Sensitive to Autumn
The tombstone told me when she died Her two sumames stopped me still A virgin married at rest She married in thir pouring place That I struck one day by luck Before I heard in my mothers side Or saw in the looking glass shell The rain through her cold heart speak And the sun killed in her face More tge thick stone cannot tell Before she lay on a stranger's bed With a hand plunged through her hair Or that rainy tongue beat back Through the devilish years and innocent deaths To the room of a secret child Among men later I heard it said She cried her white-dressed limbs were bare And her red lips were kissed black She wept in her pain and made mouths Talked and tore through her eyes smiled She said: I have long to move away but am afraid, some life yet unspent Might explode out of the old lie, burning on the ground and crackling into the air Leave me half-blind neither by night, ancient fear, the parting of hat of hair Pursed lips at the receiver, shall I fall to death's feather, by these I would not care to die
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
As a lie you came to me Soaked in insecurity It kept us in suspence As a relief you left Nuanced soberness How can I forgive after this obscurant I felt in mourning depths I saw her in your arms I saw me in a vale of tears I saw her in your arms I saw me in a vale of tears How can I forgive I felt in mourning depths Luminous darkness Lustful vale of tears As a lie you came to me As a relief you left Redintegrate my life Avoiding profundity Allianced with my fate Recede to hate I saw her in your arms I saw me in a vale of tears
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025
Your eyes show me the landscapes which you have passed by The sign of your colorful life You're spreading your wings and you just fly away and I stare, I stare at you from a distance I see you fly Hit by your beauty Your femal feather dress Descending you come to me Gently I whisper in your ear: "I go with thee on thy away" Cause you, you're as free as the wind and all living creatures are you friends Girl you should fly forever So much friends but who is close It's what I often wonder Am I close now or never? But why worry why this fear We're eachothers listening ear So honest that we can't lie Too unknown that we can cry No worry, no cry. Take me with you and teach me how to fly You're as free as the wind [Monique, this one is for you cause you're free as the wind, you know what this song is all about]
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025
When her last tears burnt on my lips She had to die, I still can see in her eyes the fear she had to bear Stepped out of my life Never to see Repressed thoughts Will rise to the surface Abandoned to cause pain A lump in my throat A last heart felt embrace I felt her warmth and the tears on her face The smell of her perfume lingered in my clothes I looked at the framed photo of us both
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 25, 2025
Bathing in the tears on my pillow Which I cry out every night Alone with my sadness When I turn off the light Buoyancy by day Tearful at night Alone with myself With no future in sight I release all my woes Which I bottled up I can't associate with my innerself and there is the rub Tear from me this entire life I'm old tired and satisfied A whole life lies behind me I long for my friends who already died
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 25, 2025
I pull off the hands from the clockface Now I can enjoy my grief Grief the clockround Clockwise squealing I float away Sharing deep emotions I'm wrapped in thoughts Timeless grief I float away Timeless grief I'm wrapped in thoughts Sorting out the truth of all suggestions Put the ears to the ground Listen to the promptings of the hearts Time and tide wait for no man and they will never do as the man with shroud and scythe said: I shall not loose time to call you on
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025
This track is instrumental.
Thou shall leave each thing most dearly So it will pierce thou heart with dread Even no respite to fear That in thou heart's recesses deep had lain Which to remember only, thou dismay Renews in bitterness not far from death Struggling with sadness, turned to view the straits That none had past but only seen But that shall gall thee most Will be the worthless and vile company With whom thou must be thrown into these straits All hope abandonned, ye who enter there To that sad hell, where mid the gust The whirlwind and the flaw of rain and hailstones Lovers need not to tell all their sorrows Pale were the lips I saw and smelt Plae were the lips I kissed and felt and fair were all their forms I floated upon their melancholy storm In the dreams which anger overcame me It is the fury inward on thyself Solve, prey and consume thee Cause love brought us to one death We spill our life in a disdainful mood Unceasing was the play of our wretched hands Thighten up on views How hopeful words can be Don't leave me behind
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025
Waved I to mysterious me but me did not back wave I thought I knew I knew I thought Wanted to escape from the chains I attacked I wanted to help me, fear is alone Sing oceans of wisdom Ring waves of strength Children now little or nothing and knowing their comforts age and the blind of the world seek the sight of the right While I saw you were walking wrapped in scarf of thought your eyes gleamed out at me throwing sparks in the dusk Remember you experience with my moods When I November am December me not Or show me later Novembers but April rather me remind Flowers and sun and children and air me show and littleness by bigness know, then god is me Faces of different colours, the same deep inside Every shape, size, sex imaginable They make sunds, high and low Emotions that are hard to see Without them it would not tick A faceless personality hides in the mask Old patterns comfirmation, stifled again and again Sinking ever deeper to nowhere it drifts to the immobile confused stagnant A sudden jar...and suddenly awareness shines upon it and it stirs and thicks and climbs and soars And searchers and grasps and deep within and I is found Deep where dreams lay, I whished Heart whishes, dream dies, promise fades I saw a mirror but blind now am I My heart dreams, whishes now ashes be When will my be found peace in a confused mind Gleame your eyes out at me Throwing sparks in the dusk
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 25, 2025
The wretch is wretched with autumn When leaves fall down and rot away The season of depression sets in All fog and rain, men come to nothing Jarring notes fulfil the nothingness Act of despair, merry tones Don't disecumber you from the melancholy But makes men to suicidal behaviour Tears fulfill all dreams As a leading thread Running to subconscious Denude all thee sorrows Narcissism becomes a blockade It is lost labour Serve as a servant to your constrained manners Humble, adherence to thy obsession Whoe upon thee! Slattern appearance Halfway season yet, wistful as I say Time slowly passes y Your head is in a whirl, loose your mind! and come to sense cause thousand empty faces Don't fill an empty space Cry and abate all the tension Prevent the wandering Mind is stygian Dying for spring To leave this misery behind is tolay down and Rest
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025