Number One Beautiful

Ink bleeds deeper when pressed hard Soaks through paper and leaves stains on the table You don't look how I pictured You don't look quite how I remember I'll tell myself "I cannot surround me", but Some smiles Both resurrect and drain the life from Drain life from me I don't tell you everything I don't tell you everything Heartless, heartless, heartless The pictures remind me, the pictures remind me The pictures remind me, the pictures remind me I'm calloused to smiles

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 13, 2026

I hate the was you're looking at me lately It makes me want to choke that smile off your face I don't say this often but tonight I think I might This time I'm really drowning, swallowed by consuming seas I'm not sure if I'm sinking or if you're sinking me I can't even swallow, my heart feels so swollen I'd love to show you what I meant by I'd like to see you dead You can't sperate my eyes I don't say this often but tonight I think I might If you could make this last I would take the world from you As if a wasted past could ever totally consume me Maybe by tomorrow, you'll have stopped your raspirating God I hope the saying true And he broke the mold when he made you

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 13, 2026

Show me the stairway I have to climb Lord, for my sake Teach me to take on day at a time Wash it away It's too much for on soul to take Yeah, I think you're sucked down to far into this So now tonight, so far, it's alright Wash it away Should this seem safer under blanket and sheet Still can't hide your face and you're still not home Take me from my room alone

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 13, 2026

You know where I'm coming from When I say what I say It's not about last night It's more about the things to come To lose you to spring breaks That you view as accepter But it wounds me to that this can't Last forever on love alone I seem to recognize your radiance Perhaps it's time you spread your wings You know, fly That's all I can tell you But I don't do so weel with change But I can't live this way foever I don't know what you are looking for But I know it's not here

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 13, 2026

Drill in your face, wasted life What that means to me Sectioning your thoughts Could you show me sometime With all my words You could not paralyze This is not what I'm mesmerized by Why don't I have more focus Defined by what's around Systematically speaking I'd like you Fuck you up California's not far enough Can you see what this means to me And discard it away

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 13, 2026

Something different Something new When all I do is think of you Starring at an empty wall Cluttered with pictures of you so beautiful I'll swallow one last eyeful Only to turn and fall (to my knees) Something different Something new When all I do is think of you A subsudiary lookout point Before I'm fining out on my own Begging to fall asleep It's innocent, I need you Begging to fall asleep, lying here wasting winks Wait on promises of better things You left so much space But I can't make a move since you said Why are you breaking down We're only breaking up After all it's not like you loved me anyway But if I did, would I even stand a chance I don't know what love is Or maybe this is love

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 13, 2026