Swan Symphonies III
I got my triggers, it's symptomatic Got my reactions, they're automatic And after all that I've been through I project my fears on you I've got my memories, places I've been Like wooden fragments stuck in my skin And after all that I've been through Try to hide my scars from you I don't want you to know 'Cause I don't, don't want you to go Could you still love me with a splintered mind? Could you still want me when you don't know what you might find? Behind this shattered lens I see the world through Coloring my thoughts, distorting my view If I let you see what's broken inside of me Could you still love me with a splintered mind? Sometimes I get so stuck in my head Sometimes I can't get out of my bed This is just a side effect You know I really want to connect It's cracked and it's scarred But I would, would give you my heart Could you still love me with a splintered mind? Could you still want me when you don't know what you might find? Behind this shattered lens I see the world through Coloring my thoughts, distorting my view If I let you see what's broken inside of me Could you still love me with a splintered mind? Will you take me as I am? Would you catch me when I fall? Could you take me as I am? Will you catch me when I fall? Could you still love me with a splintered mind? Could you still want me when you don't know what you might find? Behind this shattered lens I see the world through Coloring my thoughts, distorting my view If I let you see what's broken inside of me Could you still love me with a splintered mind? With a splintered mind If the splinter ran deeper could you help me pull it out? If the splinter ran deeper could you help me pull it out? If the splinter ran deeper could you help me pull it out? Oh, if the splinter ran deeper could you help me pull it out?
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
With a one ton heart A kiss in the cold As warm as home With a one ton heart A tear in the snow I'm heading home With a one ton heart Dive away, a million years and a day A one ton heart Never breaks all the way The saddest truth you'll ever come to understand The end might wait right where it all began With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh-oh A one ton heart, oh-oh, oh With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh-oh With a one ton heart Dive away With a one ton heart A million years and a day A one ton heart Never breaks When it falls All the way My one ton heart With your hand on my face A winterly touch You whisper my name For an eternal embrace Time won't stop But time will tell With a one ton heart Dive away, a million years and a day A one ton heart Never breaks when it falls all the way With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh-oh A one ton heart, oh-oh, oh With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh-oh With a one ton heart Dive away With a one ton heart A million years and a day A one ton heart Never breaks When it falls All the way The saddest truth you'll ever come to understand The end might wait right where it all began Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh-oh Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh I can't breathe I can't cry I can't sleep at night With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh-oh A one ton heart, oh-oh, oh With a one ton heart, oh-oh, oh-oh With a one ton heart Dive away With a one ton heart A million years and a day A one ton heart Never breaks When it falls All the way My one ton heart
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh I question things I thought I knew My doubt was overdue Can't feel the way they said I'm supposed to I can't believe in what isn't true I have to keep my heart To myself be true I have to keep my heart My love shows me a way to you (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) We're on the run, we're leaving soon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) One day we're dying on the moon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) Yes, we are done, we swim and swoon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) One day we're dying on the moon I finally found my peace of mind I chose to leave some things behind What I believe is undefined But I have a feeling God will be kind I have to keep my heart To myself be true I have to keep my heart My love shows me a way to you (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) We're on the run, we're leaving soon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) One day we're dying on the moon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) Yes, we are done, we swim and swoon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) One day we're dying on the moon I gotta trust my heart It never betrayed me And you cannot persuade me To go back to what I had I cannot pacify the ones who will look down on me Or I would go mad The map inside of me has lead me down another path And I'm here to say it's not so bad I have to keep my heart To myself be true I have to keep my heart My love shows me a way to you (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) We're on the run, we're leaving soon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) One day we're dying on the moon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) Yes, we are done, we swim and swoon (Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh) One day we're dying on the moon Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh Oh oh oh, oh oh, oh, oh One day we're dying on the moon
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
The cross that I bear is heavy and cold The scars that I wear are ugly and old The iron I taste is salty and red The hope that I had is already dead The tears that I cried have shivered like glass My heart is with you but my mind is a mess You're present and future but I'm chained to my past The answer to questions that have never been asked The only way to make a new road is Is to walk it from Heaven through Hell The only way out is through you The way out of myself might be cracking your shell A new road is made by walking that way The way out is through, the way out is you My heart is so heavy, it's dragging me down I can't be a king if you're not my crown My will left my body, I'm empty and cold Gave my soul to the Devil, it's already sold Love made me its prey but I'm standing strong My heart in your hand keeps going on The only way to make a new road is Is to walk it from Heaven through Hell The only way out is through you The way out of myself might be cracking your shell I fell from the heavens but I'll land on my feet The demon you've fed is now hungry, in need I hide my black soul under your pale white skin For you are my shelter, I'm your Devil within The cross that I bear is heavy and cold The scars that I wear are ugly and old The iron I taste is salty and red The hope that I had is already dead The hope that I had is already dead The iron I taste is salty and red The hope that I had is already dead Is already dead
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
Under this spell I won't break, oh, oh-oh Can't eat or sleep, I just ache, oh, oh-oh This loss, now all I own So pain had just been postponed I crawl through darkest depths alone Unravel my heart Untravel the stars In silence I'm counting my scars I cannot unfeel what I feel for you I cannot untell 'cause I told the truth I cannot unsee what I've seen in you I cannot unfall how far I've fallen for you I cannot unbe or unkneel or unsee or unfeel What I feel for you Unspoken woes devastate, oh, oh-oh Felled by this knife twist of fate, oh, oh-oh The life that you've disowned It cuts me deep to the bone A love the like of which I unown Unravel my heart Untravel the stars In silence I'm counting my scars I cannot unfeel what I feel for you I cannot untell 'cause I told the truth I cannot unsee what I've seen in you I cannot unfall how far I've fallen for you I cannot unbe or unkneel or unsee or unfeel What I feel for you Each corner I turn The memories burn From fountain to bell house and square These landmarks I see From our history Are eyesores when you are not there Each wish that I make For eternal days Before the storm tears us apart Unravel my heart Untravel the stars In silence I'm counting my scars I cannot unfeel what I feel for you I cannot untell 'cause I told the truth I cannot unsee what I've seen in you I cannot unfall how far I've fallen for you I cannot unbe or unkneel or unsee or unfeel What I feel for you
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
In a time of daily inhumanity To have someone like you Is a treasured gift In the tombstone grey you are the brightest hue Scream at me when demons call Weep on my shoulder should you fall All I am you can possess Because to me you are... Dream with me a future where We beat, defeat without a care Hearts will dance for we are blessed Because to me you are... The best for me when I'd lost my mind Still believed in me when all the pain entwined I won't leave your side until the bitter end My only love Until the end Until the end I'd help you bury every corpse Clean the knife, conceal the crime A tender touch will pull us both Through all these traumatic times Scream at me when demons call Weep on my shoulder should you fall All I am you can possess Because to me you are... Dream with me a future where We beat, defeat without a care Hearts will dance for we are blessed Because to me you are... The best for me when I'd lost my mind Still believed in me when all the pain entwined I won't leave your side until the bitter end My only love Until the end Until the end Restored the faith in me when I'd not trust my mind Gave me the strength to see my point of view was blind I'll never let them hurt you If one day I'll be gone I'll be your guardian angel protecting you from harm No, I won't leave your side until the bitter end My only love Until the end So from rivers dark to the moon's embrace There's a place for us deserving of your grace You make me still feel pure on my dishonest days My eternal guide through the midnight maze I will be on your side beyond the end My only love Until the end
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
My feet are on the ground But still I'm sinking deeper I am nearly drowned But still you're inside me Without you I am nothing Without you I am nothing I am going down But still I feel your warmth beside me You seem to be around In every single person I try to be Without you I am nothing Without you I am nothing I had what I wanted What I want is only you But if I died today Then perfectly happy with love for you I can't deny That I'm on my knees to give it Another try Now give us a chance to live it I know that I will love you till the day I die I'm going underground But still, still I'm sinking deeper Now I'm beyond the bound I never get you back but you are free Without you I am nothing Without you I am nothing But myself
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
How long ago, how long ago Have I forgotten to feel me? But now I know, but now I know This pain I feel is the real me And I thank you for it, and I thank you for it You made me hurt again, hurt again, hurt again Made me remember when I loved the man I am You made me hurt again, bleed again, feel again And those who hurt again can also love again And I thank you for the pain The way it made me change The way it made me fall, fall again I've got lost in the days Counting the waves Counting the ways I could leave here But before I knew what's going on It was you who gave me reason to feel fear And I thank you for it, and I thank you for it You made me hurt again, hurt again, hurt again Made me remember when I loved the man I am You made me hurt again, bleed again, feel again And those who hurt again can also love again How long ago, how long ago Have I forgotten to feel me? But now I know, but know I know This pain I feel is the real me, ooh-ooh You made me hurt again, hurt again, hurt again Made me remember when I loved the man I am You made me hurt again, bleed again, feel again And those who hurt again can also love again And I thank you for the pain The way it made me change The way it made me fall, fall again
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
Amber, don't you cry tonight You are not alone tonight I am by your side tonight I keep watching here tonight Here's a rose to remind you of me Here's a hand to get you back on your feet Anger hurts the angel most Face the grief, welcome your ghosts Close to death, still free from sin Curse the flesh you were born in Truth has bled but the stain is a sign You deserve all of your stars to align Oh oh, oh, oh-oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh Oh oh, oh, oh-oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh Curtains closed, she fears the light Sadness still defines her life May this love defeat the doom You find hope in peaceful gloom Left for dead by the ones you'd die for Lost and sad in the cold of the floor Oh oh, oh, oh-oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh Oh oh, oh, oh-oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh Rest your head and I'll sing you to sleep Leave this earth for long enough to be free May the pain and the fright bring relief May this war inside give you peace The earliest release Amber, don't you cry tonight You are not alone tonight I am by your side tonight I keep watching here tonight Here's a rose to remind you of me Here's a hand to get you back on your feet Oh oh, oh, oh-oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh Oh oh, oh, oh-oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh Amber, don't you cry tonight You are not alone tonight I am by your side tonight I keep watching here tonight
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
We were young We were young We were young Life seemed so long We were young We were young We were young Life seemed so long We were young, we had no sorrows at all We were young, we were not afraid to fall We were young when the meadows stretched for years We were young and ambitions were sincere We were young We were young We were young Life seemed so long We were young We were young We were young Life seemed so long We were young with a story to be told We were young, standing strong at the threshold Tomorrow turned from hope into a fear But honest aims will always persevere We were young We were young We were young Life seemed so long We were young We were young We were young Life seemed so long We were young, endless sun lighting the way, oh-oh (Oh yeah) We were young but the skyline had to change (Oh, oh-oh) A better life, the foundations are in place A future dream that forever resonates We were young We were young (Oh-yeah, oh-oh) (Oh-yeah-oh-yeah-oh, yeah) We were young (Yeah) We were young (Yeahhhh-oh) We were young Life seemed so long (Yeahhhhhhhh) We were young We were young (Oh-oh) We were young Life seemed so long (Yeahhhh-oh)
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
She knows her grief is a beast That kills from inside She lifts the souls from their home At aerial high tide No moments alone, no sorrow to share In search of a key you know is not there Oh no, Lore-Loreley Oh no, Lore-loreley With arms to the sky and dreams in the dirt Being stronger than death does not heal the hurt Oh no, Lore-Loreley Oh no, Loreley Oh, Loreley Cry, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley Cry, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley She's starved of light, no respite Each breath's a burden Time can't reverse her grim curse of life eternal No moments alone, no sorrow to share In search of a key you know is not there Oh no, Lore-Loreley Oh no, Loreley Cry, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley Cry, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley Scream for me Scream for me Scream for me Scream for me Cry, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley Cry, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley Cry, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley Cry for Eden, Loreley Loreley Loreley
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
Fate will echo Between the worlds Through the shores of the Fallen souls To this land that I served with pride Visions clear in the Fading light And we walk through the shadows of pain Come and walk with me... TO THE END! ALL IS CONDEMNED! SO Walk to the end! FREE FRO REGRET! YET Will I ascend to her? Will I meet Morgana soon? Will I meet Morgana soon? Bodies wilt but the mind’s serene... For a life worthy of Her grace... My desire as I depart Give my piece back to her Lone heart... TO THE END! ALL IS CONDEMNED! SO Walk to the end! FREE FRO REGRET! YET Will I ascend to her? Will I meet Morgana soon? Will I meet Morgana soon? I have to run through The shadows of hate To be hers AGAIN! TO THE END! ALL IS CONDEMNED! SO Walk to the end! FREE FRO REGRET! SO WALK TO THE END! Will I meet Morgana soon? Will I meet Morgana soon? Will I meet Morgana soon? Will I meet Morgana soon?
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
You've been told that I'm the Devil (Devil) But my blood is your blood In shame my, my blood stains your hands You are the murderer of my fire and my sense You threw me away What should I do now? Black halo is given to me You close your eyes Now when I need you This black halo will burn me alive Burn me alive! You called me, you called me a sinner You still talk forgiveness But now your dreams are haunted by your guilt You threw me away What should I do now? Black halo is given to me You close your eyes Now when I need you This black halo will burn me alive Burn me alive! Tie the bind Here forever we're entwined in dark and light In shame, my blood stains your hands In shame, my blood stains your hands You threw me away What should I do now? Black halo is given to me You close your eyes Now when I need you This black halo will burn me alive Burn me alive! Tie the bind Here forever we're entwined and I will find you Like they'll never ever find the way to heaven's light
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
How can I retake you when you turn your back on me You let me alone in the darkest hour The darkest hour Is there a place where we could find, find our love again It's beaten and bruised but the only thing given to us Powerless, naked, on my knees Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Too much, too soon, too high on fire Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Forgive me, forgive me Let the tears fall down like rain Forgive me, forgive me And I love you till the end Fear casts the longest shadow Turning your heart into glass No, don't you move or we both will break We can't go on in this thunderstorm Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out (Hold on) No chance for us, we're too high on fire Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out (On fire) Forgive me, forgive me Let the tears fall down like rain Forgive me, forgive me And I love you till the end We can't go on, a last kiss in the storm Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out One day reborn, one star and one thorn Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Don't cut me, cut me, cut me out Let the tears fall down like rain Forgive me, forgive me Let the tears fall down like rain Forgive me, forgive me And I love you till the end
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
There was a time when we travelled all alone Through the depths of infinity as dust Eventually our molecules formed a stone As we gratified our restless wanderlust We're floating in our memory Through time and space untethered Time travelers in disguise May we trip forever In silence - we drift with endeavor In silence - we're in this together We fought to find a place to feel as one To fill the vacuum with more than emptiness With many more of us we built a glowing sun To light our path into the endlessness We're floating in our memory Through time and space untethered Time travelers in disguise May we trip forever In silence - we drift with endeavor In silence - we're in this together We formed so many shapes in a million years Yet we are the lost No lighthouse in the spheres We're floating in our memory Through time and space untethered Time travelers in disguise May we trip forever In silence - we drift with endeavor In silence - we're in this together In silence - we're in this together
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026
It was one of these days, the right and the left grew apart It was fear in my face, I felt a hole where I had a heart I saw all of it fading away Breeding flowers inside pitch black caves I knew heaven and hell has been lies I surrendered and turned out the lights Itâs the seven days of Anavrin for you to leave the world behind us Seven days of Anavrin, the treasure of you and me will find us The right hand tries to control but the left hand bears the strength Let it go, nothingâs gonna change Now revive the Abel in Caine Days of Anavrin Iâm falling here into you The first day of Anavrin Is the last one I see you
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 18, 2026
(My Heart is Black) The first one I killed was by mistake The second Infected by the snake Delusion Set in after the third I'm losing track (My heart is black) My blood is cold my skin is pale (My heart is black) Now follow me on my black trail (My heart is black) My eyes are wide my hands are nailed (My heart is black) I'm leaving now The plan has failed (Follow me I know the way) I'm only A shadow of myself I'm lonely What have I become I'm falling Back down the steps I climbed I'm going back (My heart is black) My blood is cold my skin is pale (My heart is black) Now follow me on my black trail (My heart is black) My eyes are wide my hands are nailed (My heart is black) I'm leaving now The plan has failed (Follow me I know the way) (If you don't a fight with me Leave silently But never turn your back on me My heart is black Follow me I know the way) [Refrain]
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 18, 2026
It was a sunny day When you learned to stand up So proud and oh so brave You made those tiny steps Right into my arms The day I went away They said I had to leave For glory and for peace For honour and for boon It won't be long until Our enemies are banned They take me back home soon Say goodbye but no farewell My little boy Say goodbye and don't you cry My little boy It was a sunny day When i learned to stand up So fearful and afraid I held you in my arms So warm and so alive The day i went away They said I had to leave For glory and for peace For honour and for boon It won't be long until Our enemies are banned They take me back home soon Your picture in my heart Will give me will and strenght And help me to hold out I'll save the world for you My little boy I'll save the world for you The winds of darkness will take me away On winds of blankness I'm going astray I'm going under I'm losing my way I'm freely falling I'm going astray We're losing time The days go by I feel the anger rising high The days and weeks and months go by We're lost in time No foes in sight Do you sometimes think of me Do you remember me Standing at your side when you learned to crawl I have meant no harm And my heart bleeds for you If I'm not there when you learn to fall I'm sorry for We're losing time The years go by I feel the hatred rising high Eternities and times go by We're lost in time We're lost Do you sometimes think of me Do you remember me Standing at your side when you learned to squeak I'm with you all the time Although you couldn't see My heart was there when you learned to speak I'm sorry for - I'm sorry for I would give all the world to hear your sweet voice again I would give all the world to hear you say your own name Maybe I can leave Maybe they'll let me go Right into your arms I might be coming home It might be over now But i already feel The calm before the storm When the bombs are falling Down the earth is breaking Bullets cut the air around My head is shaking Splinters all around The air is burning I see blood, bones, guts, skin Faith, love, devastated Body parts are shredding Fire storms are raging Shrapnels tear our souls apart We're overtaking Love with hate and death Explosions take our breath We're blind, deaf, black, cold Never be the same again No one survived Am I the only one who's left? Nobody is alive Am I the only one to crawl back home? I feel so cold but still I'm able to feel I see no colours but still I'm able to see I feel like floating but I am still in my shoes My feet will carry me right back to you It was a sunny day When I learned to stand up With scars and broken bones I made those tiny steps Back into your arms That you won't be alone I can't wait to see you smile Your little heart beat next to mine And kiss away your tears The skyline feels like home I can smell the scent Of flowers so well known Now I can see you from afar Look how tall you are Will you remember who I am? I'm calling out your name But you don't seem to hear I'm calling out your name again Now i stand in front of you You look straight through me like air I'm reaching out my hand Now I can see you smile Standing up and run into The arms of this strange man The winds of darkness will take me away On winds of blankness I'm going astray I'm going under - I'm losing my way I'm freely falling - I'm going astray
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — May 04, 2026