Oceangrave
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All my life was a struggle<br/> To get back home<br/> But I never had a home<br/> And through the never I’ll be gone<br/> <br/> Once I saw a white bird<br/> Get crushed by a vehicle<br/> His blood so fast turned grey of dust<br/> And the bird became the road<br/> <br/> But I cannot win the freedom of the sky<br/> Through this earthly body<br/> But rather fall into the lake with beasts<br/> Or wander on the barren forest<br/> <br/> A sudden metanoia renews me<br/> And I live again as another<br/> The burden of pain disappears<br/> By the relief of losing everything<br/> <br/> Great are the works of the soul<br/> When done away of watching eyes<br/> In absolute solitude the spirit howls<br/> As it returns to innocence<br/> <br/> But will there be found enough water<br/> To wash away the blood<br/> Can there be shed enough blood<br/> To undo the evil one<br/> <br/> How many souls have I led astray<br/> By uttering foolishness<br/> And how many I might have saved<br/> When in silence I remained<br/> <br/> I dared to drain this ocean of pain<br/> By a candle fire<br/> Only to please my pride<br/> And get lost into the depths<br/> <br/> But a useless lumber passes by<br/> As a guide on my ride<br/> Towards the endless shores<br/> And a never ending home<br/> <br/> Just as the waves of the lake reflect<br/> A thousand suns to you<br/> My face also hides the opaque<br/> Dark waters from the surface<br/> <br/> When rain hits my skin again<br/> It will reveal only itself<br/> And help me conceal<br/> What a tear might confess
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
I close my eyes<br/> Open them in a thousand years<br/> Too tired to remember<br/> Why are we here?<br/> 4380 days.<br/> Will you change?<br/> What would you give to stay?<br/> <br/> And now, each night I count the stars<br/> And each night I get the same number.<br/> And when they will not come to be counted<br/> I will count the holes they leave.<br/> <br/> And now, each night I count my ribs<br/> And each night I get the same number.<br/> And when they will not come to be counted<br/> I will sleep in flames, waiting to burn out.<br/> <br/> The city lights are the same<br/> But the streets look unfamiliar<br/> You can return to the past<br/> But no one is there anymore.<br/> So hey! Let’s dance, the old dance<br/> The one where you is I and I is you<br/> Cause it has been so long<br/> Listening to a music<br/> That is you.<br/> <br/> The ruins of us<br/> Colossal statue of loss<br/> Daughters of time,<br/> The hypocritic days<br/> To each I offer gifts and my will<br/> Bread, kingdoms, stars<br/> And sky that holds them all.<br/> <br/> And now, each night I count the stars<br/> And each night I get the same number.<br/> And when they will not come to be counted<br/> I will count the holes they leave.<br/> <br/> And now, each night I count my ribs<br/> And each night I get the same number.<br/> And when they will not come to be counted<br/> I will sleep in flames, waiting to burn out.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Pulled,<br/> Into and from death<br/> You have never experienced pain<br/> And nothingness<br/> The way I did<br/> <br/> The terror of ceasing to exist<br/> A soothing familiarity<br/> A peek at another dying me<br/> Here, is what’s not real<br/> <br/> Hold me, father<br/> I cannot feel a thing<br/> Hold me, friend<br/> I thought you as someone else<br/> <br/> I can still see<br/> The fisheye closing in<br/> And I can still feel<br/> The nothing left of me<br/> <br/> I cry, I try<br/> I scream to no avail<br/> I can feel I’m not real<br/> How can this torment me<br/> <br/> Hold me, my dear<br/> My memory shut you out<br/> Hold me warming presence<br/> As I fall into abyss<br/> <br/> Where am I?<br/> This is what’s not real.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Someone.<br/> Alone.<br/> In the heart of the Earth.<br/> Pierced from a betraying knife.<br/> Bare heart.<br/> Bare arms.<br/> Nails deep the palms.<br/> An Ocean,<br/> Burning at night.<br/> <br/> I am bound to let you go.<br/> I wish I forget.<br/> I wish I sometimes can.<br/> Your time cannot be mine.<br/> <br/> Cut my hands,<br/> When you see blood,<br/> Don’t forget to breathe.<br/> Dream in that warmth.<br/> Nail my torn flesh to the Ocean<br/> So the water will always remember you<br/> My dearest scattered heart,<br/> I wish I could shelter you from all pain.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
I am a transparent eyeball<br/> I am nothing<br/> I see all<br/> I am the ruins of your smile<br/> I am totemic<br/> I am the head against the wall<br/> <br/> I wrote you a bible with tears.<br/> A grey loneliness is rising from earth<br/> Silent and radiant.<br/> Shadows grew, bloodless and empty.<br/> You betrayed me, with knives<br/> How comfortable are you doing it?<br/> <br/> “Sometimes an abyss opens before my eyes<br/> that seems to extend to the centre of the earth.<br/> With what can you fill that?<br/> With lassitude? With longing?<br/> With happiness? What happiness?<br/> With despair? With death?<br/> <br/> (I don’t know how to play the part until it’s over.<br/> Neither in piano nor in life.<br/> I never knew. I have always been too carried away.<br/> Always too impatient. Something always got in the way.<br/> Something always broke.<br/> But who knew how to play his part before the end?<br/> And if so, who did it work for?”)<br/> <br/> I become unspoken<br/> Who is innocent?<br/> For death done by hands<br/> Suicide has cause and stillborn logic<br/> Cancelling physics with a sneer.<br/> Forming textures with wicked stones.<br/> <br/> Around me the oaks and fires<br/> Over me soared the eternal sky<br/> Full of light and deity.<br/> Again I saw, again I heard<br/> The failing river, the black bird<br/> I yielded myself to the perfect whole.<br/> <br/> Are you there?<br/> Do you feel the soul?<br/> We are all sliding towards the edge<br/> We will lose everything we have to lose.<br/> When did life stop feeling like this?<br/> We’re never supposed to wake, and remember.<br/> The bird trims itself to the gale.<br/> I trim myself to the storm of surrender.<br/> <br/> A blackbird sang an ancient rhyme<br/> Singing at dawn the universe’s song<br/> Spreading her wings<br/> covered my head with coil grime<br/> A human voice to my ear… and I drown.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Is it true what I say to myself<br/> That the world is slipping below my feet<br/> Or should I believe the bright future<br/> You’re putting on my hands<br/> <br/> So please remember me<br/> As somebody else<br/> Imagine a smile into my face<br/> Imagine a future that I am still here<br/> A warm embrace in a cold day<br/> <br/> Departing at dawn when knives are drawn<br/> I am finding a good rope<br/> A pendant bright Star<br/> Evaporating my lungs<br/> <br/> So please remember me<br/> As your last Sun<br/> Imagine a too far hand<br/> Imagine the future that I never lived<br/> A warm goodbye in a seized day.<br/> <br/> Let the sky fall down so I<br/> Can belong where I was meant to be<br/> Let the sun melt down my being<br/> Tear out the darkness and the memories<br/> <br/> Count the stars<br/> Now wish for me<br/> Close my eyes<br/> With yours<br/> Watch the hurt bleed away<br/> Cut your name<br/> Onto my flesh<br/> All this blood<br/> Is my offering<br/> To you.<br/> <br/> I want you to know<br/> It’s time to trade this life<br/> For tears.<br/> Gather them<br/> Write a bible<br/> And for every prayer,<br/> Count a rib<br/> My love<br/> You will always be<br/> The end of me.<br/> <br/> And soon enough the memories<br/> Would be replaced with another me<br/> Until they fade away in the wind<br/> And let you go wherever you need<br/> <br/> Maybe it’s fun to lose the game<br/> Maybe it’s fun to do the same<br/> Should I try out once more<br/> To become something more<br/> <br/> But it’s hard to drop the old<br/> Getting out of a small world<br/> And it’s hard to drop the pills<br/> Getting up on my own feet.<br/> <br/> Let the sky fall down so I<br/> Can belong where I was meant to be<br/> Let the sun melt down my being<br/> Tear out the darkness and the memories
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Frozen smiles in a time gone by,<br/> Reminding me, I was not alone.<br/> For the sun that we could share,<br/> Distant winters were to blame.<br/> <br/> Longing for a day that is no more<br/> I breathe your name, deprived.<br/> For the dawn, concealed, deceived us<br/> And you were bathed in gloom, alone.<br/> <br/> Engraved on my shoulder<br/> I will carry on our frozen smiles,<br/> A moment in time when we felt alive.<br/> <br/> Carry on my brother, until<br/> My flesh dissolves with the springs<br/> That fed the flowers of your woe!<br/> Carry on you burning ember<br/> Through my dissonant voice, and scorch this mortal coil<br/> And the winds will scream, until<br/> There is no one left to breathe your name!<br/> <br/> Oh Woe!<br/> <br/> Chant! Chant!<br/> To a second coming, to a new life in remembrance<br/> Life! Life!<br/> To all that were saved, to whom your days were gladly given.<br/> <br/> Return! Return!<br/> Converse selflessness to bring you back from grace.<br/> Back! Back!<br/> From the mighty havens beyond the corrupted chaos.<br/> <br/> We are! We are!<br/> The left behind, the sorrowful cries that held you down<br/> Cries! Cries!<br/> Weeping currents left your paths flooded, unpaved.<br/> <br/> Chant! Chant!<br/> This is your blessing, the rest are soon to follow<br/> Chant! Chant!<br/> To your second coming,<br/> Here’s to never fade away!<br/> <br/> You left for the open skies<br/> To a faraway land<br/> Where time withheld<br/> Memories and goodbyes<br/> <br/> Goodbye…<br/> <br/> Carry on my brother, until<br/> My flesh dissolves with the springs<br/> That fed the flowers of your woe!<br/> Carry on you burning ember<br/> Through my dissonant voice, and scorch this mortal coil<br/> And the winds will scream, until<br/> There is no one left to breathe your name!<br/> <br/> Oh Woe!
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
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Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026