Spiral of Fear

I gave you all that I had inside<br/> For all the pain that you gave to me<br/> I set my hope on a single night<br/> Feel the time is running<br/> Through my hands<br/> <br/> Cannot wait another endless day<br/> This is just another groundhog day<br/> Can't forget the summertimes we spent<br/> Why could this not be the longest day?<br/> <br/> I know the days they will come my way<br/> To take a chance within a longer day<br/> <br/> I can't forget with my eyes on you<br/> We have to wait<br/> Until the time will slip away<br/> There's so much that we need to say<br/> I'm so alone in my head tonight<br/> <br/> Cannot wait to see the sun go down<br/> This is just another ordinary day<br/> Cannot wait another endless day<br/> This will be another everlasting day<br/> Can't forget the summertimes we spent<br/> Why could this not be the longest day?<br/> <br/> Cannot wait another endless day<br/> This is just another groundhog day<br/> Can't forget the summertimes we spent<br/> Why could this not be the longest day?

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026

The wheel keeps on turning<br/> The fear is a spiral<br/> The healing is far away<br/> If I only could understand<br/> <br/> Moments keep calling<br/> With the sounds of my past life<br/> The ceiling is breaking in two<br/> Head on the depths of my mind<br/> <br/> Emotions are growing<br/> And sprawling like a wild rose<br/> A heart that can't feel anymore<br/> Counting the days to the last<br/> <br/> Life what have you done<br/> Don't be afraid my son<br/> It's all inside of your head<br/> Coming out of your head tonight<br/> <br/> Now you come undone<br/> All you have to know<br/> It's coming out of your head<br/> Don't be afraid of your dreams tonight<br/> <br/> Reach out and touch me<br/> My world is forsaken<br/> The force of this spinning around<br/> Hopelessly dragging me down<br/> <br/> Life what have you done<br/> Are you scared to run<br/> It's going round in your head<br/> Round and round in your head tonight<br/> <br/> Now you come undone<br/> Spiders on the wall<br/> Shadows under your bed<br/> Don't be afraid of your dreams tonight<br/> <br/> Life what have you done<br/> Are you scared to run<br/> It's going round in your head<br/> Round and round in your head tonight<br/> <br/> Now you come undone<br/> Spiders on the wall<br/> Shadows under your bed<br/> Don't be afraid of your dreams tonight<br/> <br/> Life what have you done<br/> You fear the midnight sun<br/> It's just a maze in your head<br/> Wipe away all your tears tonight

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026

Out of the corner of my eyes<br/> I see a looming in a desert land<br/> And all the glitter in the sand<br/> I fantasize I see a way<br/> <br/> Long time alone I hear those chimes<br/> You change my world into a mystery<br/> Is there anybody take control<br/> I fantasize I see a chance<br/> <br/> Fear take my hand<br/> Soul make your stand<br/> We can go wrong<br/> When the fear shows the way<br/> Blinding my sight<br/> With the dust in my eyes<br/> <br/> Could be alone without you now<br/> Should be alone to make my destiny<br/> Could anybody take control<br/> Right of this body and my soul<br/> <br/> Fear take my hand<br/> Soul make your stand<br/> We can go wrong<br/> When the fear shows the way<br/> Reason gets lost<br/> When the fear grows each day<br/> A slave to the messengers flow in my head<br/> When the danger is gone

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026

Last night the dream was so real<br/> Something was strange - the fear so alive<br/> I woke up alone in this world<br/> No one's around but the will to survive<br/> <br/> I can't stand the void in my head<br/> A sense of goodbye - but I'm still alive<br/> What have we done to this world<br/> The fear of the night<br/> When we turn off the light<br/> <br/> The danger is so alive<br/> You run but you can't hide somewhere<br/> Looking for to find a way<br/> To end this craze<br/> <br/> Why do you say nothing at all<br/> Simply go on as if nothing is real<br/> I can't make a stand anyway<br/> When nothing will be just the same again<br/> Someday you'll realize<br/> You raze what you can find somewhere<br/> Looking for to find a way<br/> To change this lane<br/> <br/> Somewhere we can fly<br/> Come along now way up high<br/> Won't you follow there's no need to cry<br/> <br/> What if we make this come true<br/> The fear of goodbye at the end of line<br/> Someday we'll all pay the price<br/> Wasting our time - the aim is in sight<br/> <br/> Someday we can try<br/> To face up to the lie somehow<br/> Looking for to find a way<br/> Before it's much too late

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026

(<em>Instrumental</em>)<br/>

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026

Hang on to the dream<br/> To the endless nights<br/> To this moment<br/> When you came into my life<br/> Turn around<br/> And feel your heart is alone<br/> <br/> Hold on to the day<br/> I can see you again<br/> To this moment of truth<br/> Walking through your door<br/> Say hello<br/> As you don't know me anymore<br/> <br/> We can't carry on<br/> The days have all gone<br/> But the feeling is alive<br/> Inside this song tonight<br/> <br/> This time I'll be there<br/> With your hand in my hand<br/> I've got a plan for us and all tonight<br/> I want to hold you again<br/> <br/> I will meet you again<br/> <br/> All my life has been too shy<br/> All the time I kept the distance<br/> Oh, I feel I can't rewind<br/> All the years have slipped away<br/> <br/> Feel right now I can't go on<br/> Like the way I used to go<br/> Need to see you understand<br/> This time I believe it's better<br/> You and me should die<br/> <br/> Sorry for the pain<br/> I did it for me and you<br/> Now I know where you are<br/> You are here with me<br/> At all times - for all eternity<br/> <br/> This love carries on<br/> To the day when we're gone<br/> We have to be strong<br/> To see the truth is cruel<br/> I won't leave you again

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026

Go out handsome smiling<br/> Cool down and take the time<br/> Hold on the way that it's going<br/> Ride on the wave of this time<br/> The time is always immortal<br/> The child is waiting in vain<br/> <br/> Feel now your wings are broken<br/> The time can be so cruel<br/> Slow down the way that it's going<br/> A men reaps what he sows<br/> <br/> Breathe in the air tonight<br/> Not a bit of a danger<br/> You kill your hopes tonight<br/> Can't find any reason<br/> The bridge is whole tonight<br/> Are you willing to use it<br/> I feel the luck tonight<br/> Come in so many ways<br/> <br/> Come into my life<br/> Soft and warm without restraint<br/> Come to see this state of mind<br/> No more feelings you will find<br/> Will you take my pain?<br/> Before I slowly go insane<br/> <br/> Go out and keep on smiling<br/> Two hearts can make you sane<br/> Hold on the way that it's going<br/> Ride on the wave of this time<br/> <br/> Breathe in the air tonight<br/> Not a bit of a danger<br/> Don't you kill your hopes tonight<br/> You'll find any reason<br/> The bridge is whole tonight<br/> Are you willing to use it<br/> I feel the luck tonight<br/> Come in so many ways

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026

If there is a god playing with my mind<br/> Don't know what the meaning is like<br/> I feel like walking on broken glass<br/> With the sound of the laugh in my mind<br/> <br/> Aggressing to face the day<br/> Your scorn is a venomous crime<br/> Find nothing that I could say<br/> Who knows what the future will be<br/> <br/> I'll keep the hurtful laughter in my mind<br/> I know the time will never heal the pain<br/> The scars will stay forever and a day<br/> <br/> You don't know me by now it's true<br/> Oh, look at the things that you do<br/> Play a dangerous game with my mind<br/> I'm wounded for the rest of my life<br/> <br/> What if they will take my ground away<br/> As long as I am falling I'm alive<br/> <br/> I keep the moments laughter in my mind<br/> I know the time will never heal the pain<br/> The scars will stay forever and a day<br/> We don't take the blame and walk on by<br/> I'm wounded for the rest of my life<br/> <br/> If there's no god playing with my life<br/> Then someone is rolling the dice<br/> With all the memories are still in my head<br/> I want to free me for once in my life<br/> <br/> Suppression can't ease the pain<br/> Feel like I am left in the rain<br/> I will treat you like dirt in return<br/> Because you will never show mercy again<br/> <br/> I know the time will never heal the pain<br/> The scars will stay forever and a day<br/> As long as I am falling I'm alive<br/> We don't take the blame and walk on by<br/> I'm wounded for the rest of my life

Submitted by johnmansley — May 10, 2026