Ugly

It disturbs me to see that you're growing old It concerns me to be the one you want to hold Too busy running on fuel Thank God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Lost as father and son Bring us back together as one Seasons change and so did your son Strife with emotions that can't be one Too busy running on fuel Thank God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Want to hand you a piece of my delicate heart This song is to uplift you and not to tear you apart Father's lost in the mountains But no mountain I can't see But if that mountain should crumble come crumble on top of me

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

I know my days are numbered. I've been in and out of this phase. But these days keep passing me by. Good (God) never comes my way. Try to sit back and relax. Try and think of something good. Something else and something pure. I can't but I know I should. Things I should have said. Things that I regret. And I regret. No more waiting for something better to come along. It's much easier to change me than it's to change them all. Things I should have said and things that I regret. I need to she'd all my skin and start again. Things I should have said. Things that I regret. And I regret. And every turn I make is wrong. I haven't smiled in so long. Shed my skin and start again. Shed my skin and start again. The memories that I once had, of all the good good good good times we all used to have. Shed my skin and start again Shed my skin and start again

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

If I knew what to do I'd do it If I knew where to go I'd get there someday If I knew how to fly I'd fly away and forget about life for a while But it never is that easy To just pick up and go And do as you're told 'cause life never works out that way If it were true the skies would be full every day If I knew how to fly I'd fly away Well I'm lost at 22 And I've got no fuckin' clue No I don't know if things will work out right I'm lost and confused I'm lost at 22 And I don't know if my life's gonna end up right 'cause they keep on telling me That I'm young, dumb and naive But that's just what they want me to believe Well I'd rather be lost at sea Than become part of this society Where the grass is always gree And the air is always clean At least that's what they want me to believe I'm lost at 22 I'm lost at 22 I'm lost

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

There's blood on the floor and you're not even moving. Don't really know if it's mine or yours but you ain't moving. Eyes are wide as you grin at me. You know there's a place where you rather would be. If you should die and I survive, how could I go on knowing that I'm still alive? Here breathing. There's a beast that's living deep within me. Forcing me to feed all my needs. Yeah he's in me. And he brought us here to end our fears. To wave goodbye to all of the tears. To start a new live on the other side of the river. Well my world would be over. My world would be over. Hold on, hold on, I won't be long. Wait for me, man, I won't be long. You were such in a rush to reach the other side. Look at yourself with that look in your eye. Smiling wide, pre-occupied with that river. Well my world would be over. My world would be over.

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025

In the stilness of the night my eyes are closed. My mouth is wide. I could see her face. Her beautifull hair I could recognize. She looks at me cold. She probably don't know who I am. Mommy it is me, it's Keith. You had me back when... But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. My mind it's dreaming, God it's so misleading. Do you thing it's 'cause I've grown old. Is it true that what I was told? You cried to leave me? You know I know it's not your fault. You had a husband who was (now you're ?) selfish and cold. Believe me I know. And now I hear you used to treat me cold. You disappeared and left me all alone. I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong. 'cause both of you were always getting stoned. But sometimes I like to pretend. But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am.

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025

Have you ever woke up screaming? Have you ever woken alone? When the walls around you won't stop laughing Where do you go? Sweat seeps in your eyes at night And you realize That no one understands you at all Well I was bound to have a nervous breakdown Should've seen it coming from miles away So I packed my bags and started running My brain's been shaking since yesterday But there's only so far you can run boy There's only so far to leave your problems behind 'cause when the problem's yourself you start thinking No matter how far You'll never leave it behind No one understands me at all Now I'm 22 with still no clue Of who I am or what I'm supposed to be I know it to you it sounds funny You've got it worked out like it's a fuckin' disease Started asking myself do I fit in? Where I belong Could this really be me? Been feeling downright ugly Tell me is this the way it's supposed to be? So what's the difference? You're doing fine The clock keeps ticking as you lose your mind The one you need to call you Never calls Sweat seeps in your eyes at night And you realize That no one understands you at all

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

They'll make you or break you They'll swallow you whole They'll find you and bind you To every word that they own But you know that you need them So you continue to feed them So I hope that you're in this For all the right reasons They can't make you feel something you don't believe in But they can threathen your future And everything in it When you fail to remember just where you've been When you can't tell up from down How do you write from within? And all I know is that they're They're trying to squeeze me dry They told me They own me And all I know is that they're They're trying to squeeze me dry I look in the mirror and what do I see? A man staring back at me who used to be me He looks so familiar He once had big dreams But I can see that he's been drained of his soul and integrity

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

I wonder how it would be if my mother was still around The types of talk The relationships we could have had The three of us Me, you and dad My mouth went dry My stomach felt queasy too So empty and scared It's all because of you A dead body that turned out not to be dead No one understands Wish I really knew what happened to my mom Because my family they told me nothing but lies They figured if they just told me the truth I'd break down and cry Feel betrayed and hurt Profoundly insecure Want to knock ten times on heaven's door Still suffering from old emotional wounds I was getting worse Can't depend on them and their lies Why did see leave? How did she die? And when it gets colder outside I'll be back next year With that feeling to make me cry Wanna go visit her grave Because it's been a long, long time Want to pick a peach rose And rest it on it's side Say a prayer eventhough I don't believe And say goodbye Don't get me wrong I have a mind to keep me strong But there's this feeling of not knowing what went wrong And how she's dead and gone Don't think anyone thinks Of you as much as I do

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

This cancer is killing me As much as it is killing you If it takes you away from me I don't know what I would do Just try for some peace of mind But it's so hard to find It's so hard to just sit and wait And wait some more Staring at the door Skim through the magazines Pretend like everything's gonna be allright Although you know it won't be Unstable It's hard to be the one who's strong He's always got a shoulder to cry on He's got a shoulder for me When I'm about to break down You're (who's ? ) never around But maybe it's better that way You've got enough to worry about You've got your hands full, don't you Don't you see? This cancer is killing me Like it's killing you Mentally Unstable And all I really want to know if she's gonna be allright 'cause she's been in there a long, long time And I've been out there losing my mind You're scared You're frightened You're so afraid of what he may say But you try and be brave For me sitting impatiently In the lobby of emergency You burst on through that door with this look on your face I've never seen before You explode into endless tears Whisper in my ear Baby Baby I've only got one more year Unstable

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know Is it wrong to feel so insecure so unappealing? Why walk around in disguise with a fake grin on my face? What would it prove? What would I gain? I'd still feel so out of place Damned if I do Damned if I don't But I won't turn out like you Midlife crisis at the age of 22 Who knew? I need some answers Cross the street and down the avenue I stopped for the woman Paid five bucks and got my palm read And she said You shouldn't be smiling boy This life line says you're allready dead Just keep on moving forward never turning back But with every step ahead I take they pull me two steps back They pull me two steps back

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

No one knows what it's like No one knows how it feels Nothing else cpould compare to the fears I fear And I've been on my own Struggling all alone And all I have are these clothes on my back and this song I never had much I never believed I could be Someone, somehow, somebody Said goodbye to all my childhood hopes and dreams Time to grow up and accept real life responsibilities Listen Won't you listen to the things I have to say 'cause it just might affect the way that you think about How you live from day to day It may be easy for you But it seems like hell to me

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

Won't you come see about me I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Tell me your troubles and doubts Give it everything inside and out Love strange, so real in the dark Think of the tender things that we were working on Slow change may pull us apart When our life gets in to your heart baby Don't you, forget about me Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't you, forget about me Don't you, try and pretend It's my feeling we'll win in the end I won't harm you or touch your defences Vanity, insecurity Don't you forget about me I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Come to, I'll take you apart I'll put us back together at heart baby Don't you, forget about me Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't you, forget about me Don't, don't, don't, don't Will you stand above me? Look my way, never love me? Rains keeps falling, Rains keeps falling down. Hey hey hey hey hoo yeah Don't you, forget about me Don't, don't, don't, don't But you walk on by Will you call my name? As you walk on by Will you call my name? As you walk away When you walk away When you walk away Come on baby call my name I say, will you call my name? I say lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala........ Will you call my name, baby Won't you please let me feel like ..?.. I know I feel you Let me see my hands before you Let me see your hands before me I said why don't you call my name I need, want you to call my name I need you to call my name

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Nov 09, 2025

The most comfortable place isn't comfortable anymore I feel so out of place, no one knows me for sure I have this guilty consciousness and not to be me I feel like a certain somebody but I know I can be me Too many people try to put me down For me, I was insulted the other night It's not me I try to sing my songs but I have trouble with that too The hardest thing to imagine is what comes next Don't have strength, don't have courage When you're lacking confidence, I won't let this feeling end 'Cause it might not come again and you know it's not you I try to sing my songs but I have trouble with that too The most comfortable place isn't comfortable Did you ever feel out of place? 'Cause you're not comfortable I won't let this feeling end, 'cause it might not come again

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025

Old pirates, yes, they rob I; Sold I to the merchant ships, Minutes after they took I From the bottomless pit. But my hand was made strong By the 'and of the Almighty. We forward in this generation Triumphantly. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? - 'Cause all I ever have: Redemption songs; Redemption songs. Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our minds. Have no fear for atomic energy, 'Cause none of them can stop the time. How long shall they kill our prophets, While we stand aside and look? Ooh! Some say it's just a part of it: We've got to fulfil de book. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? - 'Cause all I ever have: Redemption songs; Redemption songs; Redemption songs. [Guitar break] Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our mind. Wo! Have no fear for atomic energy, 'Cause none of them-a can-a stop-a the time. How long shall they kill our prophets, While we stand aside and look? Yes, some say it's just a part of it: We've got to fulfill the book. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? - 'Cause all I ever had: Redemption songs - All I ever had: Redemption songs: These songs of freedom, Songs of freedom.

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Nov 09, 2025