New Disease
Now, I can take this, everything I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because it's the only thing I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never even knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come Because I have gone too far now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me? Watered down my senses and turned them on me Fuck morality and everything I know If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Seething in my head, I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me (Doubt!) Did I ever want this? It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been (Doubt!) Did I ever want this? It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be Seething in my head, I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease But it still becomes a new disease But it still becomes a new disease
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026
My frustration caused the callous Turned my senses into spite My perception with no conscience Made the fear seem almost right I was unaffected for so long Now I'm fucking ruined I was desperation for so long Now it's fucking gone Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I? I can't even recognize myself I turned into what destroyed it Drown the truth out until it all makes sense again I was unaffected for so long Now I'm fucking ruined I was desperation for so long Now it's fucking gone Take my fucking conscience from me Try to save me from myself Turn my fucking thoughts against me Now my ways will be dissolved Fuck integrity Fuck integrity My frustration caused the callous Turned my senses into spite My perception with no conscience Made the dear seem almost right I was unaffected for so long Now I'm fucking ruined I was desperation for so long Now it's fucking gone Take my fucking conscience from me Try to save me from myself Turn my fucking thoughts against me Now my ways will be dissolved The height of callousness The height of callousness takes over The height of callousness The height of callousness it's over Fuck integrity Fuck integrity
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 18, 2026
Who I am… Come on! It starts to tear me down Destroyed by what I create It left the nerve exposed (Feels like a lost cause) Frustration's all I have left It's what reduced me to this Turned me against myself (It's still a lost cause) Your disability Kept pushing me away It went beneath what's so real to me (And threw it all away) I underestimated The lengths that you would have gone To deny who you are (You threw it all away) I will keep doing this to myself 'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am Who I am… I never wanted your help I never needed your help This failure has to be (All mine, all mine now) I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out I'm too tired to feel anything anyway I never wanted your help I never needed your help This failure has to be, be, be I'll turn my back on myself If it's my only way out I'm too tired to feel anything anyway Who I am… I never wanted your help I never needed your help I never wanna be, wanna be, wanna be it I never wanted your help I never needed your help I never wanted your help, help, help
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026