The Ugly Side of Me
I'm stuck in a state of mind Trapped in this place, I feel like I'm Alone in myself I've tried too many times To run somewhere my thoughts can't find They're never far behind Worn down (By the weight of my mind) I can't sleep (Can't this stop just one time?) I'm shook up (By the things that I think) And burnt out ('Cause I'm tired of everything) Lately I haven't felt Anything like myself I'm struggle, I'm weakness Nervous and anxious Make it go away Today I'm not me Stressed out 'cause I know it's time When everything starts to fall in line I do it again I take all the things I should let go Let 'em hold me down till they're all I know Every day's a fight Lately I haven't felt (I've not felt) Anything like myself (I'm not like myself) I'm struggle, I'm weakness Nervous and anxious Make it go away Today I'm not me Sick and twisted up I, I'm twisted up So sick of feeling stuck I, I'm twisted up And I'm sick of feeling stuck I think I might be fucked Worn down I can't sleep I'm shook up And burnt out 'Cause I'm tired of everything Lately I haven't felt Anything like myself I'm struggle, I'm weakness Nervous and anxious Make it go away (Sick and twisted up) Lately I haven't felt (Sick and twisted up) Anything like myself I'm struggle, I'm weakness Nervous and anxious Make it go away Today I'm not me Sick and twisted up Sick and twisted up Today I'm not me Sick and twisted up Sick and twisted up, I'm out of my mind
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 10, 2026
Letting go of the words that I don't mean It's been some time since I liked the way that I felt Even when I was feeling up, I kept tripping over myself I blame anxiety and the lies it likes to tell That made me cold and insecure But I won't hear them anymore I scream and I scream till my throat bleeds Letting go of the words that I don't mean To get back to me I just need to scream Scream I've let this linger for so long that it Beat me, strapped me down and made itself at home I'll get this out of me, the way I know I can I just find a little space Clear my head and I erase I scream and I scream till my throat bleeds Letting go of the words that I don't mean To get back to me I just need to scream Just need to scream I'll get this out of me I scream and I scream till my throat bleeds Letting go of the words that I don't mean To get back to me I just need to scream Just need to scream I'll get this out of me Scream I scream and I scream till my throat bleeds Letting go of the words that I don't mean To get back to me I just need to scream Just need to scream I'll get this out of me Scream I scream and I scream till my throat bleeds Letting go of the words that I don't mean To get back to me I just need to scream Just need to scream I'll get this out of me Scream
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 10, 2026
It's a late night, sitting here alone I feel like a stranger in my home I have to tell myself to breathe I can't sleep, I'm overthinking all The things that I cannot control I need to get ahold of myself I can't wait to pull myself from my sorrow It's digging into me 'Cause when I run, it follows And gets the best of me I peel myself open, push out what I'm not Looking for tomorrow's The only thing I've got I'm out, walking on my own Moonlight is looking kinda dull I wish for this haze to leave If I wake up, maybe I can find A way to ease what's on my mind But I'm spinning, I'm spinning, I'm spinning I can't wait to pull myself from my sorrow It's digging into me 'Cause when I run, it follows And gets the best of me I peel myself open, push out what I'm not Looking for tomorrow's The only thing I've got I bend, but I don't break I bend, but I don't break I won't break, I won't break, I won't break I bend, but I don't break I won't break, I won't break (I won't break, I won't break) I can't wait to pull myself from my sorrow It's digging into me 'Cause when I run, it follows And gets the best of me I peel myself open, push out what I'm not I'm looking for tomorrow I can't wait to pull myself from my sorrow It's digging into me 'Cause when I run, it follows And gets the best of me I peel myself open, push out what I'm not Looking for tomorrow's The only thing I've got I won't break, I won't break, I won't break The only thing I've got I won't break, I won't break, I won't break The only thing I've got I peel myself open, push out what I'm not Looking for tomorrow's The only thing I've got I won't break, I won't break, I won't break The only thing I've got I won't break, I won't break, I won't break The only thing I've got
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 10, 2026
Let's get something clear I don't want you here Isn't that enough Or do you wanna make it rough? You don't need an explanation Nothing's owed to you I don't need to speak, but I'm choosing to So listen to me and take a hint Should I draw you a picture to remember this? Look into my eyes You crossed the line And I'm not doing this Maybe you need some time Best of luck, keep me out of mind 'Cause I'm not doing this You send me little notes Of the things that I should know That hurt you speak, and take out on me has got to go So keep standing there I really don't care I'll be happy to know when you're all alone That I have left you cold Look into my eyes You crossed the line And I'm not doing this Maybe you need some time Best of luck, keep me out of mind 'Cause I'm not doing this Can't you leave this alone? (Leave this alone) If you gotta know (You should know) I never liked you (I never liked you) I never did, I never did I never did, I never did I fucking hate you I fucking hate you Keep talking that shit You keep talking that shit I'm fucking done with it Look into my eyes You crossed the line And I'm not doing this Sing me a lullaby Pretty up another lie (I never liked you) Look into my eyes You crossed the line And I'm not doing this Maybe you need some time Best of luck, keep me out of mind 'Cause I'm not doing this
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 10, 2026
I'm tired of always beating up on myself It's getting harder to tell if I'm well I'm looking and searching, but everything is blurry No lie, my pride is hurting Just wanna bury this I've been digging through my memories Crawling back to who I am I haven't had it all together But I'm doing the best I'm doing the best I can My mind, it likes to run away with itself It's taken me somewhere else, I'm not here I'm twisting and turning, it gets so disturbing But I'm done with this feeling I've been digging through my memories Crawling back to who I am I haven't had it all together But I'm doing the best I'm doing the best I can I can see some parts of me in pieces And they're laying broken on the floor I pick them up, remember they were never lost They're just thoughts and nothing more (I'm doing the best) I can see some parts of me in pieces And they're laying broken on the floor (I'm doing the best) I pick them up, remember they were never lost (Crawl, crawl) They're just thoughts and nothing more I haven't had it all together, but I'm doing the best I can I've been digging through my memories Crawling back to who I am I haven't had it all together But I'm doing the best I'm doing the best I can I've been digging through my memories Crawling back to who I am I haven't had it all together But I'm doing the best I'm doing the best I can
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 10, 2026
It's been a while, I've been racing I see myself in the rearview, chasing Everything I try to leave follows me There's a constant chill in my chest Another day that I don't rest It's hard to believe this will pass Nothing's taking me Nothing's breaking me All that I have buried in The scars I've held within I've been terrorized And I'm losing sight Something's up, this isn't like me I bite back, and I'm still fighting Alone, I'll find a way To get out of this headspace I wait, times wasting Can't figure out what it takes to pull me Up and get mе through this mess I make It's not as easy as I thought Whеn all I see is what I'm not Sometimes, it gets to be too much All that I have buried in The scars I've held within I've been terrorized And I'm losing sight Something's up, this isn't like me I bite back, and I'm still fighting Alone, I'll find a way To get out of this headspace I'm getting used to this, sometimes I brush it off This conflict with myself just got uncomfortable Something's changed in me, I feel it in my bones Thought that I was fine, but lately, I don't know I'm getting used to this, sometimes I brush it off This conflict with myself just got uncomfortable Something's changed in me, I feel it in my bones Thought that I was fine, but lately, I don't know All that I have buried in The scars I've held within I've been terrorized And I'm losing sight Something's up, this isn't like me I bite back, and I'm still fighting When I start to crawl I find another way to fall All that I have buried in The scars I've held within I've been terrorized And I'm losing sight Something's up, this isn't like me I bite back, and I'm still fighting Alone, I'll find a way To get out of this headspace
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 10, 2026
Something's tearing at the seams Ripping apart who I'm supposed to be Reliving memories endlessly Passing time till they fade away I wanna run and I've tried To change the past, but I've realized Finding comfort in what I can't control Won't hide from myself anymore I take all of my mistakes Push away what pulls me under I'm not afraid to face what I've made The ugly side of me I feel my spirit caving in I fell from myself for everyone else Wish that I could start again And let this fade away I would run, but there's no time Won't hide from myself anymore I take all of my mistakes Push away what pulls me under I'm not afraid to face what I've made The ugly side of me Why do I always lie to myself? I play pretend to make this end This isn't who I am I take all of my mistakes Push away what pulls me under I'm not afraid to face what I've made The ugly side of me I feel my spirit caving in The ugly side of me Wish that I could start again Not afraid to face The ugly side of me
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 10, 2026