Escape

This dream about her eyes makes me cry... Night after night... I can't take this much longer I need her empathy I need her to be around me... Hasn't been here for a while now where is she probably she's left for good... I want to kill someone... I'm fighting These white walls all by myself.... or maybe...hello?...hello?? I'm here now... Darkness surrounding my heart thought's are floating why did you give me this shot I really thought you were my friend Don't talk just listen to my voice The air around me is so damn blurry seems like a veil of mist This maze confuses me so tell me where we are and why Don't talk just listen to my voice Poison run through my veins makes me loose my mind Sinking into deep trapped by mortal love this time I'll set you free I'll give you dreams I can make you feel this eternal peace in your soul try to "rest in peace" Now I hear theur voices whisper stories about my death still I am not that certain if I'm dead or just asleep Don't talk just listen to my voice Falling into an abyss sensing that I'm being moved probably it's the final journey maybe I can rest in...peace? Don't talk just listen to my voice I'll set you free I'll give you dreams I can make you feel this eternal peace in your soul try to "rest in peace"

Where did she take me can't see a thing here I try to move but my body doesn't conform me Just tyr to rest soon we'll start our journey then why am I looked up in this cage now someone opens up the door I think I've seen this face before or is this just a fantasy but in the moment of a blow I see his last journey then someone other's in control why did you kill him his blood is on my hands to I did not want this...failure... I want to free you from all your soreness It is to late 'cause I am dead I'm the queen for one day I'm the queen for one night I'm the queen of your fate I will teach you to scream for silence Stop what you're doing it's far to late to rescue me and you ought to know cause you're the ""healer Just give me time and I'll give you freedom you claim my freedom but I'm trapped so now you want to set me free still I'm the one that should not be I really should just fade away and what you're doing makes no sense cause I'm lost forever don't try to guide me to utopia white plastic gloves removing my blanket and then she tells me we shall go I'm the queen for one day I'm the queen for one night I'm the queen of your fate I will teace you to scream for silence

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Drowning in my emptiness Love is no subject if my hate isn't there Strangled by the curse of loneliness pleasure's no subject if pain is not there I'll take your hand and I will help you fight your bedevilled mind come to my peaceful island... cry...into deep suffocation... I want to breathe but my throat has disappeared I claim to be sane that this is just another dream but the beast inside my head keeps sending pictures of you dead... We're on the train of no return no absconding don't turn your head don't look around We have to reach the other side no compunction because of all the thing's I've done don't you try to fool me you think that I'm mad but I'm not all your stupid stories I'll never trust you what you got Catch me kill me help me free me fear me avoid me Please don't listen to my oath all these familiar faces it's like I've been here before Eyes glance at me before they turn around at first they seemed so nice smiling at me but I know better now I'll never get away alive We're on the train of no return no absconding don't turn your head don't look aroun we have to reach the other side no compunction because of all the thing's I've done don't you try to fool me you think that I'm mad but I'm not all your stupid storis I'll never trust you what you got catch me kill me help me free me fear me avoid me please don't listen to my oath all these familiar faces it's like I've been here before eyes glance at me before they turn around at first they seemed so nice smiling at me but I know better now I'll never get away alive We're on the train of no return no absconding don't turn your head don't look around we have to reach the other side no compunction because of all the thing's I've done don't you try to fool me you think that I'm mad but I'm not all your stupid stories I'll never trust you what yougot catch me kill me help mefree me fear me avoid me please don't listen to my oath Drowning in my emptiness love is no subject if my hate is not there strangled by the curse of loneliness pleasure's no subject if pain is not there I'll take your hand and I will help you fight your bedevilled mind come to my peaceful island...

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

This silence never touched by noise and we're reaching out I touch the dark spot of your heart I bring peace... Why do you bring me to this lake of sorrow is this some kind of joke you'd better speak in difference of all the preachers I trust you don't turn my faith into hate this time I hear terrifying sounds around me and your confusing words spinning 'round preach me teach me do your best to tease me and I will make you bewail for good I just want you to find some peace can't you hear the blackbirds prayer In the woods of my fantasy all I want is to get some sleep Thought you'd knew I'm your destiny It's your life but it's me deciding couldn't be much... from this heart she will kill me... I swear...she will... This silence never touched by noise and we're reaching out I touch the dark spot of your heart I bring peace... If this is path to eternal peace I really wish she had brought me here before and if she is the one she claims to be She's like an angel from above to guide and protect me but as the fairy you got fairytales how can you expect me to trust you nurse me curse me just never try to judge me cause the spell could be yours for good I will find what you're looking for I can guide and protect you just like my dream of reality How I wish...that it would come true Now you'll see that we're aimed to be give me trust I'll give you amity don't you see it's my devils choice he will be there and crave to decide This silence never touched by noise and we're reeaching out I touch the dark spot of your heart I bring peace...

Submitted by Warbringer — Nov 10, 2025

I'm inside you I'm within your mind all around you no peace I feel him getting closer nothing to do but wait just a helpless spectator as his personality changes he's here now in my living nightmare and he's chasing me I can hear him breathe I can hear his steps but he's nowhere near me and this mist is inside my head makes me personality change I feel him this is his domain and I loose my sense of time as faith turns into fear Fear my being watch my power hate my existence hate me hear my command obey my word follow my lead cause you're all mine... I keep watching movies in my head this is madness the same images over and over again the pictures of him are repeated clearer and clearer every time there are voices in my head why can't I remember? he's behind the wheel now driving me insane... Fear my being watch my power hate my existence hate me hear my command obey my word follow my lead cause you're all mine... I keep watching movies in my head this is madness the same images over and over again the pictures of him are repeated clearer and clearer every time there are voices in my head why can't I remember? he's behind the wheel now driving me insane... Fear my being watch my power hate my existence hate me hear my command obey my word follow my lead cause you're all mine... Fire into my eyes the creatures run through my mind a bullet right through your head I tend to leave but I can't it's to late... you appear in my hell you have to leave me or else you'll be me

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

Black silence in my heart grey chaos in my head white loneliness in me questions tearing me apart love and hate fighting in me and it hurt's like I hurt you like you hurt me it's all a nightmare that never seems to end because of the curse in my sleep grinding bleeding fighting loosing once again it's me and I'm falling...down How I wish I could say it's over now but I know it's a dream so I just pray that this won't tear us apart that you'll stay I keep your soul in my heart War and peace negotiating my soul going dark my smile turning pale bedevilled darkness taking over blinding powers shooting at my soul it shoots and it shoots me it's all a disaster killing me one by one beware of the gun at your head pulling trigger hitting falling once again there's blood all around How I wish you could say it's over now but you'll never be free so I just pray that all your pain disappears I'll stay until the end of endless...grie! Eyes of ice tries to steal me have to find some place above this empty seeds of sadness makes me wish I'd never been born at all

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

To get away from all my grief and my pain I know there's only one conclusion I don't remember how my life used to be but still I've got the right solution take my life take my life... now I'm not dead suck the life out of me In the sunrise I see the end approach I can feel the wind take away my hope I know your fright I sense your fear I'm reading your mind I'll keep my dreams about the sins in the dept of my darkest soul Why am I here I just want it to end now please won't you help me turn around look at my face I want to leace now let me fade erase my existence cause you can't tell me why am I... not dead suck the life out of me In my own eyes I can forget my dream solitude is now just a matter of time complete confused what does this mean how can this set me free because of all the trust I got how can I ever end you... why do you pray there's no God there's no heaven just hell so you can open the gate to eternal relief now all that's left in me is this my final desire just fade away why am I here to get away from all your grief and your pain believe there's more then one conclusion you don't remember how your life used to be that's why you got the wrong solution stay...with me I'm not dead

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

Far away from sanity your screaming gives me pleasure the only reason I let you live... is that I want to feel your fright I fear for my life I sensed it tolate the journey has come to an end now One second away from destruction I'm filled with equanimity hate has given me this power to immortalize your pain I wish you could see that all that I ever wanted was you to know me from time to time I thought that I did but no I see so clear my devil is really just you then when I try to act like you say it always brings me pain so I'm sorry but now you're dead your dream is your truth and visions of insanity claims you to be your own enemy your lifeless corpse on the bed in front of me feel the serenity encircle your mind close your eyes as I put you to death the moment is here... To late to escape to late to forget I scream as you take my hand... And as I watch you glance to the sky it feels like nothing's changed I'm still alone I've always been and suddenly as fear comes to mind she's on the other side it is the fact the bitch is dead and though my distant light I see once again that this one last fright this final motion makes me realize the onyl truth and I feel no pain as the light blows out

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025