Only Hate Left
I am my worst hostile<br/> Exploring the fold dregs of my soul<br/> Expecting to discover a paradise place<br/> To hide my doubt and my wounds<br/> I'm training with my foot like a cursed ball and chain<br/> <br/> Persecuted, in this world, I'm shipwrecked of the life.<br/> I'm such a worn puppet, demolished.<br/> <br/> My soot up tread became heavy<br/> I'm losing myself in the dark crowds<br/> Where nobody can see me<br/> I'm looking for somebody, to shout my distress<br/> I'm looking for a friend to scream my despair<br/> <br/> I have always confronted the seasons alone<br/> But my heart, fall a slept by the night,<br/> Is dying with difficulty<br/> <br/> Whey the darkness of the nothingness seems to see me<br/> I am my worst hostile<br/> <br/> I am my worst hostile
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
This is war<br/> Crazy war<br/> <br/> We'll have to go to war<br/> The rule is simple<br/> <br/> Achieve this mission without dying<br/> Alternately they make ls swallow the pill<br/> <br/> The one which make ls feel<br/> Neither fear your pain<br/> It just serves to transform us<br/> In bloodthirsty monster<br/> <br/> The convulsions bring ye down<br/> The war animal seizes all my senses<br/> <br/> I'm becoming crazy<br/> I have to meet in the slaughterhouse<br/> <br/> This is war<br/> Crazy war<br/> War
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Her divine silhouette does not leave my failing memory<br/> And the compulsive desire urges me<br/> To consume the product<br/> <br/> The ardent sky gets up but the sweat freezes me<br/> From the dawn the drives disorder my nervous system<br/> <br/> I have to feed my blood already rotten by the drugs<br/> <br/> And wait whey the bitch will return<br/> <br/> Love is hate border and the same potency of death<br/> My life scrolls in my heal<br/> Chaining failures this fallen angel I have become<br/> <br/> The night was long nevertheless the fever<br/> Did not come, did not come down again<br/> Under its influence, I am not more than the slave<br/> Of the poison, and addict of the passion<br/> <br/> I fall on the knees satisfied but tormented by the regret<br/> Te have … to kill my wife<br/> Will be my last bad trip before joying her or tomorrow.<br/> <br/> The hours pass and my state is for its peak<br/> So much grams of drugs made their effects<br/> I hear her steps in the staircase<br/> Another track before the slaughter
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
But what's happened to me<br/> I have the impression to be on another planet<br/> To live a nightmare, awake<br/> Always this indescribable strange feeling<br/> <br/> Nevertheless, it is the reality<br/> And I cannot escape, escape it<br/> And I cannot escape it<br/> <br/> In spite of the long questionings<br/> And the uncountable analyses<br/> I still reproduce the same plays<br/> Evil was good to me<br/> As if the Devil came to annihilate me<br/> <br/> Never I would have thought of being also fragile<br/> I who felt me so strong, I who felt me so strong<br/> Untouchable in continuous torrents of feelings<br/> <br/> Which assail me from the outside<br/> And yow they bring me down. To understand.<br/> Now the sense of my contradictions.<br/> <br/> All these years to fight my other one<br/> <br/> Whey I think it, the palpitations choke<br/> The blood which rises to my brain,<br/> Nothing ever forgets itself, everything accumulates till the end<br/> As a bad dream where never we wake up
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
As they kept on devastating our planet<br/> It will be out of breath<br/> That our descendants will brew the air<br/> Inescapable, suffocation each fines<br/> <br/> In four corners of the world<br/> Each will its effort<br/> Suffocation<br/> But how much inequitable<br/> Each with its effort<br/> <br/> Some pray for a yarrow-minded<br/> From time immemorial of bread and little water<br/> Others implore the Gods<br/> <br/> Such a paradoxical injustice<br/> Take off quite<br/> Straight ahead to the abyss<br/> Shock of the cultures, shock of civilizations<br/> <br/> The climate escapes our control<br/> The blue planet belongs to nobody<br/> We do not inherit the earth of our relatives<br/> We borrow it to our children
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
It is for centuries<br/> That the psychic ailment was recognized<br/> But nobody believes me<br/> The word mania was used to describe<br/> The patients who laugh, who sing, and dance day and night<br/> Who show themselves in public<br/> And walk their head crowned with flowers<br/> As if they came back winners from some games<br/> <br/> Afterwards these people changed their mood<br/> <br/> Bipolaris<br/> <br/> Bipo… bipolar disorder<br/> Send back lo the mania and the depression<br/> Which are both extremes poles<br/> Between which the mood oscillates<br/> But typical in the human nature?<br/> The whore neurosis watches for us.<br/> <br/> The relations between melancholy<br/> <br/> Afterwards these people changed their mood<br/> To become languishing, sad and taciturn<br/> The relations between the melancholy<br/> Or periods of enthusiasms stale<br/> Let ask the questions<br/> Of the link between genius and madness
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
In perpetual translation in the space-tine<br/> I mediate to understand<br/> All these years falling to suddenly revived<br/> <br/> The demon's spiral becomes clear on the skyline<br/> This feeling suffocates me since lo much time<br/> In perpetual translation in the space-time<br/> <br/> He belongs to me but I hate him<br/> Corroded vision of my life<br/> My unconscious submerges me<br/> This kind of bitterness nurses me<br/> <br/> This diabolical enchantment<br/> Form the loop which degrade the situation<br/> <br/> The demon's spiral becomes clear on the skyline<br/> This feeling suffocates we since too much time<br/> I can't define this<br/> Clear on the skyline<br/> This feeling suffocates me since too much time<br/> <br/> All these years falling to suddenly revived<br/> I'm getting up once more to struggle<br/> Even if this poison gnaws my veins<br/> Because for me… only the hate left.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
This fucking time goes so fast<br/> That I m often afraid of aging<br/> And not to be able to say<br/> To people who I love how much<br/> Much they matter<br/> <br/> My life past too fast to heal<br/> The burns of my existence<br/> My life past too fast to heal<br/> <br/> This fucking life is so short<br/> That everyday I am afraid of dying<br/> Before I knew to unveil<br/> My most profound feelings<br/> Hidden since too much time<br/> <br/> My life consumed so fast without understanding<br/> The meaning of my resistance<br/> My life consumed so fast without understanding<br/> <br/> Skinned alive, he is not raving<br/> He struggles, struggles against depression<br/> <br/> The animal concealed in the dark<br/> The pain does its way<br/> Pulling behind him the fear and<br/> The inexpressible sadness<br/> He'll maybe have to leave one day everything
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
In a condemned to terror place<br/> Cracked walls perspire of death<br/> And surround the warriors<br/> I would never have…<br/> Think of giving food to the story of my life<br/> Tears of blood.<br/> <br/> Because terrifying crying are not enough<br/> Because countless prayers don't rescue anymore<br/> It's my fury to throw me in the arena<br/> I have to liberate my anger<br/> <br/> Insalubrious walls don't contradict me<br/> Shocks<br/> Insalubrious walls<br/> <br/> I must destroy his skill<br/> His infected face without no mercy<br/> By insanity<br/> I would never have.<br/> Think… make just like that in my life.<br/> <br/> Face up to his screams of death<br/> And destroy these unbearable echoes<br/> <br/> I decided not to control anymore<br/> Neither hate for rage<br/> And never unlikely shocks to bleed<br/> Survive and wait for the next one
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
As usual when alcohol was absorbed, he comes back<br/> I feel this anxiety bring all my senses on red alert<br/> Always at the same times, the middle of the night<br/> I'm sleeping only one eye closed<br/> <br/> Adrenalin makes we leap whey I heard<br/> Row's scream and<br/> My mother's skull is striking the ground<br/> <br/> My blood boils whey my heart beats<br/> My organist is mobilized for the defense<br/> <br/> My perception of the danger presses me to act<br/> Te avoids an accident happened<br/> I'm looking at the keyhole of my room<br/> Injected of blood, my eye analyzes the scene<br/> It's time to stop<br/> <br/> It's only whey the peril is remote, we feel<br/> All the intensity of the fear, the attention loosen<br/> We start to shake and take completely conscious<br/> Of the danger's size which we face<br/> This day I have saved my flesh
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026