The Struggle, the Self and Inanity

It's so difficult to understand<br/> When you are sort of frozen inside,<br/> And your mind begins to erode,<br/> And you are kept involving,<br/> And fade to inanity.<br/> <br/> This greed, that's running<br/> Through my veins,<br/> Becomes ever stronger.<br/> <br/> As it gets me,<br/> Lost will be the freedom<br/> To lead upon my life.<br/> <br/> Corrupting from the inside,<br/> My will to have increases…<br/> <br/> As it gets me,<br/> Lost will be the freedom<br/> To lead upon my life.<br/> As I hold it,<br/> Cold will be the results<br/> I will obtain from all of my deeds.<br/> <br/> To create self images–divine,<br/> Or terrifying shadows, malignant:<br/> These are the tools for the total control.<br/> <br/> As it gets me,<br/> Lost will be the freedom<br/> To lead upon my life.<br/> As I hold it,<br/> Cold will be the results<br/> I will obtain from all of my<br/> Of my deeds

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Deny the past things that I have been <br/> It's time to change and rule myself <br/> To hold the courage to change my mind <br/> Decide that I can live by myself <br/> It's time to change and rule myself <br/> Repudiate reality, built on dispassion <br/> I am the one who should change his own way <br/> As the world's insane and fools rule society <br/> I am forced to fight <br/> The struggle for my part <br/> But since I am alone, I'm limited <br/> It's time to change and rule myself <br/> Repudiate reality, built on dispassion <br/> I am the one who should change his own way <br/> 'cause this life of sacrifice doesn't take me to my place <br/> My mind is still and hates mankind <br/> I've seen horrors... Horrors that you've seen. <br/> But you have no right to call me a murderer. <br/> You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that... <br/> But you have no right to judge me. <br/> Repudiate reality, built on dispassion <br/> I am the one who should change his own way <br/> 'cause this life of sacrifice doesn't take me to my place <br/> My mind is still and hates mankind

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Switch on the light<br/> Don't let me roam into this darkness<br/> Switch on my senses<br/> I haven't had feelings for too long<br/> Too long, whoa<br/> All blame on myself<br/> The shame I have carried for years<br/> Unforgiven my deeds<br/> I've been destroying all my might<br/> My might lost<br/> Purify me<br/> Through the acceptance of your spirit<br/> I am just blind<br/> Responsible of all my needs<br/> Switch off conscience<br/> Our overestimated concept<br/> Switch off my reason<br/> Take me to a new reality<br/> My new reality<br/> Purify me<br/> Through the acceptance of your spirit<br/> I am just blind<br/> Responsible of all my needs<br/> Lost, I have been left unconscious<br/> Bliss, don't want to feel pain no more<br/> Might, I've been seeking through this world<br/> The tragedy of all mankind<br/> Purify me<br/> Through the acceptance of your spirit<br/> I am just blind<br/> Responsible of all my needs<br/> Lost, I have been left unconscious<br/> Bliss, don't want to feel pain no more<br/> Might, I've been seeking through this world<br/> The tragedy of all mankind<br/> Purify me<br/> Through the acceptance of your spirit<br/> I am just blind<br/> Responsible of all my needs<br/> Lost, I have been left unconscious<br/> Bliss, don't want to feel pain no more<br/> Might, I've been seeking through this world<br/> The tragedy of all mankind<br/> Lost, I have been left unconscious<br/> Bliss, don't want to feel pain no more<br/> Might, I've been seeking through this world<br/> The tragedy of all mankind<br/> Lost, I have been left unconscious<br/> Bliss, don't want to feel pain no more

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

When I felt that I was too weakened<br/> And I had to change my thoughts<br/> I found out that the only way<br/> Was to listen to that whispering voice<br/> And I did<br/> Open the door and step outside<br/> To walk to a new identity<br/> For the light that called my senses<br/> Was the promise of prosperity<br/> When I was in a darkened room<br/> And did not find my belief<br/> I was laying, laying without<br/> Any reason to move, but I heard that call<br/> So I did<br/> Open the door and step outside<br/> To walk to a new identity<br/> For the light that called my senses<br/> Was the promise of prosperity<br/> But the path is like a torture<br/> Is like a torture<br/> The path is like a torture<br/> The path is like a torture<br/> The path is like a torture<br/> The wood I had to walk into<br/> The creatures I had to confront to<br/> An attempt to my existence<br/> The resistance means to live<br/> Open the door and step outside<br/> To walk to a new identity<br/> For the light that called my senses<br/> Was the promise of prosperity

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

The hard way that brought me here<br/> Forced me to wonder about myself<br/> If I will become weak or strong?<br/> The question is always the same<br/> And affect my choice<br/> Leading me on the way of the obsession<br/> The hard way that brought me here<br/> Forced me to wonder about myself<br/> If I will become weak or strong?<br/> There something is going to set the time<br/> For my last punishment<br/> Slave to this state, I'm forced to walk<br/> In the woods to the voice of hope<br/> Into the land of the house of enlightenment<br/> I am the one who has been called<br/> From the voice of the forth come<br/> The hard way that brought me here,<br/> Forced me to wonder about myself<br/> If I will become weak or strong?<br/> The newer order of reality.

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

As I wander into these woods,<br/> I know that I am lost<br/> Into the hope to find refuge.<br/> And I'm frowning on and on,<br/> While I lurk to my dispair.<br/> Deep in anguish for what I've done,<br/> I know I ceased to be<br/> In the past days of my life.<br/> But I wish I could go on,<br/> And find my consciousness.<br/> <br/> Deep in the boundless land,<br/> Into the home of thousands hopes;<br/> I'm walking to find the truth,<br/> About the might that has been lost.<br/> <br/> As far as I walk through this land,<br/> I know I am observed<br/> By the guilt of all mankind.<br/> And I'm frowning on and on<br/> While I lurk to my dispair.<br/> As I hear it – I feel it's close –<br/> I know I will decieve,<br/> For the wrongness of my deeds.<br/> But I wish I could go on,<br/> And find my consciousness.<br/> <br/> Deep in the boundless land,<br/> Into the home of thousands hopes,<br/> I'm walking to find the truth,<br/> About the might that has been lost.<br/> My spirit has been wasted,<br/> By the needs of all mankind.

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

The temple<br/> That I searched for the entire life<br/> It is here<br/> In front of my tired eyes<br/> This chapter<br/> Is a twist in this tired quest<br/> Into the end<br/> Of this pitiful, tired life<br/> I can vanish and find some peace of mind<br/> Forget all the anguish inside of me<br/> Transform myself into something new<br/> Dissolve my unconsciousness<br/> All those howls<br/> That have beaten my wasted head<br/> They vanish<br/> In the thin air of tired hopes<br/> I can vanish and find some peace of mind<br/> Forget all the anguish inside of me<br/> Transform myself into something new<br/> Dissolve my unconsciousness<br/> I am the key to disclose<br/> The decay of men's life<br/> Through my own sacrifice<br/> All will end<br/> Temple, the voice that called my name<br/> I salute you and your great revelation<br/> To my eyes and heart<br/> I can vanish and find some peace of mind<br/> Forget all the anguish inside of me<br/> Transform myself into something new<br/> Dissolve my unconsciousness<br/> I am the key to disclose<br/> The decay of men's life<br/> Through my own sacrifice<br/> All will end<br/> I am the key to disclose<br/> The decay of men's life<br/> Through my own sacrifice<br/> All will end

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Mighty voice, that brought me here<br/> To disclose my new reality<br/> All this light surrounding me<br/> It raptures my breath<br/> It takes my mind away<br/> All that I can understand<br/> Is that there's no reaction left for me<br/> To escape this tragedy<br/> I'm departing from this world<br/> As cold as the ice<br/> This force takes me through<br/> Destruction of the self<br/> I'm changing into another being<br/> All this awful pain that I felt inside<br/> All the will to live beating in my heart<br/> All I had to bear, weighing on my back<br/> When I disappeared, bowing on my knees<br/> All the wasted love that I gave away<br/> All the shame to be, kicking on my guts<br/> All I had to bear, weighting on my back<br/> When I disappeared, bowing on my knees<br/> All that I can understand<br/> Is that there's no reaction left for me<br/> To escape this tragedy<br/> I'm departing from this world<br/> Mighty voice, disclose my new reality<br/> All this light surrounding me<br/> It raptures my breath<br/> It takes my mind away<br/> All this awful pain that I felt inside<br/> All the will to live beating in my heart<br/> All I had to bear, weighing on my back<br/> When I disappeared, bowing on my knees<br/> All the wasted love that I gave away<br/> All the shame to be, kicking on my guts<br/> All I had to bear, weighting on my back<br/> When I disappeared, bowing on my knees<br/> All this awful pain that I felt inside<br/> All the will to live beating in my heart<br/> All I had to bear, weighing on my back<br/> When I disappeared, bowing on my knees<br/> All the wasted love that I gave away<br/> All the shame to be, kicking on my guts<br/> (If I can wait until death is passed away<br/> Then life) returns to me

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026