First Degree Suicide
Now life has faded away,<br/> only the cold flesh I feel,<br/> like the eyes staring at me.<br/> I know it's coming,<br/> emptiness of living,<br/> like the feelings that used to be.<br/> <br/> And I stand in the end of the rainbow<br/> no treasure nor life at my sight...<br/> <br/> I can't remember<br/> the eyes the smile<br/> without tears, without the agony of life.<br/> <br/> I end my life in here,<br/> where you lie silently.<br/> Will this be the end of the pouring rain?
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Find yourself in airtight space,<br/> strapped into a chair.<br/> Eyes staring at you,<br/> mouth preaching to you.<br/> <br/> Remembering the past,<br/> remembering the acts.<br/> Last supper, last victim,<br/> silenced, you are now.<br/> <br/> Inhale today,<br/> inhale the redemption.<br/> Face your redeemer now,<br/> inhale the redemption.<br/> <br/> No-one will miss you,<br/> no-one will care.<br/> No-one will try to stop them,<br/> no-one will try to save you.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Nice smile on his friendly face,<br/> telling that "uncle tom" in his name.<br/> Hiding the true intentions,<br/> in disguise, full of lies, let him inside.<br/> <br/> Let them feel his warm hands,<br/> let them feel, inside them.<br/> Warm eyes, caring thoughts,<br/> loving smile, suffocating touch.<br/> <br/> Tears from his eyes, tears of life and loss.<br/> Cannot let go, cannot stop.<br/> Who will be the next, love of his life?<br/> Lay down your children,<br/> lay them down for him...<br/> <br/> Lay down your children.<br/> Lay them down for him.<br/> 'cause he is the one who cares for them now.<br/> No worries on your mind.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
I used to feel it burning,<br/> inside of me.<br/> I used to bleed inside,<br/> now bleeding outside.<br/> <br/> Take my place,<br/> in this world of cuts.<br/> I won't need it anymore!<br/> I won't take it anymore!<br/> <br/> I close my eyes,<br/> to see the sun,<br/> through your eyes within me.<br/> Leave me be...<br/> <br/> Enter my light of fire,<br/> first degree suicide.<br/> I have nothing more to say,<br/> let me now fade away.<br/> <br/> I close my eyes,<br/> through your eyes within me.<br/> Leave me bleed.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
No flowers bloom or raindrops fall,<br/> no living thing can survive here<br/> <br/> Cold and dark, everything around.<br/> All is dead, not a single sound.<br/> <br/> So small is a human heart,<br/> but there's always room for grief.<br/> So long is human life,<br/> still never time for dreams.<br/> <br/> No sun at dawn, or birdsong to echo.<br/> Never a sing, or a path to follow.<br/> <br/> Nothing will last, no-one will enter,<br/> within this shell of man, just a barren wasteland.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Casualties, all around me,<br/> no life at sight.<br/> Departures, laying silently,<br/> awaiting the death to arrive.<br/> <br/> The scenery of blood and dust,<br/> 360 degrees around.<br/> Air warfare, which shook the ground,<br/> made all obey and to die.<br/> <br/> Falling, crawling!<br/> The men of "light", sacrifice!<br/> Bleeding, feeling!<br/> The judgment of their own kind.<br/> <br/> Division of 666,<br/> breaks through the lines of Christ.<br/> One by one they all fall down,<br/> to kiss the blood soaked ground.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
I worship you,<br/> and the ground under.<br/> Blinded for everything else but you...<br/> <br/> Into your eyes,<br/> and lifeless body,<br/> I will drown...<br/> <br/> Living in a dreamworld, I used to feel like.<br/> Then you showed me the truth under all the lies.<br/> <br/> It feels like being stabbed in the lungs.<br/> Cannot breathe...<br/> Never again!<br/> <br/> How does the rope feel like, when it's around your own neck?<br/> Breath now, 'cause it will be your last time!
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Each day comes empty,<br/> and leaves with a small piece of me.<br/> Always weaker to resist,<br/> the force that pulls me under.<br/> <br/> I have forgotten the colors,<br/> that were supposed to come for me.<br/> This life is a cage,<br/> designed to make me insane.<br/> <br/> I have no air,<br/> below this dead calm surface.<br/> The will to life is drifting away.<br/> My thoughts are lead,<br/> can't reach the dead calm surface.<br/> Dreams are drowning in pain.<br/> <br/> When I let it all go,<br/> no tears fall from my eyes,<br/> I leave my last pages white,<br/> with some kind of delight.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Now the lights can be shut down,<br/> in here behind the closed doors.<br/> All is said, all is shown,<br/> only memories remain...<br/> <br/> Wept, grieved, departed,<br/> always remembered.<br/> Laugh away,<br/> the one who has seen the world.<br/> <br/> The enlightenment you will have,<br/> shall guide you to the end,<br/> of this narrow path filled with thorns.<br/> Travel through it without no fear.<br/> <br/> King of your own life,<br/> king for a moment.<br/> The moment of clarity.<br/> The moment to pass away.<br/> <br/> Now the lights have been shut down,<br/> and the doors are locked.<br/> The thread of life is in half.<br/> Only memories remain...
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026