Smothered
The black and cold reminds me Of all the distance we have crossed And if your darkness blinds me I could never be more lost But I'm not the one who seeks your protection I'm not the one to share the disguise And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection I'm not the one to tear the same way twice You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out Here, all your walls surround me They're closing in, they've blocked my sight The violence around me Found me when I could not fight But I'm not the one to take your direction I'm not the one who wears the disguise And I'm not the one to share your reflection I'm not the one you break the same way twice You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out I will never win I will never win with you I will never win I will never win with you I read you— I feel you Wound up no more than you know I hate you— I still do Every time you let me go You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out (I will never win) You push from the inside (I will never win with you) You push from the inside (I will never win) You push from the inside (I will never win with you) You push from the inside Smothered I'm smothered
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Mar 29, 2026
Motherfuck the way you think You never made sense anyway Building up to tear it down You're co-dependent on apathy By design you fucking sterilize So you desensitize Make it easier to swallow Self-involved You fucking took it all Who's gonna take the fall 'Cause it's never gonna be the same Change! Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows Repetition paves the way All for you to weaken and sedate So contrived and watered down A fucking shadow of what should have been Isolate so you can separate And fucking terminate To diffuse the situation Force on me a common enemy With no identity Now it's showing your perception too Too! Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows Go! You will never see You will never see You will never see You will never see Don't want to see Don't want to see and it shows Don't want to think Don't want to think and it shows Don't want to speak (It's like a fucking disease and it shows) Don't want to speak and it shows Don't want to speak (It's like a fucking disease and it shows) Don't want to speak and it shows Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows) It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows) It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows) It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows)
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Mar 29, 2026