Redemption in Self Destruction

There is no reason why I don’t understand My permanent wish to die Follows me until the end Unbearable pain An endless emptiness I’m going insane With my constant distress I take the knife and I cut deep into the flesh What a relief when the blood flows along my limbs What a dark desire! Extinguish the fire! Redemption in self-destruction The only way to relieve the pain Redemption in self-destruction A slow way to die The pain fills my emptiness A quiet, silent cry Today is the day The last of all days My mind is made up For a long time I’ve planned this Silently, I will disappear No one will miss me I put an end to my worthless life How can I express if I don't understand myself I find no strength to deal with my inner emptiness I lose the ground under my feet I guess it’s my destiny I’ll set the next cut deeper And finally face the end

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Nov 10, 2025