First Row in Hell
Today was the very first day that I felt alone that I felt it slipping away Today was the very first time I toyed with the idea of throwing it all away Today I felt a scorching flame, kneel down and obey misery My ego was thrown in my face This is the first row in hell I can not feel, not see the pain Why can't it stop? What's going on? Today I was told that I was weak My only goal was to stay far away from pain Why can't it stop? What's going on? All is lost now
Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025
My eyes are turned inwards. I bend my spinal cord like countless times before, I am Reborn My body aches as I fall down to the ground I've rejoined with the pain All these emotions, all silent moments, they feel like a thousand razor-blades dancing on my skin I am but one man, insignificant as one can be, I am Reborn I flee, I hide, behind masks I control what you see when you look at me I am not the one I was the day before, I am not the one I used to be I used to be free, I used to be me, I've lost a piece of me to the dark All these emotions, all silent moments, they feel like a thousand razor-blades dancing on my skin I am but one man, insignificant as one can be Reborn This vicious parts of me need to be silenced so I bathe in pain once again It's conducted of free will, the price I pay is none compared to the reward It's way too much to take so every now and then I slightly open the door of madness and air some of the pain, it's crucial, it's the one thing that keeps me from going insane All these emotions, all silent moments, they feel like a thousand razor-blades dancing on my skin I am but one man, insignificant as one can be, I am Reborn
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
Like a knife cuts through you. With open eyes. Eye, behold the light. I feel whole and complete, this dream untrue. As your soul drifts away I feel pain. I fuck my sins, I await my death. The clouds uncovered the moon, it danced over the trees. As I covered in blood, I prayed to my God. Daemon II Daemon. I feast on your guts you fucking whore! Like a knife slit your veins. With well-shut eyes. Eye, behold the dark. I enter thee...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025