Where the Light Refuses to Go

So endlessly I wait to be unearthed The dark knows my name And it feels my curse Found a way to lay here with my ghost Shaking hands with death just to keep it close How do I hear Through the voices screaming in my head? Self inflicted decline Anticipating my end So endlessly I wait to be undone The dark knows my name I watched it swallow the sun Found a way to lay here with my misery Empty as I'll ever be Into the black This is solitude Disappearing just to feel something new Is it meaningless? All the emptiness Searching for light where it doesn't exist Growing cold to love Never felt the touch Endlessly waiting Numb to the feeling How do I hear Through the voices screaming in my head? Transparent thoughts Neglected for the sake of the loss How do I grow Where the light refuses to go No silver line in the path I follow This is solitude Disappearing just to feel something new This is solitude Nothing left for me to fucking lose There's nothing left for me to fucking lose Collapsing with the weight of the truth There's nothing left to lose Is it meaningless? All the emptiness Searching for light where it doesn't exist Growing cold to love Never felt the touch Endlessly waiting Numb to the feeling When only ashes remain Spread them with my misery When only ashes remain Spread them with my misery

Submitted by MetalElf — Feb 23, 2026