lost within myself<br/> Bathing in eternal grief<br/> This shell I can't escape<br/> No golden path to be taken<br/> <br/> Living a funeral march existence<br/> Frozen inside my self created despair<br/> Hiding forever in my ice cold lair<br/> <br/> * Isn't sung on the actual recording<br/> ** "Always staring" was replaced with "looking" on the recording

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

The surge of darkness that inhibits the mind, <br/> Lost in the grief that steals life from your hands<br/> <br/> Clutch at your shadows as they wander in the sand<br/> Hopeless and face down in the ashes of time<br/> Crawling back into my bruised and battered shell<br/> <br/> Imprisoned by these walls, a slow brain death<br/> A caged dog scratching at a wound that never heals<br/> Howling and barking at the man on the end of the leash<br/> <br/> Some voices never go away<br/> A memory stained forever<br/> On a life gone to the dogs<br/> How many streets have seen my blood<br/> <br/> I’m the son of sorrow - some wounds never heal<br/> I’m the son of sorrow - so numb I can't feel<br/> <br/> When will the nightmares you gave me ever end<br/> I still hear your fucking laughter<br/> From the days when I cowered in the shadows<br/> I’m still that frightened child inside<br/> Will I ever leave the playground<br/> <br/> Some wounds never heal<br/> <br/> Took myself to the hospital roof <br/> And looked out on the city I hate<br/> Staring down at the insects below <br/> <br/> Some voices never go away<br/> A memory stained forever<br/> On a life gone to the dogs<br/> How many streets have seen my blood<br/> <br/> When will the nightmares you gave me ever end<br/> I still hear your fucking laughter<br/> From the days when I cowered in the shadows<br/> <br/> I’m the son of sorrow - so numb I can't feel<br/> I’m the son of sorrow - some wounds never heal<br/> <br/> They all came to see my final resting place <br/> I watch the concrete as it races towards my head <br/> Will they come see my greatest show<br/> Staring and poking like they always did <br/> I’m nothing but a blanket of flesh, split and crushed in two*<br/> <br/> They can't hurt you when your (sic) fucking dead<br/> <br/> * The entire paragraph was omitted from the actual recording.

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

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