Lust of Decay
Album • 2006
The sickness festers within me my disease I can't hide the fascination of being eaten devoured afterlife searching for the one who will consume me someone who is just like me a person with a fetish a taste for human meat living a life of seclusion no one to call a friend people don't understand me they only ridicule they think I am fucking crazy if they only knew the Internet is my only existence hidden behind a screen scouring the messages boards looking for a clue I don't believe my eyes is what they see true my skin crawls nervous sweat pours instant message sent to him waiting for him to reply minutes seem like days to me then his answer arrives my fantasy about to be fulfilled craving the knife wanting it so gleam of the blade as it unfolds peeling the skin right from the bone ligaments muscle and tissue exposed taking a piece cooking it slow the fragrant aroma stirring my soul the look on your face as you take your first taste your animal instincts have taken control sensing your blade cutting again watching my flesh fry in the pan begging to taste wanting to know awakening the sickness deep in my soul slicing away a part of my life giving you nourishment so you may survive feeding you flesh covered in blood it's time to end what we have begun slashing wildly flaying my torso while the meat is still fresh save my remains covered in plastic and put into deep freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking then thrown in the trash end my life now killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds blood drains rapidly from me pulse rate starts to slowly decrease breathing becomes swallow heart is racing pressure building slashing wildly flaying my torso while the meat is still fresh save my remains covered in plastic and put into deep freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking then thrown in the trash end my life now killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds slashing wildly flaying my torso while the meat is still fresh save my remains covered in plastic and put into deep freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking then thrown in the trash end my life now killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 25, 2025
Watch me shed my skin you can look into my eyes and see disease growing feeling the urge to slice the skin from my own self flesh striped from my own bones making the incision longing for the pleasure watching the blade slide as the blood starts to splatter feel the warm stream as it drips from my wrist laceration frenzy my demented bliss I have been like this since childhood for as long as I can remember wanting to cut up everything within my reach morbid desire to cut the skin for amusement try to peel my own face off at age thirteen you won't recognize me self plastic surgery body modifications sculptured flesh scarification slice cut peel scrape slice cut peel scrape slice cut peel scrape slice cut peel scrape work of art is what I have become canvas of my skin smeared with my own blood now I am artistic butchery tease myself with a rusty blade skin grows cold from the loss of blood mounds of flesh pile up on the floor take my time with each and every cut aroused with pain as meat is cleaved from bone wounds inflamed as infection grows amputate the discolored skin disfigured by my own hands time to sharpen the blade once again
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025
Violence raging beaten down into submission perverted bloodline father's hands upon her body mother is watching masturbating while this happens shrouded in darkness locked in closet half her childhood memories shattered echoes of her father's moaning infinite torture condemned to onslaught of oppression wounds not healing flesh infected skin is bruising cries unanswered endless screams but no one hears her father the touch of revulsion courses though me abolished by the walls of splintered sanity besieging pleasure from my own flesh and blood succumbing to primal urges uncontrolled the fragrance of deprivation arousing my inner being perversion pulsing strong in my loins the warmth of her skin as she is bent over again sends premature secretions down my leg you can not stop my vicious penetrating art form mouth is duct taped muffled curses of redemption anal bleeding intestines beyond their boundaries genitals aching from the thrusting of my hatred my pulse is racing euphoric overthrow spread out before carnal instincts take control mother panties dripping with excitement as I await my husband's return hoping for the sloppy seconds I have waited far too long her scent is on his body I taste her on his shaft no concern for my daughter as long as I get mine lust fear ever-growing savage climax surging through me no thought of my offspring her cries go unheard she can not escape condemned by fate to atrocious suffering deprived of light hidden from the eyes of the world around her feed only once a day praying for the door to stay locked and bolted nerves trembling with fear when she hears the footstep coming closer daughter must escape from this closet erase disgrace from my memories summon strength for the struggle yet to come make them pay for this sufferance take my time now I am the predator see the fear on their faces the time nears for atonement eye for an eye tooth for a tooth mother will be first and then my father hands around her throat gouging out her eyes now it's finally his turn brick right across the head bludgeoned from behind face down in his own blood crawl pleading on your knees begging me to stop as the brick comes crushing down your crimson blood flows free skull crushed in all you see inflection within me reflection of you own self your pulse rate slows you're feeling weak the pain won't stop your heart won't beat your crimson blood flows free skull crushed in all you see inflection within me reflection of you own self your pulse rate slows you're feeling weak the pain won't stop your heart won't beat your
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025
Down in the depths of her infected crotch ravenous stench of chlamydia postulating sores they burst in the commode as I start to lick around the outer hole licking probing darting my tongue within the fold face smeared in discharge my mouth it overflows spreading open her legs wider got my fist all inside her sucking on the swollen clit piss begins to spray throwing up her urine I love the aftertaste vaginal warts are growing deep inside my throat kiss upon her labia razor burnt and torn chewing on the tampon string inserted for two weeks herpes outbreak bleeding upon the toilet seat toxic shock is festering dripping from her snatch ovaries encrusted swelling in her womb devouring the syphilis birth place of disease parasitic infection fulfills my voracious needs licking slowly juices flowing crabs imbedded between my teeth pressure building cervix imploding blood stained panties around her feet licking slowly juices flowing crabs imbedded between my teeth pressure building cervix imploding blood stained panties around her feet
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
Prepare to go under the knife in the operation room doctor gives me sedatives so I will go to sleep sensing myself fall to unconscious but I am still awake see my surroundings but can not make a noise I can see the doctors I can hear the nurses try to speak to them but no one hears me watching them prepare for for the operation putting on their gloves and sharpening all their tools unheard screams are echoing in my mind I can not move paralyzed with sedatives strapped to this bed look into my eyes see the frighten person begging from inside tools of your trade watch the gleaming point headed toward my skin feeling the sting of the first incision as it breaks through the skin nerve impulses searing through my brain howls of pain echo through the core of me I can feel what you have done to me every cut dissecting sanity vessels fill with the new blood pumped into me stitch by stitch sense each one sewed into me I am awake can you not hear me scream trapped inside this coffin made of flesh hear your voice echoing deep in my mind look at me see the fear in my eyes when will this nightmare end gloved hands frolic through my chest trapped within my own self I must wake from this dream
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 25, 2025
Soaked in blood used as marinade gut that child like a fish you're born into this world conceived to serve as nourishment you're not the first one nor will you be be the last we've waited nine long months to finally get to pull you out let you graze for a few years then like cattle you are dead gnawing on the tender meat suck the marrow from the bones use your guts to feed my dogs you will not be missed rip our own child into strips devouring every piece till there's nothing left rip our own child into strips young skin makes the perfect fertilizer you're born into this world conceived to serve as nourishment you're not the first one nor will you be be the last we've waited nine long months to finally get to pull you out let you graze for a few years then like cattle you are dead Embryonic Breeding For Cannibalistic Devourment Embryonic Breeding For Cannibalistic Devourment nine months till our next feast
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025
See the darkened cloud coming hear the buzz of twenty thousand wings watch the horror as they descend covering very inch of skin engulf me feel their touch upon my skin sense them crawl in my clothes hear the screaming of my children sight grows dark as my eyes swell closed I can feel them stinging very part of me taste the venom pumping through my arteries pain searing through my nerve endings fear running for my very life despair praying for this all to end pull the stingers out of me try to hide but there's nowhere to escape vomit forth all the dead bees from my mouth the only sound I hear is the buzzing of their wings my throat swells as I begin to suffocate covered in bees stung by bees engulfed by bees swarm of bees my face deformed beyond recognition is there no escape from this raging swarm I can not see hear the swarm around me feeling no pain numb from their venom riddled with stings thousands on my body wanting to die my eyes start to close see the darkened cloud coming hear the buzz of twenty thousand wings watch the horror as they descend covering very inch of skin engulf me feel their touch upon my skin sense them crawl in my clothes hear the screaming of my children sight grows dark as my eyes swell closed
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 25, 2025
Want to spread my disease through oral sex inject it down their throat you look just like the kind of bitch that I have been waiting for seduced by my wallet money grubbing whore deep throat my cock vomit up my venom as I fuck you in your mouth feeling my hard shaft penetrate the moist flesh injecting my viral load licking your lips as I blast in your face no knowledge of what's to come searching the streets or on the computer helps me to find my prey taking advantage of your addictions feeding you with drugs tonguing my sack while I jizz down your throat or legs opened wide pummeling your insides injecting my seed tainted with HIV now you're just like me one with the disease want to spread my disease through oral sex inject it down their throat you look just like the kind of bitch that I have been waiting for seduced by my wallet money grubbing whore deep throat my cock vomit up my venom as I fuck you in your mouth
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025
Why can you not hear me god? Why will you not answer me? Imprisoned in this hell only you can hear my screams Help me Free me Save me I am begging Sheltered life taken to extremes mother's eyes watch over me in this battered recess of my mind I pray to god every night Now I lay me down to sleep Pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake Pray the lord my soul to take Condemned to life of suffering Flood of nightmares rush over me Mother comes down the stairs with a knife To cut the sin from my life Purity Through Dismemberment Bow my head in reverence feel the sins be lifted confession brings pain cleansing by her blade I will not survive this chained to wall of torment sense my spirit leaving seeping from open wounds mother reads from bible preaching while she slashes salvation is gleaming on the point of the blade god do I deserve this for my lack of judgment? Even you forgive why won't my mother? she is killing please hear me why will you not save my life? Dismembering dissecting left arm hangs by skin blood pouring on the floor god please answer me arm laying at my feet flesh hanging from my bones mother is killing please hear me why will you not save my life? Dismembering dissecting left arm hangs by skin blood pouring on the floor god please answer me arm laying at my feet flesh hanging from my bones feel the knife it's twitching burrowing deeper in me blood spray blurs my vision End my life now echoes of her screaming haunt my inner being pulse rate starts to weaken skin is growing cold darkness grows slowly engulfing pain threshold taken to its breaking cold steel penetrates my soul death's hand cradles my broken flesh last thing I see mother stands over me knife in one hand hacksaw in the other feel her cutting slowly through me arms are detached from my torso now she leaves me cut to pieces heart is beating I am still breathing left in the basement to die alone
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 25, 2025
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