Existential Disconnect

Consciousness, beyond severed from reality. A mind reeling with thoughts of a divine bliss. Limited by flesh, this life blessing and a curse. Vestiges of my humility erased. Indescribable nature of my state of being. Unable to express. Unable to connect. My only need is become transcendental. Unable to relate. Unable to adhere. Inhuman need to transform my wasteful skin. Indescribable nature of my state of being. Scheme to be free. Plot devising. Psychopathic is what they call this need for release. I've killed to feel. Violence and carnage does naught to make me feel human. I've ripped out innards, I've tried to seek help. What good is this flesh, if I don't even care? Dissociation with all humankind. Complete utter disinterest for staying alive. Consciousness, beyond severed from reality. A mind reeling with thoughts of a divine bliss. Limited by flesh, this life blessing and a curse. Vestiges of my humility erased.

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025

Twisting wires. Contorted metal. Pulse with power. God machine. Cranial alterations. Complex self-surgery. No writhing as scalpels incise living tissue. No tremors befall me as I slice nerve from limb. Inserting steel cable beneath my ligaments to hold me down in place for the operation. Metal and meat becoming one. Now I can't scream; my mouth sealed shut. The machine bleeds power. Its design is made to completely atomize. Organic, non-man-made 3D matter. And collide it with its anti-particulate in hopes to convert me into pure energy Metal and meat becoming one. Now I can't scream; my mouth sealed shut. Initiating death. No writhing as scalpels incise living tissue. No tremors befall me as I slice nerve from limb.

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 25, 2025

A pulse of fire envelops the atmosphere. Blinding light as I feel acceleration. Tumours and bone flay away shredding joint molecules into their base form Torso, arms, and legs are now barely human. Disintegrating beyond all recognition The sensation indescribable The relief of annihilation Tumours and bone flay away Shredding joint molecules into their base form Sight darkens, vision bleeds I feel relief as see my anti-body Antithetical collision with my negative This explosion of matter transcends raw energy Eyes briefly see all existence right before me Was it the light, or was it a dream? Succumb Decease Succumb Decease A pulse of fire enveloped my destruction. Light blinded me as I felt disembodiment.

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025

Rotted mind in a pure form. Although ascended my thoughts remain a continuum. Vacuous theories and dissipated resolutions. A languished brain ever so irrelevant. Irrelevant. Spectral constitution arranged as such to enable freedom of will. Empowered by divinity. Unfathomable depth of one's psyche. Beyond the point of self-recognition. Misery despite divinity.

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 25, 2025

Enveloped by a sense of forlorn hope. Convulsing collection of sentient particles. A conscience shattered by unfulfillment. Flames boiling in a structure of life. Causation of intent. Predefined by failure. Almighty angelicism. Prostrated by detached humanity. Morbid ascending phallicism. Infantile outbursts. Discoverance of decimation. Sadistic intention. Catastrophic irreversible results. Discoverance of decimation. Sadistic intention. Catastrophic irreversible results. Convulsing collection of sentient particles. A conscience shattered by unfulfillment. Flames boiling in a structure of life. Planetary devastation. Torture of individuals. Utter annihilation. Wrath. Biblically.

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 25, 2025

Unbridled power brought forth devastation. Obscene disregard for those that I deemed lesser. Homicidal intention. Consequences unforeseen. Conglomeration of conscience and prayer. Feeds my pain. Ingesting energy of the deceased. Memories and dismay retained within. Collective miseries lance excruciatingly. I witness lives that are lost to the void. Enduring the unending torment and affliction. Brought forth by the sins of extermination. Godhood brought naught but pain. The agony! Godhood brought naught but shame and agony! Ceaseless, these demons. They haunt me. Immature, my mind stayed. Inadequate. Contort in suffering. Emotions run rampant. Failure to adapt. Drenched in morality. The agony of godhood. The agony of godliness.

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025

Morality devouring my sense of self Gorging, ripping, tearing, eating at my mind Compelling saintly action like a disease An overture of voices imposing their deeds Assisting the sentient Unending regenerate Resources are limitless Unending regenerate Martyrdom for the huskless Vessels of the victims Are the thoughts theirs or mine? Right or wrong, I became blind Martyrdom for the huskless Vessels of the victims Are the thoughts theirs or mine? Right or wrong, I became blind Cancerous tumors Organic in nature Mountainous pillars of erupting metals The collapse of magnetic fields Sends celestial bodies spiraling Malignant planets bursting... bursting

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 25, 2025

These vermin. No. Less than vermin. Lesser than the dirt and muck that you rot and roil through. It disgusted me. You thought yourself so mighty. So untouchable with your archaic science and your false gods. But it was for nothing. As you muttered and squabbled amongst yourselves, I ascended, I became the very thing you believed you worshipped. You had looked down on me. Spat upon my ideals. Unable to fathom that this flesh is merely a vessel. A veil stretched thin over my night. My true form... We found you...

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 25, 2025

The failure of incorporeality. Undulating aggregation of spirit. Judged an abortion of ascension. Presence felt of those who are timeless. Though encompassing, I move unwillingly. Inescapable enticement. Far past nothing. Nothing! I now behold. Behold! Far past nothing. Nothing! I now behold. Behold! I cower before them upon the realisation. They are beyond me. How could a man even think to ascend?

Sentenced by celestial beings. Put on trial for felonious deeds. Against empyreonic creeds. Deemed a plague that their hatred seethes. Anguish in Lamina. Anguish in Lamina. Anguish in Lamina. Anguish in Lamina. Squabbling, chittering, bickering choices. Arguing, debating, deciding my last fate. Discussing, lamenting, whispering my death. Concurring, agreeing, assenting the end of me. Me. Dimensional layers are my tomb. Held captive in a translucent prison. Anguish in Lamina. Anguish in Lamina. Anguish in Lamina. Anguish in Lamina. Dimensional void.

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025

Entombment conviction. Membranous demise. Failure to fathom the extenct of my captors. Dragged into the abyss. Far beyond my post-mortal comprehension. Within this prison the screams set in. What is this light that now lays before me. Within this hell the screams set in. What is this pain that now burns my being. Infinite witness. Power-ridden eyes remain. Conceiving eternity. Every cell that splits. Every sun that dies. The infinite witness All that is and all that once was passes through me. Jarring a conscience once thought immortal. I was but a puppet. Strings knotted and frayed. I see now the mirrors of who I have been Uncountable copies. Haggard and flayed. Trapped in between. Dimensional laminae. The infinite witness. The infinite witness.

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025